Harry's p.o.v

I saw Lucy's face lit up for a minute or two when Louis and Liam came to pick us up at JFK in New York. She had been crying the whole plane ride so it was nice to see her smile even if it was just a few minutes. Liam were carrying a huge teddy bear which he gave to Lucy after embracing her, non of us really knew what to say and we were soon in a van and headed for our hotel. When Lucy fell asleep against me the lads started with their nosy questions, ''are you back together?'' Louis whispered ''I don't know, I think so...I'm not sure''.

Lucy's p.o.v

The boys had left for their concert, Harry had asked me to come because he didn't want me to be alone. I just told him I wanted to sleep so he let me be. I want to sleep, believe me I want to sleep but there's too much going on in my head. My phone started ringing and I answered without looking who it was. ''Hi it's me'' Harry said ''hey'' I smiled. ''Can you log on twitter real quick and look at the top trends?'' his words made me nervous, it had been some bad trends through the years and I couldn't take anything like that right now. I knew Harry would never tell me if something bad was trending though, so I decided to check. ''Hold on, I'll put you on speaker'' I said before pressing the twitter app. I scrolled to 'World wide trends' and let out a gasp when I saw the trend #StaystrongLucy. I clicked on it to see hundreds of nice messages from the boys' fans regarding my brother's passing and the tears started to fall. ''How did they know?'' I sniffled, ''they know everything. See, they are pretty amazing aren't they?'' I could hear that he was smiling. ''Can you write something for me?'' I asked, not really wanting to be on social media at the moment. I put the phone to my ear again. ''Of course. Oh, Lou is asking for me. Gotta get pretty for tonight'' ''you're already pretty, dummie'' he just let out a chuckle at my statement ''I love you, even if we're on a break'' his voice changed at the word 'break' and I could tell it really hurt him. I let out a sigh ''we're not on a break anymore. I love you''.
After we had hung up I looked at Harry's twitter to see what he tweeted and it didn't make the tears stop.

Harry Styles (Harry_Styles)
Sometimes we just get overwhelmed by how big hearts you all got. Pure, genuine kindness. Luce sends her love, she really appreciate this #StaystrongLucy

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up by 4/4 members of One Direction walking in to mine and Harry's hotel room, I looked at the time to see it was midnight. I met Harry's eyes with a confused look, ''they wanted to check on you'' he smiled. ''I brought you some food, all though I expect you to share with me'' Niall said and sat down on the bed ''Niall that food can feed a whole football team'' I gave him a tired smile before turning to Harry who gave me a kiss on the lips. ''And I brought icecream, it makes me feel better when I'm sad'' Liam said and put the icecream in the freezer ''I brought myself cause I'm a fun lad to hang around'' Louis said from the other side of the bed making everyone laugh, except for me, my waterworks started instead. ''Aw babe no, why are you crying?'' Harry wrapped his arms around me, ''you guys are so nice to me'' I sniffled and everyone let out an 'aw'. We ate the food in silence before I suddenly started laughing. I'm really bipolar today. They all looked at me before looking at each other, probably also thinking I'm bipolar. ''You know I'm probably the luckiest girl in the world right now'' ''how come?'' Liam asked and took a sip of his drink ''cause I'm in bed with One Direction, do you know how many girls would kill for this?'' I smiled when the boys started laughing. I smiled because their laughs sounded relieved, like they were glad I showed some of me again instead of this empty body I've been the last couple of days.

I popped my eyes open to the drastic lights change in the room only to see my boyfriend standing by the gigantic windows with a smirk. ''What are you doing? I wanna sleep'' I groaned and put a pillow over my head. Harry was soon on the bed grabbing the pillow from my head, ''well I'm awake now, what do you want?'' I sat up and let out my hair from the braid I had been sleeping in. ''I have the day off, we're doing something'' he looked at me like a kid who was waiting to open their presents on Christmas day, it pained me to let him down. ''I'm not going out, I'm sorry Harry'' ''yes you are, I'm not gonna let you sit in the hotel room the whole tour'' he's really getting on my nerves today, I don't know why. ''Harry, I'm grieving. Mt brother has died, I'm allowed to be in bed'' yup, I just used the 'dead' card thinking he would leave me alone. ''Honey, it's okay to grieve, to cry, to scream and even sleep. What's not okay is that you're letting it eat you. You haven't left this hotel room since you got here four days ago. I love you and I will help you swim, because right now you're drowning'' I stared at him blankly for a second before I took of the covers ''fine'' I said and headed for the bathroom. I didn't turn around but smiled because I know he was wearing his most confused face.

