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Caitlin's POV


today was Dina's funeral.
she joked about it once that if she died I would sing something on her funeral.
So I would.

I decided to sing 'Let it be' by the beatles because when Dina first heard the song she fell in love with it.
so my aunt and I drove to the funeral.
when we were there, we were Greeted by loads of people.
Liam, Harry, Louis, Zayn, Eleanor and Perrie were a few of the people and together we went inside.

Niall was inside talking to Dina's parents. And almost all the people were crying.
the funeral began and we had to sit down.
At first her mom and dad came with their speeches and they were the most emotional speeches I heard.
then her little brother came. I didn't even know that Dina had a brother and he couldn't bring out one word.
he basically Started crying.
then it was time for the performances. Niall was first.
he sang 'make you feel my love' by Adele:

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
and there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know, you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love

it was a beautiful performance and I felt really sorry for him.
I was next and before the performance I said:
"Dina absolutely loved this song when she heard it for the first time so here it is."


When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
there will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

I realized I cried during the whole song but it wasn't a big problem.
"Dina didn't deserve to die this way" I thought to myself. She should have been old and not young.
and she should have had children and grandchildren and have a husband to take care of her.
why did fate always do things like this.

"That was beautiful Caitlin". My aunt said to me and gave me a hug.
we sat down again and listened to the poems and the songs that the people wrote for Dina.



9 hours later.

i was listening to the beatles while I was making a drawing of my parents.
I wish they could be here for me right now but I knew that was never going to happen.
they would calm me down and said I should call a friend.
so I decided to do that.

'Hello?" I heard.
I couldn't answer because I Started to cry again.
I told myself that I should stay strong and said:



"Hey Liam, its me"