LOUIS' P.O.V.

The five of us walk into Jason's office and Liam, Niall, and Zayn sit down, Harry and I standing behind them. Jason has a grim look on his face, not any different than any other time we met with him. He sifts through the stack of papers in front of him and looks up at me and Harry with disapproval in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, boys, but you've ruined it for everyone. Just because you couldn't keep your dicks in your pants."

What does he mean? I don't understand. Liam doesn't seem to either.

"Jason, what are you talking about?"

"One Direction is nothing. You guys are done. You can blame 'Larry' over there."

Zayn and Niall turn around in their seats to look at us, disgust in their faces.

"We knew you would ruin it for us. We didn't want to be mean, but we never agreed with your relationship. It's sick. Twisted!"

Zayn throws his hands in the air, obviously furious. Niall stands up in a huff, throwing the chair back behind him.

"Seriously, what the fuck? All you two had to do was keep it under wraps and what do you do? The exact opposite! You're both assholes; I can't even be here anymore. See you in hell."

Zayn follows him out and Liam stands up, calmer than the other two, and I know he'll have something supportive to say. He always does. He walks toward us, bringing one hand up to eye level, pointing in my face.

"I knew it would be you. You are the weakest. I knew you'd break. I hope it was worth it, fags."

He storms off, slamming the door behind him. I can't control my emotions and tears stream down my face. I turn to Harry and he doesn't seem shocked. I bury my face in his shoulder, trying to find some comfort but he pushes me away.

"Louis, I can't do this. Liam is right. It wasn't worth it. I don't really love you; I just wanted to have a little fun and it backfired."

As he walks away, I fall to the floor, landing roughly on my knees. I scream at Jason for ruining our lives but he laughs maniacally right in front of me, not caring in the least. He's an even richer man now; why should he care? At that, I rush to the window and open it to get some air. Has my life really come to this? Have I really lost four of the most important people in my life? Harry being the most? I look down at the street, far below me, and see those four lads hop into a car, not thinking twice about me. I can't live like this. On a whim, I climb onto the ledge of the window, Jason still laughing at my pain behind me, and fall, the wind blowing through my hair and clothes. It's refreshing and the moments seems to last forever until...

"LOU! Wake up!"

Harry is shaking me awake violently, making my heart race more than it already was. My eyes shoot open and I see his worried face hovering over me and I sit up quickly, struggling because of the sheets constricting me. I start to catch my breath and look back at Harry.

"You must of had an awful dream. You were shaking and screaming. Are you okay, boo?"

"Yeah. It... It was the worst nightmare, Hazz."

He pulls me into his chest and I lay there, glad to feel him comforting me, unlike in my dream.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I... We were all in Jason's office and he was yelling at me and you saying we ruined it for
everyone and that the band was done."

He looks at me to continue, rubbing my arm soothingly.

"And... Zayn, Niall, and Liam said awful things to us, things they would never say, and stormed out. When I turned to you, crying, you pushed me away and told me you never loved me. Then, you followed them and I jumped out the window while Jason laughed at me."

Harry holds me tighter, rocking me back and forth as I finish telling him about my awful dream.

"Lou, that would never happen. You have me. Forever. The rest of the guys, too, you know.

We've all been through too much together and they support our relationship."

"I know, Hazz, but, I know that I'm slowly falling apart. I can't take all of this pressure when all I
want is to be with you. I know it won't be long before I have a nervous breakdown."

He just keeps rocking me back and forth, kissing my cheek and shoulder.

"Louis, no matter what happens, I love you more than life itself. We'll be together forever, even if
it means ruining our careers. I'll drop everything before I let you break down."

He lays us back down on the bed and holds my face between his hands, caressing me softly.
Finally, completely back to reality, I kiss him tenderly, wrapping my arms around his torso and roll on top of him. I can't get over how lucky I am to have Harry in my life, and it always hurts me to think about losing him. I know he loves me, but I feel deep down like he'll leave me someday, making life unlivable. Although jumping out of a window was a bit dramatic, I can't ever see myself living without Harry. Every major plot point of my future in my mind contained Harry. Marriage. Kids. Everything.

"I love you, Harry. Don't ever leave me."

"Louis, don't even say that. I couldn't ever-"

"I know you say that now, and I don't know why I'm afraid of it, but I feel like you're too good for-"

He cuts me off by kissing me again, holding onto me and running his fingers through my hair.

"I don't EVER want to hear those words come out of your beautiful mouth, Lou."

I don't have anything else to say; I only want to feel him. I crash my lips into his, biting his bottom lip and pulling it toward me. I take that opportunity to slip my tongue into his mouth, running it lightly along his lips, finding his tongue in the meantime. He sucks on my tongue lightly and I feel myself harden against his thigh. It's the middle of the night and I plan on making as much noise as possible.

I pull away and reach over to grab the lubricant that is still sitting next to the bed from earlier that night. I pour some into my hand, rubbing it down my length, still naked from before. Harry stays in place, holding on to my biceps impatiently. I place myself against him, lifting his legs up by looping my arms under his knees so that he is easily accessible. I lean down and kiss him as I guide myself inside of him, slowly so as to not hurt him. Even though, we have sex all the time, I know that if I thrust to hard from the beginning, it's painful for him. Once I can tell that he is relaxed and comfortable, I pull back and start to pump into him, my body taking over my mind. With one hand, I reach between us and find his solid member, grasping it tightly so I could make him feel even better. As I do so, he grabs a bunch of my hair and pulls my face back to his, kissing me all over until he finds my quivering lips.

"Lou-is, ohhhh, I-Love-You-So-Much."

He pants as he talks between hard thrusts that I match with my hand that is holding his manhood.

"I love you Harry. Fuck, you feel so good."

I continue my rhythm, enjoying being able to kiss him so easily and watch his face as he cries out my name in pleasure. I moan loudly as my hips hit his ass, knowing that I've entered him entirely and loving every second of it. I continue to pump my hand in the same rhythm, causing him to very close to finishing, which I could tell by his movements and facial expression. I sped myself up a little, wanting to meet him in his climax so we can finish together. Just like clock-work, we scream in delight as our high overtakes us, making everything else that we do seem pointless. He comes on the sheets, which bothers neither of us, at least not right now. As soon as I can gather any thought, I pull out and release my hand from him, freeing his legs as well. I lay to his left, on the side not covered in cum so that we can regain full awareness.

"See, Lou? That right there is enough to keep me forever." He chuckled lightly and laid on my chest.

Notes

Hello, loves! Sorry if you feel like there is too much smut all in a row. I'm just trying to be realistic with a couple that doesn't get much alone time and haven't seen each other in a while. But, please, let me know what you think? :D Do you think that Louis' fears seem legitimate or is he just being insecure? What would happen if they decided to go against management- was Louis' dream realistic in that regard? Comment <3 Also, please rate/subscribe if you haven't yet. x