All I ever wanted
Chapter 3 - Doubts
Lucy's P.O.V
''So since Tyler's leaving for Afghanistan next week I figured the two of you could come home for the weekend and spend some time with your old folks?'' my dad suggested, we hadn't talked in a while and it was nice to hear his voice. Even if it was through a phone. ''Yeah I'd love to, dad. I need to go but I'll see you Friday. Love you, bye'' I hung up. It was the second time Tyler would leave for Afghanistan and it freaked me out. I just hate the fact that he's gone for 1.5 years each time, almost like another boy in my life that I love. All though the difference between Harry's job and Tyler's is that Harry is not in immediate danger every single day and also, Harry isn't gone for a year and a half when he's on tour. ''Which one of us is cooking tonight?'' Harry yelled from the living room. I made my way over to the living room just to find him in sweats playing Fifa. ''Uh non of us really cook'' I crossed my arms and leaned against the doorway, Harry gave me a quick look before looking back at his game ''we've cooked plenty of times, babe'' ''only when there's been actual adults present'' I laughed. ''We are adults'' ''not really'' I smirked before walking over to him where he sat just to straddle him. ''I'm trying to play this game'' Harry complained trying to move me, ''oh really?'' I placed light kisses on his neck and I heard his breathing getting faster. ''Are you sure you're just gonna play a silly video game all day?'' I asked and started to move my hips slowly in circles on him and he immediately paused the game. ''Okay I know what's going on here'' I raised my eyebrows at his statement, ''oh really? Tell me'' I whispered in his ear and started to feel something hard against me. ''And that's how you get your boyfriends attention, my work here is done'' I stood up and walked towards the kitchen, ''wait...but you...this is not fair'' he pouted. ''Come on Hazza, we're going to the supermarket'' I sang cheerfully.
It didn't happen that often that I could walk with Harry in a supermarket and not have girls around asking for photos so I was really enjoying the moment. It felt like we were just a normal couple, and that feeling didn't come around that often. ''That was the last thing on your little list here'' Harry said whilst reading my shopping list, ''oh babe I forgot, my dad called earlier'' I suddenly remembered, ''uh-huh?'' ''and he said that Ty and I should come home this weekend to spend a little time before Ty leaves for Afghanistan next week'' I said as we headed for the check out. ''Okay, do you want me to drive down with you? I could use some family time too before tour starts up again in August'' ''yeah that would be great'' I started to put our groceries up so we could pay. ''Oh my god, you're Harry Styles'' the girl behind the cashier said as her eyes widened. She looked about 17 years old and from her face expression her life had just been made. I started to pack up our groceries while Harry paid and took a picture with the girl. When we got out to Harry's car paparazzi's started to show up, as always. We quickly jumped in the car and drove off. ''Bet Gemma while be thrilled I'm coming home this weekend, haven't seen her in ages'' Harry let out a happy sigh, the two of them had the weirdest relationship. They really love-hated each other and it was always entertaining to watch them fight. ''You should call her now and tell her you're coming this weekend'' I suggested and he agreed. ''Here, put on speaker too'' he said and gave me his phone to call Gemma on. I pressed on 'Gemma' in his phone book and the familiar tone sounded, ''look who decided to call, my long lost brother'' she answered making Harry and I laugh. ''Hi Gem'' Harry and I said, ''oh hi Lucy, how are you love?'' she said in a sweeter tone ''I'm great, how are you?'' I smiled. Gemma had always been sweet to me while growing up, she taught me all about makeup while I was over at their house when we were younger. ''Aren't you going to ask how I am? I'm great thanks for asking Gem-gem'' Harry pouted making both Gemma and I laugh, ''sorry baby bro, what's on your mind? You never call me'' this time Gemma pouted, ''I just wanted to tell you I'm coming home this weekend'' I looked over at Harry who had a smile on his face. If anything, going home was pure joy for him. ''Are you serious?'' Gemma squealed making us laugh. ''Hah'' Harry said ''I knew you loved me'', Gemma let out a sigh and I could almost see her shaking her head ''Harold, you know damn well I love you''.
''I feel like we're gonna burn our house down, babe'' I said as I was looking in to the oven where a chicken was, ''we? It's more you who are going to burn our house d..'' Harry stopped mid sentence and eyed me for a second, ''what in the world are you wearing?'' ''what do you mean? These are my boyfriend jeans'' I looked down at them confused of what was wrong with them. ''Those are not my jeans. I don't wear jeans that loose'' I almost laughed at his dumb moment, ''babe, these are called boyfriend jeans. They're comfy'' I shrugged almost offended that my boyfriend didn't like my outfit. ''Well they look weird'' he laughed, I raised my eyebrows at him and pushed him playfully and he just pushed me back. ''Oh it's on, Styles'' I challenged him as he started to run away, only to make me chase him. ''You'll never catch me'' he sang as he had me chasing him through our house. Somehow he got slowed down and I took my chance to jump onto his back and all of sudden we where on the floor wrestling. He flipped us so he was on top of me just to tickle me, and he knows how much I hate being tickled. ''Please stop'' I screamed between a laugh, ''nope, never'' ''please Harry'' I tried to breathe.
