Boy's Youtuber | Naill Horan
All I see is darkness.
I try to open my eyes but they stay closed because I keep saying that life will be easier and less painful so my eyes stay closed.
But what if i'm not alive and I am just in the life between life and death.
The people that I heard talking in the background are all saying that I might not make it but what if I do?
But I don't even know what happened that caused that I might not make it?
And how will they react if I do wake up?
Are they glad to see me or will they just ignore me because they all moved on?
I honestly don't know.
If my fruity loops would see me or hear me they probably think that I am posessed or something because the old Aubrey doesn't think like that.. And what happened to my brother. Would he miss me or would he just don't know that i'm here?
I hear someone mumbling and I try to hear who it is but I just can't get a grip on the voice but all I hear are the words: coma and four months... I honestly don't think that I am even in a coma and certainly not for that long.
I don't even know what I have done. I mean I went to a one direction concert but everything else is blurry and sometimes I see snakes coming up on me.
But again why should I open my eyes?
This is just like sleeping but i'm not dreaming..
I mean I have a brother and I have a loving family.
I have my youtube channel with more than one million subscribers and I have alot of the most amazing friends ever like Grace and Troye and the guys from O2L which I always had a little crush on and I just have an amazing life so why not open my eyes?
Nothing is holding me against it but what if nobody's there anymore? What will happen to me? Will I be in their lifes or am I just going to be ignored?
I hear someone whispering and it doesn't sound like an American.
I try to open my eyes and this time it worked and I looked straight into the eyes of Niall Horan.
So you deserve more than this shitty chapter.... Sorry but yeah.
what for girl are You? I'm a lilo girl:)
Ps. I have an amazing story for you! http://www.onedirectionfanfiction.org/Story/33477/Breakable/
it's a great story and she deserves all the love she can get and I think she's getting a little bit annoyed because I only reply to her story so check it out!