Ronan: To the Moon and Back

Raelyn's world is black and white. Shades of gray and dark shadows lurking in her dreams. She only ever sees the color blue. Blue in the eyes of her sick little brother. Blue in her own eyes staring back at her from the mirror. Blue in the sadness of the children's hospice wing, and blue, so blue, in the eyes of one boy who could possibly color her world again.

Otherwise known as the story of a girl who can't cry; with a talent for photography, and the habit of panic attacks, with the brother who has cancer and the famous band the hospital is able to book to sing to the children.

1. Dinosaurs and Music

2. Charlie and Mum

3. Diners and "Like Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany's"

4. Louis Has Ocean Blue Eyes That Sparkle When Photographed

   Louis and Rae officially meet

5. Simple but Effective

6. Camera Bags Don't Just Up and Walk Away, but They Do Walk Up to Your Door

7. That Feeling In Your Chest

   Trigger Warnings Trigger Warnings: Panic attack, slight unintentional self harm, and the dealings of a hospital

8. What's Louder; A Slammed Door, Burnt Rubber or a Denial?

9. Louis' Breadcrumbs

   Bit of Trigger warnings

10. Confessions Off the Chest...Literally

    TW: Warnings: The reality of Children Hospitals, and the emotions it comes with

11. Custard Cups

12. Rae's Unusual Urge for Photoshoots

13. Silence is to Lonely, as Lonely is to Silence

    This is kinda of an explanation of Raelyn. Warnings: mild panic attack and mild somewhat unintentional self harm

14. Charming Diners, Star's Envy, and The Good Stuff

15. My Hands Can Be Your Anchor

    Warnings: Panic attack, unintentional form of self harm

16. Pictures Splashed on the News Front Page

    Title from Taylor Swift's "Lucky One"

17. Tides Are too Much

    Warnings: Panic attack, realities of a hospital.

18. A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

    Title From Panic! At the Disco's "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out"

19. Rae Doesn't Like Sleeping Alone

    Implied panic attacks and mentions of unintentional self harm

20. Vinny

    Warnings: Mention of past suicide. This chapter is sort of a tribute...the past events/mentions/character is based on a true story...

21. Rae's Infuriating Habit of Thinking It Doesn't Matter

22. I'm Not Your Biggest Fan...Papa-Paparazzi

    Title from Lady Gaga's "Paparazzi"

23. "Not A Date"

24. Heart Shaped Boxes

    Title from Nirvana's "Heart Shaped Box"

25. Nightmares of the Dark

    Warnings: Nightmare, Panic attack, unintentional self harm

26. Those Two and the Bill

27. The Worse Things in Life Come Free to Us

    TW: Hospital reality, implied minor death, mild anxiety attack and mild unintentional self harm. Title from Ed Sheeran's "A Team"

28. Does God Hate the Sickly

    Trigger Warnings (also, this gets a bit Godly, so if that's a bother or offensive to anyone....sorry)

29. Can We Pay Your Bills

    Title from Density's Child's "Bills Bills Bills"

30. That Time of Year

31. Can You Lie Next to Her and Give Her Your Heart; Can You Lie Next to Her and Confess You Love...

    Title from Mumford & Sons "White Blank Page"

32. Chestnuts, Snow, and Mistletoe...

    AN: Christmas Time! Winter is coming.............................side note; Rae's hidden talent is singing

33. The Looove exprets...Kind of...It's Just Liz

34. It Is What It Is

    Trigger warnings

35. Wedding Date

36. Peter Pan and Wendy Darling

    :)

37. Rae's Dark Room

    ;)

38. That's What Crazy Is...

    TW: panic attacks and hospital reality. Song title from One Direction's "Same Mistakes"

39. Let It Go...You'll Never See Me Cry

    Trigger warnings

40. All the Voice In My Head...Turn Into Photographs

41. Right at the Edge and Ready to Fall

42. The Rain Above and the London Street Lights Below

43. "Paris?"

    There are general hospital related warnings in this chapter. Trigger Warnings.

44. Calm Before the Storm

45. And at Last I See The Light

    Title from Tangled "I See the Light"

46. I Break Down Because It's Not Fair That You're Not Around

    Title from Taylor Swift's "Come Back...Be Here"

47. To the Moon and Back

    *Warning: Proceed with caution

48. Aftermath: In the Silence

    Little bit of unintentional self-harm moment

49. Aftermath: Wednesday not Friday

50. Aftermath: Oh I'm A Mess Right Now

    Title from Ed Sheeran's "I'm A Mess"

51. I Saw Scars Upon a Broken Hearted Lover

    Warning: Unintentional self harm and a bit of blood. Title From Ed Sheeran's "Bloodstream"

52. The Spark That Ignites the Flames

    Usual Trigger Warnings

53. It'll Leave a Nasty Scar

    Title from Taylor Swift's "Blank Space" (because again, irony and using titles is my thing)

54. Give Me Love, I'll Give It Back to You

    TW: Panic attacks...and mood swings (Sing title from Ed Sheeran "Give Me Love")

55. Rain Came Pouring Down

    TW: funeral events, grief, everything that comes with the loss of a loved one. (Title From Taylor Swift's "Clean")

56. The Ones Who Care

57. Off to Neverland

    Last one.