Harry's P.O.V

When I heard, my heart just stopped. It was like a punch in the face. It didn't feel like that because I was the one hurting, it was because she was. And I wasn't there to hold her. I had convinced Paul on letting me go home for at least two days. Luckily we had a couple of days of between the shows in LA and New York City. I was sitting in my car outside our house, not knowing how she would react when I stepped inside. I don't know if she needs me, hell I don't even know if she wants me here. But I love her, so much. I need to be here. So I decided to go inside. Our house felt empty, it didn't give me the home feeling it used to. I put down my bag on the floor in the hallway and headed for the bedroom. I peeked in and saw her laying under the covers and she flinched when she noticed someone was in the room with her. I made my way over to the bed, laying down beside her and dragged her into my arms. She immediately started to sob. ''It's gonna be okay, baby. I'm here and I'm not gonna leave you'' I comforted her while rubbing her back. It physically hurt my heart hearing her cry like this. I've never heard this type of cry before. It was so much pain to it. She was broken. ''He's dead. Tyler. He's just gone'' she got out between her crying, ''I know baby, I know'' I whispered. I didn't know what to say, I just prayed it helped her just a little bit that I was here holding her. She was crying uncontrollably and she seemed inconsolable. I felt so helpless. So I just held her tighter and started singing to her. I remembered her mum always singing to her when she was younger and sad, so I hoped it would calm her. I sung for a bit but then continued the rest of the song humming, and I could feel her relaxing. Before I knew it she fell asleep.

When she woke up later that day she hugged me tighter. ''We're on a break'' she said and looked in to my eyes, ''I don't care. I love you, you love me so I'm here'' I shrugged before placing a kiss on her cheek.
The next day I got her out of the bedroom, to the livingroom couch but it was some progress. She hadn't left the bedroom since she got the news three days ago. She had shut everyone out, Eleanor, Sophia, her parents had all been here but she didn't want anyone here. The door bell rang and I gave Lucy a quick look before opening the door. Lucy was just sitting and staring in to thin air. When I opened the door I saw Niall standing there. ''I thought you two were in a fight? Besides, Paul wouldn't be too happy the both of us left tour'' I said as I stepped out of the house closing the door behind me. I didn't want Lucy to hear me. ''We were, or we are. I don't know. But I don't care, Haz. She's one of my best friends, of course I will be here when something like this happens'' he said and I nodded. I was happy he could see pass whatever they were still fighting about. ''I'm gonna go pick up some food, try talk to her. She's not saying much'' I said and walked over to my car.


Niall's P.O.V

I was so nervous walking in to the house. The last time I saw her...I'm really trying to forget it. I had found out that Steph had been lying all along, in the end making me choose between her and my best friend. I was really scared Lucy would throw me out. I had after all been a complete dick to her so I wouldn't be surprised if she actually did kick me out. I opened the front door and made my way to the living room. ''Who was it, Harry?'' she asked, her voice sounded raspy and I could tell she had been crying a lot. ''Hi'' I said, not really knowing what I should say so that was the only thing I got out. She looked up at me and I saw her eyes widen, ''before you say anything or throw me out, I know now that what you told me was the truth. I dumped Steph the minute I found out. You and I didn't have sex, I know that for sure. And I just want to say that I'm sorry for everything'' I spoke so fast in fear that she would interrupt me, but she just let out a loud sniffle and opened up her arms inviting me in to a hug. I rushed over to her and pulled her off the couch and into my arms. She was crying heavily and all I could do was hold her tighter. ''I can't say I understand you pain, because I don't. What I can say is that it may be stormy now, but it never rains forever'' I said, ''it just hurts, Niall. I keep losing people in my life. Tess, you, Harry and now Tyler. How can I be okay when everyone leaves?'' ''I'm here, and I won't leave. Neither will Harry. And Tess...she...Tess left because of me, not you. She didn't leave you, she left me'' I really tried to console her. ''That's the thing, Ni. When she left you she left all of us. She hasn't even called. Do you get it? My freaking brother dies and someone who is supposed to be my best friend doesn't even call'' she let out a laugh and I was just about to respond when Harry walked in the front door. ''You two good now?'' Harry smiled as we all sat down on the couch, ''yeah'' I nodded.

Lucy's P.O.V

We had just finished our dinner and it was nice to have a solid thirty minutes without crying. The last three days the tears had been constantly. I guess I felt a little better having Niall and Harry here. How will I manage when they leave, because that's gonna happen within the next few days. They have the tour and fans to not disappoint. ''So uhm, are you going to your parents?'' Harry asked ''no'' I said quickly ''I don't want to be with them''' I explained. ''But maybe...in a time like this you should be with your family?'' Niall's statement sounded more like a question, ''trust me, that is the last thing I want to do right now'' ''Lucy'' Harry sighed ''you shouldn't be alone right now and we need to go back to tour tomorrow'' he said and looked over at Niall who nodded. I knew they had to leave sooner or later but I just wished it would be later. ''I'm not going to my parents'' I shrugged and Harry sighed again. He hated when I was being stubborn. ''Then you're going with us tomorrow'' Harry said and stood up, ''I'll go pack your bag'' ''are you serious?'' I talked to his leaving back ''is he serious?'' I turned to Niall who just shrugged.
''Okay fine, I'll come but I can pack my bags myself'' I said as I walked after Harry in to our bedroom closet, ''are you sure? I don't mind packing for you'' he said as I wrapped my arms around him. ''I'm sure'' I whispered, ''I've missed you so much. Thanks for coming when I needed you the most. It means the world to me. I love you too much for us to be apart'' I said and meant every single word. He didn't say anything and just held me tight. ''Oh since you're leaving with us we're booking a flight for tonight. Take your time, we'll be down stairs'' Harry said and left our closet. I grabbed my suitcase and started to pack some clothes, I didn't know how long I was going to be gone so I just grabbed whatever. I was about done when I noticed Harry's favorite t-shirt on one of his shelves. It's weird that he doesn't have it with him, he loves to wear it. Maybe I should just put it in my bag and sort of surprise it with him later. I went over to his shelves and reached for the shirt when something fell down on the floor. I crouched down to see a little blue box. From Tiffany&Co. As in the jewelry store. I could feel my heart skip a beat when I picked up the box. ''Oh my god'' I whispered in shock as I realized it was the famous engagement box. He's planning to propose to me. Shit, shit, shit. I quickly stood up and closed the closet door before grabbing my phone to call Eleanor in panic. ''Hi love, I'm so glad to hear from you, how are you doing?'' she asked, but I didn't have time for small talk ''Eleanor, I'm in mine and Harry's closet and I was reaching for something and then a little blue box just fell to the floor. It's an engagement box from Tiffany's'' I spoke fast but as quiet as I could. ''What? Is it a ring inside?'' she squealed ''yes, or I guess. Why else would it be that box?'' I said and let out a sniffle. Great now I'm crying again. ''Why are you crying, babe? Isn't this what you wanted?'' ''it is, but now it's like everything I do in my life from now on my brother won't be a part of. He won't be on my wedding and make a toast that will embarrass me, he won't be there when I give birth to my first child. My children will never meet him and...'' El cut me off ''Lucy you can't think like that. It will destroy you. And I believe that Tyler is with you every single day, he will be there when those things happen. He'll be in your heart. Always''.

Notes

So Lucy's brother is dead, I won't go into detail about it but as you know he was in the army. So you can pretty much guess how it happened, it's not so important to the story line that's why I don't bother going in to detail about it.

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