The New Boy

Nialls alarm went off. I forgot he had it set it up so it went off every day to wake me up. I sat up and looked around. I walked into my room to get ready. I saw Louis on his phone in my bed. I screamed. "What are you doing here?" I sighed. "I needed to make sure that you were okay." He smiled? I nodded my head. I looked down and saw I was wearing Nialls sweatshirt. I went into my closet and changed into athletic shorts. "Do you want to skip today? I'll stay with you." He suggested. I shook my head. "I knew he would want me to move on and be happy." I said holding back tears. He nodded his head and came over to me. He hugged me tight. "Everything will be alright. I'll always be here for you." He reassured me. "Thank you. Thank you so much. I love you." I cried. "I love you too." He whispered. "I'm proud of you." He said. I pulled back to look at him. He wiped my tears away. "You should finish getting ready." He sighed and looked down. I went into the bathroom and put my hair up with a lulu lemon black headband. I walked out and grabbed my bag.

Louis wrapped an arm around me and pulled me to the car. I sat in the passenger seat and Louis drove to the school. When we got there we walked to the wall. Emma wasn't talking to anyone but Danielle and Gigi were talking. When they saw me they started to laugh and whisper. Danielle pointed at me. "Hey I know you guys don't like me but just leave me the fuck alone. I don't care what I look like because all my family died. I'm upset so I don't care. You two bitches have been annoying the shit out of me for a while now. Just shut the fuck up " I yelled at them. "Fight me bitch!" Danielle smirked. Something in me snapped where I wanted to kill her. I ran at her and punched her in the face. She fell to the floor. I jusped on top of her and I hit her again. She punched me in the nose but I didn't back off. I hit her again but Harry pulled me off. "Hey Katie calm down." Harry whispered. He set me down on the ground but wrapped his arms around my waist. Louis helped Danielle up. There were a bunch of people looking at us. "Yeah. This bitch just came at you. And she beat your ass." I smiled. She stopped her foot down. "Oh did miss stupid rich snobby princess not get her way so your throwing a fit?" I sarcastically said. Harry was trying not to laugh behind me. "Louis yell at her!" She demanded. "You haven't been the nicest to her. And her brother did just die." Louis said slowly. "Ugh you guys are useless. We're so done." Danielle yelled and walked away. Gigi followed her. "I've been trying to end this relationship for about a month now." Louis laughed. "Are you okay Katie cat?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Where's Sophia?" I realized that I haven't seen her since the first day of school. "She's on vacation with her family." Liam said. Zayn took off his shirt and handed it to me. "What's this for?" I asked. "Your nose." He smiled. I put it on my nose and pulled it off to see how much blood there was. The entire shirt was red already. "I'm sorry guys but I had a lot of anger built up. That felt amazing." I smiled. Everyone laughed. "Are you okay though?" Liam asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I know he'd just want me to be happy and move on so I'm trying." I said.

The bell rang and everyone left except for me and Harry. He grabbed my hand. "Are you sure you're okay?" He asked. "I'm not sure but I do feel a little better." I admitted. We walked to my class. He kissed the top of my head before I went into my class. I sat down in the very back, alone like I always was.

After physics I had lunch. I walked to lunch and I saw Danielle and Gigi walking over to the table. I smiled thinking that they had no other friends and no where else to sit. Danielle pulled Harry up and kissed him. Harry tried to push her off but she grabbed on him. I ran over and punched her in the stomach. "I thought you were too good for us ms.princess." I said and pushed her away. "You were always hooking up with Louis so I just thought I'd get back at you." She smiled. Louis and I looked at each other then her. "I love Louis but in a brother way. We are like brother and sister. I would never cheat on Harry." I admitted. Harry looked at me. I gave him a reassuring smile. "Louis doesn't love you as a sister. I can tell by the way he looks at you." She pointed out. "Oh so you're jealous that he looks at me like that and not you?" I laughed. "No that's not what I meant. Ugh never mind." She said and stopped off.

"Zayn we're over." Gigi said and walked off. "Seriously?" Zayn said shocked. "I bet Danielle made her break up with you." I pointed out. Everyone agreed with me. "I'm sorry mate." Liam said. Liam got a text and looked at his phone. "That stupid bitch made Sophia break up with me." Liam sighed. "They took Emma with them too." I sighed. "So looks like you're the only girl Katie cat." Louis smiled. "And by the way I don't like you in that way. I think you're pretty and a nice person but you're like my sister. I just don't feel that way about you." He added. I nodded my head. "Yeah same. I prefer Harry." I smiled at him. He kissed my nose. We all started eating. It felt so good not to have those stupid bitches around anymore. Harry wrapped his arm around my waist. I rested my head on his shoulder. I sighed. "I miss him." I whispered. "I know you do baby girl." He said and kissed my forehead. "You guys don't have to brag that you're the only ones that are dating." Louis laughed. "Sorry." I smiled.