''Only if you say Harry Edward Styles is the bestest''
''bestest is not a word''
''It is now, if you want me to stop''
''Okay, okay. Harry Edward Styles is the bestest'' I said and he immediately stopped and leaned down to kiss me. ''Love you'' he said when he had let go of my lips ''and I love you''.
''Are you sure you don't wanna go and watch this movie with me?'' I pouted, Harry was seriously planning to let me go to the movies alone. ''It's a chick flick'' ''oh shut up, you love chick flicks'' I laughed and sat down beside him on our couch. I should never have bought that stupid Fifa game for his birthday, when he's home he barely leave he couch. ''Call Niall our something'' he mumbled. He honestly made me quite annoyed. He was only going to be home until August when they go back to America for tour and then they're gone until December. He could at least try to spend time with me. ''Fine'' I snapped and left the room. ''Leprechaun, what are you doing tonight?'' I sat down on the bed in our bedroom with a sigh, ''not sure, probably hanging out with Steph. Why?'' ''ugh, Harry is being annoying. Do you wanna go to the movies with me?'' I asked, completely ignoring that he said he might have plans with Steph. ''Uhm, well..of course. Which movie?'' why was he acting weird? ''It's a surprise, I'll pick you up at 9. Bye'' I hung up.
''So what's going on with you and Harry?'' Niall asked as we left the cinema and started to walk towards my car, ''I don't know, he's just..distant'' I shrugged. ''Don't worry about it, he has a lot on his mind. With tour and all..'' Niall explained ''I know but he can talk to me about it, but he doesn't. Whenever he's stressed, sad or whatever he just shuts me out''. Niall let out a sigh making me look up to meet his eyes, ''there's stuff going on in the band and the management that we can't really talk about'' ''oh? what stuff?'' I asked making him let out a chuckle ''I just told you I can't talk about it, Luce''
''but are you guys fighting or..?''
''no, not at all. It's just that..I don't know we've been One Direction for five years and I guess some of us kind of want to do something else for awhile'' I knew I would get something out of him, but what the? I stopped walking and put my hands up on Niall's chest ''are you guys splitting up?'' my eyes widened ''please don't say you a,re oh my god it will be like Backstreet Boys all over again'' I said a bit too dramatic making Niall grabbing my arms ''we're not splitting up, but we're thinking of taking a break'' the fact that I'm hearing this from Niall, and not my boyfriend, really pisses me off. I thought we were supposed to share everything. As a couple. But I guess I was wrong.
''So since Tyler's leaving for Afghanistan next week I figured the two of you could come home for the weekend and spend some time with your old folks?'' my dad suggested, we hadn't talked in a while and it was nice to hear his voice. Even if it was through a phone. ''Yeah I'd love to, dad. I need to go but I'll see you Friday. Love you, bye'' I hung up. It was the second time Tyler would leave for Afghanistan and it freaked me out. I just hate the fact that he's gone for 1.5 years each time, almost like another boy in my life that I love. All though the difference between Harry's job and Tyler's is that Harry is not in immediate danger every single day and also, Harry isn't gone for a year and a half when he's on tour. ''Which one of us is cooking tonight?'' Harry yelled from the living room. I made my way over to the living room just to find him in sweats playing Fifa. ''Uh non of us really cook'' I crossed my arms and leaned against the doorway, Harry gave me a quick look before looking back at his game ''we've cooked plenty of times, babe'' ''only when there's been actual adults present'' I laughed. ''We are adults'' ''not really'' I smirked before walking over to him where he sat just to straddle him. ''I'm trying to play this game'' Harry complained trying to move me, ''oh really?'' I placed light kisses on his neck and I heard his breathing getting faster. ''Are you sure you're just gonna play a silly video game all day?'' I asked and started to move my hips slowly in circles on him and he immediately paused the game. ''Okay I know what's going on here'' I raised my eyebrows at his statement, ''oh really? Tell me'' I whispered in his ear and started to feel something hard against me. ''And that's how you get your boyfriends attention, my work here is done'' I stood up and walked towards the kitchen, ''wait...but you...this is not fair'' he pouted. ''Come on Hazza, we're going to the supermarket'' I sang cheerfully.
