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Long Way Down


My mom died.
My dad left me.
Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, and Niall Horan abuse and embarrass me everyday. -But for what?
Will it get worse? Will they stop?
Can't run, Can't leave, Can't hide, and Can't escape them.

This story contains:
-sexual content

cover credits: XKALEIGHSTYLES57X thanks a million!

If you dis-like something about the book, please keep it to yourself.
Please enjoy the book and understand that the one direction
members are portrayed differently than in reality, this is not the real them.
thanks for reading!


Anne Styles

Anne Styles

Harry's mom, loves Sam- wants the best for Harry.

Harry Styles

Harry Styles

Punk, hangs out with Louis, Liam, and Niall. First in command. Abuses Sammie and makes fun of her. Rough past.

Hunter Donner

Hunter Donner

Sweet, whines a lot, cute, eight years old, Weston's younger sister. Loves Sam and her brother.

Liam Payne

Liam Payne

Rude, Scary, biggest of all the boys. Likes to hurt people. Cares for his 'family'. Helps abuse Sam along with the other boys.

Louis Tomlinson

Louis Tomlinson

Rude, Abuses Sam for 'no reason', Second in command- after Harry. Loves the boys A.K.A. his brothers.

Marc Longner

Marc Longner

Handsome, cares for Sammie, sweet. Keeps to himself, hangs out with Sammie.

Niall Horan

Niall Horan

Dis-respectful. Abuses Sammie. Loves kids. Will protect and help his brothers do anything. Scary

Sammie Walker or Sam

Sammie Walker or Sam

Sweet, caring, abused by Harry, Louis, Liam, and Niall. Lives alone, works hard to making something of herself. Rough past.

Weston Donner

Weston Donner

Sweet, kind, loves Sam and Hunter. Eleven years old. Hunter's older brother.


  1. Chapter one- “You’re worth more than your problems and more than your mistakes.”

  2. Chapter two- “Be strong, because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it never rains forever”

  3. Chapter three- “Looking for something positive in each day, even if some days you have to look a little harder.”

  4. Chapter four- “Fear is what stops you, courage is what keeps you going.”

  5. Chapter five- “Physical strength is measured by what we can carry, inner strength is measured by what we can bear.”

  6. Chapter six – “Just because you’re angry, doesn’t mean you have the right to be cruel.”

  7. Chapter seven- “You were given this life because you’re strong enough to live it.”

  8. Chapter eight- “People throw rocks at things that shine.”

  9. Chapter nine- “The thing that surprises me the most is that you cannot change who you are.”

  10. Chapter ten- "It isn’t sad when you get hurt, but when you finally say ‘I’m used to it’”

  11. Chapter eleven- “Before you start to judge me, step into my shoes, walk the life I’m living and if you get as far as I am, just maybe you will see how strong I really am.”

  12. Chapter twelve- “No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.”

  13. Chapter thirteen- “The truth is that everyone is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.”

  14. Chapter fourteen- “The worst thing in the world isn’t being alone, it’s being surrounded by people that make you feel like you’re alone.”

  15. Chapter fifteen- “The worst kind of pain is when you’re smiling just to stop the tears from falling”.

  16. Chapter sixteen- “Time doesn’t heal anything, it just teaches us how to live with the pain"

  17. Chapter seventeen- “It’s all about finding the calm in the chaos.”

  18. Chapter eighteen- “Your past is just a story, once you realize this, it has no power over you.”

  19. Chapter nineteen- “Expect nothing. Live frugally on surprise.”

  20. Chapter twenty- “I’m never shocked when people let me down now days. I just hate the fact that I put myself in a position to be let down in the first place.”

  21. Chapter twenty one- “Don’t expect anything in life. Expectations hurt a lot. When you don’t expect, every moment is a surprise and surprises bring happiness.”

  22. Chapter twenty two- “The future started yesterday, and we’re already late.”

  23. Chapter twenty three- “Being angry destroys your peace of mind. It’s like burning down your own house to get rid of the rat.”

  24. Chapter twenty four- “The present might be challenging, but we make it more difficult when we bring in the past.”

  25. Chapter twenty five- “Knowing you’re being lied to is worse than being hurt by the truth, because some truths only make you angry while being lied to destroys your trust.”

  26. Book

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  27. Chapter twenty six- "Change your thoughts and you'll change your world."

  28. Chapter twenty seven- “Your life does not get better from chance. It gets better from change.”

  29. Chapter twenty eight- “You change your life by changing your heart.”

  30. Chapter twenty nine- “It takes each of us to make a difference for the both of us.”

  31. Chapter thirty- "Here's to the future because im done with the past."

  32. Chapter thirty one- "Waiting is painful, forgetting is not easy, but not knowing what to do is the worst of all."

  33. Chapter thirty two-"Change can be good."

  34. Chapter thirty three- "When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time."

  35. Chapter thirty four- “Sometimes it’s better not to say anything.”

  36. Chapter thirty-five


  37. Safe haven


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