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Breakable

Chapter 18

July 4

Harry POV

We all decided we didn't want to go to the party at the field club, so we throw our own at Natalie's house. She has a guest house with a TV room downstairs, a bathroom, and 2 bedrooms upstairs. Brooke and Cameron started dating last week. I am biking to Bella's house, wearing a grey t-shirt and blue swim shorts. I bike past Natalie's house, cross the highway, pass the market, and finally reach Bella's house. I get off my bike, and park it by the tree in her front yard. I ring the doorbell. I hear someone coming down the stairs. Bella opens the door, and smiles.
"Come in," she opens the door wider, and I walk in.
I take my shoes off and leave them next to Bella's orange flip flops. I follow as she runs up the stairs, and into her and Cat's room. No one is home, her and Cat's family went to the party at the field club.
"Cat already went to Natalie's," Bella tells me, "She is helping set up."
"Kay," I say, sitting on her bed. She walks out of my sight, and into her closet. After a few minutes, she walks in with a dress, that I remember her wearing at the beach once.

*Flashback*

Bella sits on the beach, looking at the ocean. I look at her long, blonde hair flowing in the wind. A bright pink clip holds some of her hair back. Her palms hold her up on the sand. Her legs stretch out in front of her. Today is a white flag, barely any waves. This only happens about once or twice every summer. I take out my phone and take a photo.


Present Time

Bella stands in front of me, wearing the same floral sundress. I smile at her.
"You look beautiful," I say. She looks down, and smiles.
"I love you," I say.
"No you don't," she laughs. It's funny. She refuses to say it. She said it when we were friends. It's as if now that it's real, she doesn't think I know what I'm saying? She said it once, since we were dating, but she was drunk.
Bella walks into the bathroom. She doesn't shut the door behind her, so I walk in behind her. She's putting makeup on. I walk behind her, while she's looking in the mirror at the makeup she's applying. I hug her from behind.
"You don't need makeup," I tell her.
"Don't give me that bullshit," Bella says sternly.
I stand there silently for a moment, my arms. She squirms out of my arms, and puts on eyeliner. I go back into her room and sit on her bed. After a few minutes, she walks back into the room. I can tell she put some skin colored powder under her eyes, and some darker colored powder on her eyelids.
"I'm ready," she says.
"Bella," I say, "I love you."
She looks down, and doesn't respond. She brings her hand to her face, and starts to bite her nails. She turns around, and I follow her out of her room and down the stairs. I put on my shoes, and Bella says she'll go barefoot. She always goes barefoot. She hates wearing shoes. She walks on the gravel barefoot, bikes barefoot, runs around all day without her shoes on. She opens the door, and walks off her front porch. She picks up her bike, and climbs on. I do the same. I look at my phone before we leave. It's 10. Natalie told us to come around 9:30, so everyone is probably already there. Cat and Bella's family would be home soon, but they were sleeping over at Natalie's. We start biking towards Natalie's. Down the street, turn. Turn. Past the market, turn. Down the long road. Cross the highway. We pull into Natalie's driveway. We leave our bikes in the garage. We go around the garage, and through her backyard, to her guest house. We walk in, and see Cat, Natalie, Lucy, Cameron, Clayton, Brooke and Brandon sitting on the couch.
"Hey guys," I say, "Why so bored?"
"She's mad at me," Cameron says, pointing to Natalie.
"Why?" Bella asks.
"I invited some people without Natalie's permission," Cameron says.
"I don't really care you just should've told me," Natalie says.
As if on cue, there's a knock on the door. Derek, Trevor, Teddy and about 15 other people their age walk in as Brooke opens the door. Brooke raises her eyebrows, and looks at Natalie. I see Natalie mouthing to her, it's fine. Brooke looks up at me. I wrap my arm around her, and pull her into my side. Clayton tosses every beers, including Bella and I. Lucy turned on some music, and everyone was yelling and dancing. The lights were low, and it was hard to see. After quite a few drinks, someone grabs my arms, and I see they're pulling me towards the stairs. We go up the stairs, and walk through a door, into a bedroom. Someone flicks the light on, Bella. She smiles, and sits me down on the bed. She opens the nightstand. I peer into the nightstand. A pen, some paper, a book, and some condoms. Bella grabs the pen. I feel somewhat relieved, but something inside me is disappointed. What am I thinking? I must be drunk. Bella's fifteen. She takes the pen, and sits next to me on the bed. She takes my arm, and starts to draw near my shoulder.

