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All I ever wanted

Chapter 4 - Home

Lucy's P.O.V

Harry and I had only been back in Holmes Chapel for a day but I was already missing London. Small towns had never been my thing, the only thing that kept me here was obviously my family. ''Hows school sweetie?'' my mum asked as her and I had sat down for tea since dad and Ty were out doing something, ''it's great, I'm excited for my final year'' Uni this time around was perfect. I really enjoyed the classes and I did pretty good, if I would say it myself. My mum listened intense to my ramble about Uni for a while but she noticed my mind was on something else. Mums. Sigh. ''What's going on?'' she asked and I could tell she just saw it on my face that something wasn't right. ''I...he shuts me out. He never talks to me anymore, not like he used to'' I let out a sigh, my mum nodded ''have you asked him about it?''
''no, I wouldn't know what to say. I mean Niall told me something major about the band the other day yet Harry hasn't mentioned it. I guess I'm just thinking...like if he doesn't trust me anymore?''
''I'm sure he does. You know poppet, I wouldn't worry so much about it. He'll come to you when he's ready, just give him some time.''

I was having a slow Saturday in my parents house and we didn't really have anything planned after dinner so I decided to text Harry.

To: Harry
Wanna go for a walk?

From: Harry
Sure, meet me in 5

''Hey'' I said and gave Harry a quick kiss before taking his hand. We were walking around Holmes Chapel for awhile not really saying anything. I just wish he'd talk to me, like he used to. He had never had problems with talking with me, no matter what it was. When we were younger I was always the one comforting him when something happened, always sneaking in his window just to cuddle him all night. ''Harry?'' I sighed ''yeah?''
''What's going on?''
''What do you mean?''
''You're shutting me out, there's something going on and you're shutting me out''
''I'm not shutting you out''
''What do you call this then? We're not talking anymore, is everything alright between us?''
''You're over analyzing shit''
''How come Niall's telling me more than my boyfriend then?'' I snapped, making him let go of my hand.
''What did Niall tell you?''
''That One Direction is taking a break, I'm just disappointed you don't trust me enough to tell me. I have to hear it from someone else''
''Niall shouldn't have told you that''
''Well then you need to start talking to me because right now Niall is more in this relationship than you are'' I yelled, Harry was being so difficult it made me pissed.
''Well you should just go fuck Niall then'' he snapped and just walked away.

After our little argument when Harry left me in the park I had called my mum to come and pick me up. ''Did you two get in to a fight?'' she asked as I sat down in the car, ''I don't want to talk about it'' if I did I would break down in tears. And I really didn't want to do that. When we got back to the house I went up to my old room to call Eleanor. And just as I heard her voice I started to cry. ''Luce?'' she sounded worried ''what's wrong, babe?'' ''uhm, Harry...I just...we're not doing great'' I let out a sniffle. After a two hour conversation with El making me feel better it was almost 11pm. But I was far from being sleepy so I just took up my phone to check twitter. I scrolled down my feed just to see some interesting tweets.

@Curlylockstyles: Just spotted #Halucy out and about in Holmes Chapel having a fight about trust issues. Lucy looked like she was about to cry!!!

@stylingmalik: Apparently #Halucy had a public fight tonight in Holmes Chapel and Harry stormed of..

@liloforlyf: LUCY CHEATED ON HARRY WITH NIALL, HARRY SAID ''YOU SHOULD GO AND FUCK NIALL AGAIN''

Oh dear god. This wasn't good. Not good at all. I know Harry isn't allowed to respond to these kind of things but hell, I'm not signed to a management. I can do whatever I want to.

@LucyW (Lucy Wellington) : Don't like to comment on my personal relationship but there are ridiculous rumors going around. Just want to clarify: I most certainly did not cheat.

This all made me sad that people could see Harry and I were having problems. All I wanted to do was sleep in Harry's arms tonight. It took a second for me to decide and soon enough I was climbing out my window and on to the tree outside. When I fell the last feet down, yes as always, I cursed myself on choosing this way to sneak out. I'm 22 years old, I can walk out the front door if I want to. It was always a bit more tricky to get to Harry's window. First you have to climb up a balcony, which was Gemma's and then climb in Harry's window. Thank god his window was open, so I just jumped in. Harry was sleeping, safe and sound, in his bed and it made me calm just looking at him. Quietly I removed my pants and bra and snuck down in bed with him. I cuddled up behind him and put one arm around him hugging him lightly. Within minutes I fell asleep.

My eyes popped open as I felt someone was watching me, only to find Harry eyeing me. ''Morning princess'' he said with a morning voice, ''hey'' I snuggled up in his chest as he pulled me closer. ''When did you get here?'' he asked before kissing my forehead ''last night, couldn't sleep'' I yawned. ''Sorry for what I said last night'' he said stroking my chin ''it's okay. I just want you to know that you can trust me, and you can talk to me about everything. I'll support you, always. Hell, if you had killed someone I'd help you bury the body'' I said only to make him laugh ''now you're taking it too far''. I loved his laugh, it made me all giddy for some reason. ''You remember what we promised each other when we first started to date?'' I asked and looked in to his eyes, ''never to leave, I know. I'm so sorry'' he let out a sigh. He was about to continue but I cut him off with a kiss. We had been kissing for a moment when I deepened the kiss. Both of us knew what was happening next so I just threw my t-shirt on the floor just to hear him moan at the sight of my breasts. I let go of his lips and made my way down to his neck, and then his collar bone, then his chest and soon enough I was under the covers making my way all the way down to his length. I could feel it twitch as I carefully kissed the tip. Soon enough I was moving it as far as I could in to my mouth before moving it all the way out. I could hear Harry let out moans over the covers and it made so me turned on. I repeated my actions a few times but stopped as I heard the door open and Harry jumped at the sound. ''Oh good you're up, mum wanted me to tell you breakfast is d...wait is Lucy under th...oh my god. I...I'm sorry. I'll just tell mum you're asleep. Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. You're disgusting'' Gemma said before closing the door. Harry lifted the covers and I looked up on him, he looked so mortified I started to laugh. ''We can continue this in the shower'' I stood up and dropped my panties before walking towards Harry's bathroom. I stopped by the door and gave him a look, fighting not to laugh when I saw his face.
Soon enough he joined me in the shower. I leaned on the tile wall when he pressed himself inside me making me let out a loud moan. ''Do you want them to hear us? Shut up'' Harry smirked and started to move. I was holding my arms hard around his neck when I felt my knees getting weak. ''Shit Lucy'' Harry moaned in my ear as he started to move faster. ''Harry I'm gonna come'' I breathed out and he slowed down for a bit, just to out of the blue move faster again ''come for me baby'' and with that I was sent over the edge with a loud moan which apparently made him come too.

Notes

So yeah uh, don't really like to write about sex haha.
Hope you liked it! Not the sex part, the chapter lol..

Xx

Comments

Please update!!!!!!

xo_caitlin_xo xo_caitlin_xo
7/2/16

I love this story!!! you're an amazing writer. miss the updates but I hope you finish school well! pls update when you can xx

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6/6/16

Please Update!

JustDreaming JustDreaming
2/25/16

Please Update!

JustDreaming JustDreaming
2/25/16

update I love this story!!

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2/8/16