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Breakable

Chapter 19

Bella POV

Brooke went home. I offered her to come over, but she said she wanted to be alone. Cat went over to Lucy's. I biked home, and Harry came too. I was upset. I don't know why. Did I still have feelings for Brandon? Of course not. I pull into my driveway, and park my bike. I walk through the door, Harry not far behind. I take my shoes off, and walk up the stairs. I walk into my room, and sit on the cushion of the bench, next to the window. I hear Harry walking in.
"What's wrong?" Harry asks, sitting next to me. He picks me up, and puts me on his lap.
"Nothing," I say.
"Bella?" he says.
"Yes?" I ask, turning to look at him.
"I love you," Harry says.
I look away. Harry's fingertips push my hair back, resting on my shoulder.
"Why are you so afraid of falling in love?" he asks me.
"There's no such thing," I tell him, "It's not real."
"It is, Bella," he says, "I know, because I love you."
"Cameron and Brooke apparently loved each other," I say, "Brooke cheated and Cameron called her a whore."
"They weren't really in love," Harry says, "We are, or at least I am."
"I wish it was real, I really do," I tell him, "But the truth is, it's not."

Harry POV

She really doesn't believe in love. She thinks its not real.
"I'll prove it to you," I tell her.
She laughs, "Fine."
I take her hand, and we walk down the stairs. We put on our shoes, and get on our bikes. The sky is cloudy, but I bike to the beach. Bella follows behind me. We go over the bridge, then go down the road, and pull into the parking lot. We park our bikes, and go up the stairs, past the garden, and down the stairs to the beach. I sit on the sand, and Bella sits next to me. We sit there, not saying a word, just listening to the waves crash onto the shore. I feel Bella place her hand over mine, and I gently squeeze her fingers. I look at her, as she stares at the ocean. She's so beautiful. She turns her head, and smiles at me. I give her a lingering kiss on her soft, pink lips. We sit there for a while, and listen to her music. After a while, Flightless Bird comes on. I smile when I hear it. This is the song that Bella and I danced to, when I knew that she was more to me, than a best friend. I'm in love with her. I'm sure of it. But what if she's right? What if I don't know what I'm saying? No, I know. I just know. Bella looks at me and smiles. She sings along to the song.
"Have I found you?
Flightless Bird
Jealous, Weeping."
She has a beautiful voice.
"I didn't know you could sing," I smile at her.
She looks down and laughs, "I can't."
I brush her hair back, and kiss her. After a while of talking of just about nothing, and listening to music, we get up and get back on our bikes. As we're biking, it starts to rain, so we go to my house. We pull in, and put our bikes under a tree. We go into the house, and I lead her downstairs into the basement. She sits on the couch, and I put a movie in. I go to sit next to her, and she snuggles up to me. I put a blanket on her. We watch movies until about 11. Bella texts her parents saying she's sleeping over at Lucy's. She calls Lucy, and tells her if anyone asks, she's sleeping over. She hangs up. I smile at her.
She stands, and takes my hand. She walks into the bedroom of the basement. She jumps onto the bed, giggling. I lie on the bed, next to Bella. She places one knee on each side of me, and hovers over me. She starts kissing me, dipping her head down, like I do to her. She kisses me harder, more desperately. She grabs my shirt, and pulls on it. I put my arms up, so she can take it off. She lifts her arms, and I take hers off. We continue kissing. I feel her tugging at my belt buckle. I help her undo it. I unzip my pants, and take them off. She slips off her shorts, and drops them onto the floor next to the bed, along with the rest of our clothes. I lift the sheets, and we get under. We continue kissing. My hands shift from her handles to her arse. She wears a lacey thong. I feel her hands on my stomach, trailing down. She puts her hands around the elastic of my boxers, and pulls them down. I pull down her lacey underwear. I pull out from under the covers.
"One sec," I say.
"Kay," she whispers.
I walk into the basement bathroom, naked. I open the drawers, and start rummaging, looking for a condom. When I finally find it, I put it on. I walk back into the room. Bella's eyes follow me as I walk back into the room, towards the bed.
"Don't look at me like that," I say.
She laughs, "Like what?"
"Like you love me."
I slip back into bed. I kiss her cheek, her neck, her side, not missing a spot. For a while, we just kiss.
I pull away, and look at Bella. She nods.
That night, Bella lost her virginity to me. I lost my virginity to her. I fall asleep with my arms wrapped around her love handles.
A few hours later, Bella moves in her sleep. I wake up, and look at the clock. 3 AM.
"Harry?" she says.
She smiles at me.
"Yes?" I ask quietly.
"I love you," she says.
I smile. She said it. She meant it. I can tell she did.
"I love you," she repeats, "But love is breakable. I am breakable."
I kiss her, and we both fall back to sleep.

Notes

IM LITERALLY SO OBSESSED WITH FLIGHTLESS BIRD IT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SONG EVER WRITTEN. SERIOUSLY.
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3/13/14

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