Bella POV

I start drawing a ship.
"What are you doing?" Harry asks.
I laugh, "Giving you a tattoo."
He sits there for a few minutes, while I draw. When I finally finish, I put the pen down. I stand in front of Harry, sitting on the bed. I kiss him on his forehead, like he used to do to me.
"I love you," the words escape my mouth.

"Only when you're drunk," he says.
His hair is more down today. I admire his green orbs. I hear someone outside. I look at Harry. He stands up, and opens the door a tiny bit, so no one sees him. He laughs quietly.
"What?" I ask.
"Nothing," he says. I want to ask, but I brush it off.
He sits back down on the bed. I lie down on the bed. He turns and looks at me. Suddenly, he kisses me. He hovers over me, his curls tickling my face. He lifts me up, and slides under me. We kiss for a while, I lose track of time. After a while, we lay on the bed, and talk. Harry starts to drift off to sleep. I hear his phone start to buzz. I pick it up, and answer it. I get out of bed, and stand next to the bed.
"Hello?"
"Oh. I was expecting Harry to answer," Clara's voice, "Who is this?"
I try to sound different, "Um, Natalie. What's up?"
"Where's Harry?" she asks.
"Oh," I say, "He fell asleep at my house."
"Is Bella there?" she asks, "I just want to ask her something."
"Clara," I say, "It's me."
She laughs, "Was Harry drinking?"
I pause. I don't even know if I'm completely sober yet.
"No," I say.
"Kay," she says, "Have fun!"
"Bye," I say. I hang up, and get back into bed with Harry. He moves, and opens his eyes. I face him, our heads sharing a pillow.
"I love you," he says to me. He doesn't know the meaning of that. He only says it to see if I'll say it back. I smile at him, but I don't say anything. He smiles back, and I touch his deep dimples. I drift off to sleep. The next morning, I wake up in bed alone. Where's Harry? Cameron, Brooke, Clayton, Cat, Brandon and Lucy all spent the night at Natalie's. I walk down the stairs, and everyone is sitting on the couch and chairs, talking, including Harry. He looks up at me.
"Good morning," he smiles. I walk to the couch, and sit on his lap. After a while, we decide to go to the market. We bike there, order, and sit at a big table.
"So," Harry smirks, "Brooke and Brandon, what went on last night?"
Brooke raises her eyebrows.
"What?" Cameron asks.
"Yeah," Brandon says, "What are you talking about?"
"I saw you two stumble into the bathroom, making out last night," Harry laughs.
Cameron stands and yells, "What?!"
I sit there still, shocked.
"I--" Brooke starts.
"What the hell Harry?" Brandon says.
"I'm sorry," Harry says, "I thought Cameron knew and didn't care. You were obviously drunk."
"You cheated on me?" Cameron says.
"I'm sorry," Brooke says, "I--"
"You whore," Cameron says. And with that, he walks out.

Notes

sry it took so long to update! So I got into this school and I might go next year! So excited! Also I'm so obsessed with the song Possibility. tbh I cry when I listen tho. btw my fav fanfic I've ever read is The Love Countdown. It's the only thing I've ever read that actually made me cry. It's amazing. If you don't like self harm, don't read. Subscribe and comment!
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and thanks to my friend N who helped me with this chapter! Natalie is based off her


Comments

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3/13/14

It's good!

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3/12/14

OMG ALL OF CH 10 DELETED WTF IM CRYING
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2/24/14

@bellabee09
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2/22/14

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2/22/14