2 weeks later:

It was the day of Nialls funeral. We all met at the church. "Hey Katie cat. You doing okay?" Louis asked and hugged me. I nodded my head. Harry grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. He kissed me. "Hey baby girl." He whispered. "Hey." I mumbled. "Are you sure you're okay?" He asked. "He told me he didn't want me to be too upset and to promise him that I wouldnt shut people out. I'm trying." I sighed. He hugged me tight. "I'm here for you." He said and kissed the top of my head.

When all all the boys got there they sat down and I was supposed to talk first. I walked up to the podium. Niall also left a letter that he wanted me to read at his funeral. I opened it up slowly. "This is a note from Niall. Thank you guys for coming. I want to just say thank you to everyone for putting up with me. Thank you Louis for helping me take care of my crazy sister. Thank you Liam for being my best friend and helping me out with my problems and trusting me enough to literally tell me everything about your life. Thank you Zayn for being a great friend and introducing me to my first girlfriend. And finally thank you to the most important person in my life. Thank you to my sister. Thank you for being an amazing little sister. I remember all the times that we had when we were younger. I remember you having nightmares and running into my room even when we were 16. I remember you trying to teach me how to play basketball and when you passed it to me and it hit my nose and my nose wouldn't stop bleeding. I remember me trying to teach you to to play football (soccer) and you broke your wrist when I tackled you. I remember when this one drunk guy tried to grab you in that Walmart and I beat the shit out of him. I remember when you brought your first boyfriend, Harry, over and Louis and I spent an hour each intimidating him and asking him questions. He was very nice though and he treated you nicely, at least what I know of. I have so many memories of Katie and all the boys that will stay with me even though I'm not with you. I love you guys so much and I really don't want you to mourn over me too much. I wasn't that great. Just move on and be happy but don't forget me. Love you guys. From Niall." I read. I was smiling and crying at the same time. I looked up at everyone. They were all crying as well. "Niall was an amazing person. He was always happy no matter what. He tried to stay positive even through the most depressing things. He just loved life and loved everything. I don't know what I would've done without him and Honestly I don't know what I am gonna do now that I don't have him. I love him and miss him so much already and I still am shocked and having a hard time processing the fact that he's actual gone. But Niall I love you and you will be missed." I managed to say. I wipped my tears away. I turned around and walked over to the coffin. I stared at my lifeless brother laying there.

Harry wrapped his arms around my waist. "Come sit down." He whispered. I sat back down next to Louis and Harry. Everyone talked about Niall. It was all around the same lines as my speech and everyone added a memory of Niall. We all decided to go to dinner afterwards. We went to nandos for Niall.

"You have your basketball game tomorrow you know." Louis pointed out. "Oh shit." I sighed. "We will all be there." Zayn smiled. "You guys don't don't have to go. It's fine." I said. "We want to be there to support you." Harry reassured me. "Okay." I whispered. He rubbed my back.

After we finished dinner harry drove me home. He came inside and followed me to my room. "Harry I'm fine. I can sleep alone." I smiled. "I don't want you to be alone." He whispered and kissed me. "I feel better now that I had a proper goodbye to him." I admitted. He nodded his head. He pulled my shirt off. "We promised him nothing for at least a month. And I don't really feel like we should do that on his day." I said. "I know I wasn't gonna do anything." He smiled. He untied my shoes and pulled them off of my feet. He took my pants off too. He picked me up and carried me over to the bed. He laid me down and took off his shirt. I raised my arms up and he put it on me. He took his pants and shoes off before he got in bed with me. "Thank you for dealing with me." I smiled. "It's my pleasure." He whispered and kissed me. "I'm not that tired." I admitted. "Let's watch some movies." He smiled. "Disney?" I asked hopefully. "Anything you want." He laughed. "There's a drawer of Disney movies. It's the first one. Pick whichever one you want." I clapped. "You are such an adorable little kid." He smiled. He got up and turned on Cinderella. We watched movies until we fell asleep.

Notes

Sorry this chapter wasn't very good. It's 3 in the morning so I'm a little tired