''Is this okay?'' I said and did a little twirl ''you look beautiful'' Harry smiled and gave me a kiss. ''Where are we going today, Styles?'' I asked as we walked in to the elevator hand in hand, ''I'm thinking brunch at ABC kitchen, the rest is a surprise'' he smiled and pressed the garage button ''no bodyguards today?'' I asked curiously, not really comfortable with the thought of strolling around in NYC all alone. ''They're waiting downstairs, I'm not allowed to take you out by myself. Safety reasons'' he winked. After leaving the hotel without fans or paparazzi noticing, since we left from the garage and not the main entrance, we arrived to ABC kitchen where we were going to eat brunch. We got a table in the back with some privacy since everyone was pretty much staring at us when we walked inside. I took of my hat and sunglasses but kept my coat on since I was freezing. Harry was looking at the menu but gave me a quick look ''are you cold, baby?'' he took my hand and rubbed his thumb on my hand ''yeah, maybe I'm catching something''. I ordered spinach and ricotta omelette but I think I ate more from Harry who had ordered bacon and scrambled eggs. ''Surprised there's no paps here'' Harry said as we walked out of the restaurant, Harry's bodyguards were keeping there distance but where still close in case of something happening, which made me relieved. ''It feels nice though. What are the boys doing today?'' I asked and grabbed Harry's hand as we started walking, ''Louis is picking up El, yes you can see her later. Niall and Liam are hanging out with Justin Bieber'' he shrugged, like it was no big deal they were hanging out with the Biebs. I was jealous, extremely jealous but decided not to say anything since Harry had made an effort for me today. It would be ungrateful. Besides, I've met Justin once before. Five minutes...but at least I've met him. I was startled when Harry started laughing and looked at him in surprise, ''I know you're a little Belieber at heart but don't worry, he's coming to our concert tomorrow. You can see him then'' I let out a squeal ''really?''.

We ended up strolling in Central Park and I was grateful that Harry knew this was just what I needed. Him and fresh air. ''Hi, can we take a picture with you?'' three girls came up to us and Harry looked at me to see if it was okay. ''I'll wait over there, take your time'' I smiled and walked over to a bench and sat down. I took up my phone and decided to check Twitter. I favorited some of the fans tweets to me but stopped when I looked at trends. #HalucyinNYC was trending and there was so many pictures of us from the restaurant and all the way here. Here we thought we hadn't been noticed. ''Miss Lucy, we have called for a car to pick you up. We're only two bodyguards today and Harry is getting a lot of attention'' Keith, one of the bodyguards informed me ''that's probably a good idea'' I said and stood up, there was about ten girls surrounding Harry at the moment. ''Okay girls, Harry needs to go'' Paul, the other bodyguard said and grabbed Harry's arm and walked towards Keith and I, the girls were yelling their goodbyes and no one was following us. Harry reached out his hand and grabbed mine and we headed to the car who was waiting for us. ''We're trending on twitter'' I showed Harry my phone when we had climbed in the backseat of the car that was there to pick us up. ''You're so beautiful in this picture'' he said and showed me, the picture was just of us walking down the street hand in hand. It really wasn't anything special. ''You wanna know why?'' he asked but didn't wait for my response ''because you're looking at me in a way I can't describe. I've only seen that look when you look at me, and that smile that just lights up the whole picture'' ''I'm looking at you like that because I love you''.

When we got back to the hotel I was immediately headed for Louis' room because Eleanor had arrived. ''Why are you running? You'll get to her, chill'' Harry laughed behind me ''I'm not running, I'm walking fast'' I said and finally found their door and knocked. Eleanor opened the door with a smile and I flew in her arms so hard she almost fell on the floor with me on top of her. She didn't seem to bother though, she hugged me as tight as I hugged her. ''Please be careful'' Louis said and I gave him a weird look. ''I have missed you so so much'' she said before finally letting go and we stood up ''I've missed you too, babe'' I smiled and we sat down on a couch. Eleanor started talking about something but I was too busy looking at her face and her way of sitting, I turned to look at Louis and I just felt that something was going on. ''What's wrong?'' I asked, interrupting El's monologue and she looked at me confused. ''You're both acting weird, there's something going on you're not telling me'' I looked at Louis who's eyes widened. ''Actually, there is something'' Eleanor said and started playing with her hair, she only did that when she was nervous, ''is someone ill or something?'' I breathed out thinking the worst case scenario. I can't have someone dying on me again. I wouldn't be able to handle that. I'd drown. ''No, not at all'' Louis blurted out, ''are you gonna tell her, El?'' Louis smiled. And just like that it was like a light just went in my head. It was so obvious. ''YOU'RE PREGNANT'' I yelled making Eleanor jump before starting to laugh, ''how did you..?'' Lou was so confused and I could feel a huge grin on my face. ''I am indeed preggers'' El said and patted her little stomach, I let out a shriek and leaned in for a hug, a softer one this time. I looked over at Harry with tears in my eyes and he was just standing there smiling ''why are you not surprised?'' I asked but gasped ''you knew'' and he nodded chuckling. ''Am I the last one to know?'' I pouted ''actually we have only told our families and you and Harry. So you're the first of my friends'' Eleanor said. ''Oh the boys don't know yet?'' I looked at Louis ''I'm telling them today'' he smiled. ''But are you happy, excited? How far along are you, have you thought of a name is it a girl or a boy?̈́'' I blurted out, I had so many questions. ''Woah take it easy, babe'' El smiled ''we're so so happy. I'm about 15 weeks and we don't know if it's a boy or a girl yet'' ''gosh I'm so happy for you guys''.

Notes

Kind of short but YAY, I finally updated!! Have kind of had a writers block on this story and instead been writing on another that I haven't published. Thinking about publishing that story though, just need to figure out my plot.

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