It didn't happen that often that I could walk with Harry in a supermarket and not have girls around asking for photos so I was really enjoying the moment. It felt like we were just a normal couple, and that feeling didn't come around that often. ''That was the last thing on your little list here'' Harry said whilst reading my shopping list, ''oh babe I forgot, my dad called earlier'' I suddenly remembered, ''uh-huh?'' ''and he said that Ty and I should come home this weekend to spend a little time before Ty leaves for Afghanistan next week'' I said as we headed for the check out. ''Okay, do you want me to drive down with you? I could use some family time too before tour starts up again in August'' ''yeah that would be great'' I started to put our groceries up so we could pay. ''Oh my god, you're Harry Styles'' the girl behind the cashier said as her eyes widened. She looked about 17 years old and from her face expression her life had just been made. I started to pack up our groceries while Harry paid and took a picture with the girl. When we got out to Harry's car paparazzi's started to show up, as always. We quickly jumped in the car and drove off. ''Bet Gemma while be thrilled I'm coming home this weekend, haven't seen her in ages'' Harry let out a happy sigh, the two of them had the weirdest relationship. They really love-hated each other and it was always entertaining to watch them fight. ''You should call her now and tell her you're coming this weekend'' I suggested and he agreed. ''Here, put on speaker too'' he said and gave me his phone to call Gemma on. I pressed on 'Gemma' in his phone book and the familiar tone sounded, ''look who decided to call, my long lost brother'' she answered making Harry and I laugh. ''Hi Gem'' Harry and I said, ''oh hi Lucy, how are you love?'' she said in a sweeter tone ''I'm great, how are you?'' I smiled. Gemma had always been sweet to me while growing up, she taught me all about makeup while I was over at their house when we were younger. ''Aren't you going to ask how I am? I'm great thanks for asking Gem-gem'' Harry pouted making both Gemma and I laugh, ''sorry baby bro, what's on your mind? You never call me'' this time Gemma pouted, ''I just wanted to tell you I'm coming home this weekend'' I looked over at Harry who had a smile on his face. If anything, going home was pure joy for him. ''Are you serious?'' Gemma squealed making us laugh. ''Hah'' Harry said ''I knew you loved me'', Gemma let out a sigh and I could almost see her shaking her head ''Harold, you know damn well I love you''.
''I feel like we're gonna burn our house down, babe'' I said as I was looking in to the oven where a chicken was, ''we? It's more you who are going to burn our house d..'' Harry stopped mid sentence and eyed me for a second, ''what in the world are you wearing?'' ''what do you mean? These are my boyfriend jeans'' I looked down at them confused of what was wrong with them. ''Those are not my jeans. I don't wear jeans that loose'' I almost laughed at his dumb moment, ''babe, these are called boyfriend jeans. They're comfy'' I shrugged almost offended that my boyfriend didn't like my outfit. ''Well they look weird'' he laughed, I raised my eyebrows at him and pushed him playfully and he just pushed me back. ''Oh it's on, Styles'' I challenged him as he started to run away, only to make me chase him. ''You'll never catch me'' he sang as he had me chasing him through our house. Somehow he got slowed down and I took my chance to jump onto his back and all of sudden we where on the floor wrestling. He flipped us so he was on top of me just to tickle me, and he knows how much I hate being tickled. ''Please stop'' I screamed between a laugh, ''nope, never'' ''please Harry'' I tried to breathe.
''Only if you say Harry Edward Styles is the bestest''
''bestest is not a word''
''It is now, if you want me to stop''
''Okay, okay. Harry Edward Styles is the bestest'' I said and he immediately stopped and leaned down to kiss me. ''Love you'' he said when he had let go of my lips ''and I love you''.
''Are you sure you don't wanna go and watch this movie with me?'' I pouted, Harry was seriously planning to let me go to the movies alone. ''It's a chick flick'' ''oh shut up, you love chick flicks'' I laughed and sat down beside him on our couch. I should never have bought that stupid Fifa game for his birthday, when he's home he barely leave he couch. ''Call Niall our something'' he mumbled. He honestly made me quite annoyed. He was only going to be home until August when they go back to America for tour and then they're gone until December. He could at least try to spend time with me. ''Fine'' I snapped and left the room. ''Leprechaun, what are you doing tonight?'' I sat down on the bed in our bedroom with a sigh, ''not sure, probably hanging out with Steph. Why?'' ''ugh, Harry is being annoying. Do you wanna go to the movies with me?'' I asked, completely ignoring that he said he might have plans with Steph. ''Uhm, well..of course. Which movie?'' why was he acting weird? ''It's a surprise, I'll pick you up at 9. Bye'' I hung up.
''So what's going on with you and Harry?'' Niall asked as we left the cinema and started to walk towards my car, ''I don't know, he's just..distant'' I shrugged. ''Don't worry about it, he has a lot on his mind. With tour and all..'' Niall explained ''I know but he can talk to me about it, but he doesn't. Whenever he's stressed, sad or whatever he just shuts me out''. Niall let out a sigh making me look up to meet his eyes, ''there's stuff going on in the band and the management that we can't really talk about'' ''oh? what stuff?'' I asked making him let out a chuckle ''I just told you I can't talk about it, Luce''
''but are you guys fighting or..?''
''no, not at all. It's just that..I don't know we've been One Direction for five years and I guess some of us kind of want to do something else for awhile'' I knew I would get something out of him, but what the? I stopped walking and put my hands up on Niall's chest ''are you guys splitting up?'' my eyes widened ''please don't say you a,re oh my god it will be like Backstreet Boys all over again'' I said a bit too dramatic making Niall grabbing my arms ''we're not splitting up, but we're thinking of taking a break'' the fact that I'm hearing this from Niall, and not my boyfriend, really pisses me off. I thought we were supposed to share everything. As a couple. But I guess I was wrong.
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