We talked about random things at lunch. I wasn't really listening. "Hey Katie cat, I know it's soon but do want our help for the funereal?" Louis asked. "He already planned his funereal. He has a drawer full of papers that say stuff about his funereal and where his stuff goes. We each wrote a bunch of papers of what we want and where our stuff is supposed to go when we die. We did that after mom and dad died." I whispered. Everyone nodded their heads. "Do you guys wanna come over after school to look at it and go threw his stuff with me?" I asked. Everyone nodded their head.

Harry and I went to history. After that Louis drove everyone to my place. We all went into the kitchen. "Legally you aren't allowed to live alone until you're 18. What are you gonna do?" Liam asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "No one knows besides you guys about my parents and Niall. I'll be fine until I'm 18." I said. "You can stay with me." Harry smiled. "No I don't want you guys to feel like you have to watch me like I'm a kid. I'll be fine on my own." I reassured them. "Let's go." Zayn said and we all went to Nialls room.

As soon as we walked in I felt like crying. Harry grabbed my hand. "Which drawer was it?" Liam asked. I walked over to his desk and opened up the drawer on the bottom. I grabbed a piece of paper that was for me.

Dear katie,
I know how brothers and sisters are supposed to be enemies and fight all the time but we were never like that. We were more like best friends. I don't want you to be sad and shut everyone out like you did when mom and dad died. Let Louis help you, even Liam and zayn could help. And I know that all the girls are assholes so just leave them alone. I've always hated them. I didn't like the way Emma treated you. I was gonna talk to her is she was really bothering you and if she still did I would've broken up with her. I want you to remember that you're beautiful and you're an amazing person. Be careful and don't let guys take advantage of you. There are guys who will do that. Find someone who will treat you the way you deserve. Please just be careful. I love you too much to look down and watch you being miserable with a stupid guy who treats you like shit. I honestly don't know what to say. I love you a lot and I'm sorry that I left you. I bet I was doing something stupid and left you all alone. This is all my fault probably and I just want to say I'm sorry for everything that I've done. I'm sorry that I ruined your favorite doll when we were little. I'm sorry that I stole money from you. I'm sorry that I broke your wrist playing football (soccer). Most of all I'm sorry for leaving you. I love you and hope that you have a great life and don't miss me too much.
-Love Ni Ni

I fell on the bed sobbing. Everyone sat on the bed. "Is that a letter for you?" Zayn asked. I nodded my head. I grabbed another piece of paper out. It was a note for Emma. I set it on the desk. I picked out one and it was for Zayn. I handed it to him. There was a letter for all the boys, including Harry. They all read there's and started crying. I grabbed a piece of paper that said who was invited. All the boys and I were invited. That was it. Well Emma was but she wasn't gonna come even if we invited her. I then found a piece of paper saying what he want to go where. He said that we could take whatever we wanted and donate the rest of the stuff. He gave me papers with the information to his bank account.

We started going threw all his clothes and shoes. I picked out a couple of his sweatshirts to keep. Each of the boys took atleast one thing. We looked through everything and donated most of it. I picked up his guitar. I started playing it. Everyone looked at me in shock. "We used to write songs together. We both sang and played guitar. This song is called 18." I smiled remembering all the songs we made.
"I got a heart, and I got a soul.
believe me I have used them both.
we made a start, be it a false one I know
baby I don't want to feel alone
so kiss me where I lay down
my hands pressed to your cheeks
a long way from the playground
i have loved you since we were 18
long before we both thought the same thing
to be loved and to be in love
all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you
i wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18
we took a CHONCE(sorry had too)
God knows we tried
yet all along I knew we'd be fine
so pour me a drink
oh love
and lets split the night wide open and we'll see everything we can
living love in slow motion motion motion
so kiss me where I lay down
my hands pressed to your cheeks
a long way from the playground
i have loved you since we were 18
long before we both thought the same thing
to be loved and to be in love
all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you
i wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18
When we were 18
oh lord when we were 18
kiss me where I lay down
my hands pressed to you cheeks
a long way from the playground
i have loved you since we were 18
long before we both thought the same thing
to love and to be in love
all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you
when we were 18
i wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18"
i sang. I looked up and saw everyone shocked. "wow you're an amazing singer and you can play the guitar." Harry smiled. "Thanks." I whispered. I took the stuff that I wanted and put it in my room. "I'm gonna order pizza." I said and grabbed my phone. I called them and ordered pizza. We all watched movies and ate pizza and fell asleep on my couch.

Notes

Sorry for the sadness. It's my cousins birthday and he died about a month ago and I still miss him so my writing is very depressing. Sorry