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I Should've Kissed You

Chapter Forty-Seven ღ

“You ready?” Rider asked as I put my shoes on.

“Yeah, I think so…” I sigh nervously “are you?” I asked.

“I am, im psyched! You look great by the way” he said winking.

I look in the mirror http://www.polyvore.com/untitled/set?id=77718260 “Why thank you, so do you” I smiled back.

A familiar voice and then a pair of familiar eyes.

“Good luck” he said. “Even though you don’t need it” he added.

“trust me, I need luck” I said.

“No you don’t, you’re perfect when you dance” Rider said from behind me.

“I don’t think we’ve met..” Harry said, and as I know being a overprotective boyfriend.

“This is Rider, and he’s my dance partner…” I said.

“Cant wait to se you perform” Harry said with a sarcastic tone.

“Haz, you should join the boys upstairs” I said breaking the awkward tension.

“Okay love” he said kissing my forehead.

“Good luck, do what you were born to do,” he said.

“Love you” he said hugging me.

“Love you loads” I answered back. we heard a sigh from the back and I knew exactly who it was from. I ignore and turn my back towards the stage entrance.

I feel my body pulling back and a pair of lips on me, Harry was kissing me but I knew why, and it wasn’t as passionate as they usually are.

“Shine out there, my eyes will be on you” he said looking at me but slightly at Rider.

That was the most awkward thing ever.

“Well shall we go perform?” I said.

“Yeah,” he said annoyed. Probably at Harry.

There were applauses when Miss Sherry introduced us, I take the black stage and suddenly the song started playing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ef8e_JENKNA (yes I watch SYTYCD and this is my fav performance ever!)

My heart skipped a beat when the audience was silent. But it took only a few seconds for them to burst in applause.

“We did it!” Rider whispered.

“We did” I smiled.

“Next Lily and Billy will perform!” Miss Sherry said stepping on stage and Rider and I stepping off.

“You were amazing!” Rider said out loud.

“You were too!” I said so excited. I hugged him and he twirled me around.

“Better dancer than you doesn’t exist” a voice interrupted our hug.

“Awh Curly!” I said and pecked him. I did know he just wanted to break the hug.

“Hey! Danielle is at her level, if not better!” Liam barged in.

I started laughing. “True! She taught me a lot, I owe her. Sad she couldn’t come…” I said, she had a dance thing too she didn’t really tell me much about it…

“Well I could say you were a good student”

“Dani?!” I shouted.

“You were amazing the skill you have is incredible!” she said with a huge smile.

“Thank you, so so much!” I said hugging her.

“Oh, guys” I said looking at a very uncomfortable Rider. “This is Rider, we actually know each other from home, he was in my school” I said.

“Nice to meet you” he said.

“Pleasure” all the boys said.

“Well after this event what do you say, after party at mine?”

“We’re in!” Liam and Danielle said.

“Count me in, I’ll see my princess again” Niall said, referring to Diamond.

I smiled. “I’m in and Perrie is back in an hour so she might join!” he said cheerful.

“Great!! Lou Lou?” I asked.

“Would I ever miss it??” he asked.

“YAY!” I smiled and laughed. “Ri, you’re welcome if you want” I added.

“I’ll see if I can join” he said.

“Love?” Harry said. I didn’t ask him cause I assumed he was spending the night.

“I can’t today, meeting with urm…Simon?” he kind of questioned himself.

“Oh..” I said.

“Wasn’t Simon in the US because of the XFactor USA?” Zayn said.

“Urm, yeah, but I’m going to his office, urm paperwork?” he said questioning again. I knew he was lying, why couldn’t he just tell me?

“It’s ok, if you say there is paperwork then I believe you” I said.

“Yeah, just paperwork” he said tightening the grip on my waist.

We headed back to see Lily perform, though I wasn’t paying attention to anything, time passed and I still wasn’t paying attention I was too worried lost in my thoughts.
I was in my living room with 4/5ths of one direction Lily, Rider, Dani, Eleanor, Perrie and very surprisingly Gemma.

“Hope? HOPE?” Louis said waking me up from my thoughts.

“I’m here” I said drained of any type of energy.

“You’ve been….off” Gemma said.

“I know sorry Gem, I’m just really tired” I said.

“Are you sure that’s it?” Niall asked,

“Yeah.. I think..” I sigh.

“I know you better than that!” Lily said, “what’s on your mind?” she asked.

“It’s just, when Harry said, he would meet Simon…but then” I said.

“Simon isn’t here” Zayn said.

“Exactly..” I said. “and last night he shut me off and said that he had a meeting about the band but you guys were all busy with personal life stuff that I questioned his word but I ignored it and believed him.. but now..”

“Have you thought if he’s having an affair?” Rider said.

“Don’t talk about my little brother like that!” Gemma said.

“I cant say that didn’t pass through my mind Gem, he can have anyone he wants whenever..” I said.

“Cupcake he only wants you!” she said.

“Gemma then what is he up to?” I asked.

“I-I don’t know..” She said.

I left the living room and went upstairs.

“Gemma doenst think you’re a freak for thinking that” Niall said coming in. “It’s just that Harry is her little brother she doenst want to believe he’d do that” he said.

“You think he’s having an affair?” I ask.

“I mean I have no idea, but its always possible” Niall said.

“I have to find out what he’s up to..” I said.

“Go to his apartment and surprise him with a bottle of Champaign” Niall said.

“Too obvious” I said.

“Honestly I think you should just ask him, because he’d tell you the truth, because he’s madly in love with you, trust him Hope, ask him for the truth and he’ll give it to you” Niall said.

“You think?” I asked doubtful.

“Ask him and you’ll find out” He said.

I take my phone and dial his number.


SORRY I TOOK SO LONG! MY SOCCER TEAM STAYED IN 2!!! anyways mysteriousss! hope you like it!!!
~~Carlota xo


what app did you use to make your cover photo?
Omg!!!!plzz plzz plzz updaattte!!!I want more!!!Aahhh!!!:)xxxx
sory guyz i ddnt have my computer for this week. i need to write chp 52. update tmr probs. love you
ahahah typo lool i meant Portugal :p