I Should've Kissed You

*A/N we are back to Hopes perspective :)*
“What’s happening here?” I with Harry behind me.

“Nothing” Niall said. He wouldn’t lie..

“I was playing soccer at the end of the day and got hurt so Niall came and picked me up” Diamond said.

“Sure, do you want ice?” Harry asked

“I’ll get it” Niall said as I followed him to the kitchen.

“Niall” I say “what really happened?” I ask.

“She told you, she got hurt and called me to get her” he says not even looking me in the eye.

“Why didn’t she call me?” I ask him.

“She didn’t want you to worry” he said taking the ice out and heading back to the room.

“It’s my job to worry Niall” I say stopping him from going close.

“I know sorry,” Niall said,

“By the way, I saw what you were doing” I say I really don’t know what I feel about my sis and Niall.

“It just..” he started to say “happened”

“Just be careful, and take good care of her, apparently she doesn’t mind to worry you” I say, well its true.. right? She called Niall to pick her up cause she looked hurt… she wasn’t embarrassed of him, in a way…

Niall sighed “better give her the ice before it melts” he said going towards her room.

I sat on the couch and felt someone join me. “Harry” I say softly, I lean my body against his shoulder he puts his arm around my shoulders and rubs his thumb against my shoulder.

“She’s gunna be fine” Harry said.

I sigh “I know but…”

“but what Hope?” Harry asked.

“I don’t think the injuries were from a soccer match” I say with a low voice.

“I agree, I was examining her in the room and…” harry hesitated.

“What Harry, tell me” I sit up and plead for him to tell me.

“it look like she was beaten” Harry said “big time”

“do you think she’s lying?” I ask. Harry stayed silent “I can’t make her say it, so I just have to wait for her to tell me. And tomorrow is her sweet sixteen…” I say worried.

“We’ll help you with that” he said as I lay back with my head on his shoulder and his thumb rubbing again against my shoulder. “we’ll take care of it” he said kissing the back of my head.

“and you saw them” I say “kissing”

“yeah I did, I was right behind you” Harry said.

“do you think..?” I ask.

“He’s crazy for her” Harry said.

As I suspected “she’s young…” I say.

“She’s turning sixteen tomorrow he’s only nineteen…” Harry said. “plus I tell you he’ll treat her well..”

“I’m not afraid of that…” I say. “I hate to say this but you and Caroline flack people hated on her because of age difference, and they have that difference… you know” Harry stood there saying nothing. “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have gone there”

“Its fine…it’s just you’re probably right” Harry said.

“But I want them to be happy” I say honestly.

“Me too” Harry said.

“Take us as an example, I have loads of hate but I don’t mind it, and we’re happy” I say. Shit. I just said that. fuuuck!

“What do you mean loads of hate Hope?” He said standing up and getting his phone out of his pocket.

“Its nothing big” I lie. Shit. The words just came out of my mouth…
Harry started reading some things online. And tears started falling down his face

“You never told me it was this bad” he said as more tears fell. I couldn’t help it, I started crying.

“I’m sorry” I say

“You don’t have to apologize Hope.” He said clearing my tears “I do, if I weren’t a superstar you wouldn’t be receiving this hate, if we weren’t dating you wouldn’t receive this hate-”

I kiss him before he could go any farther. “shut up” I say “you are the best thing in my life” I say now its me clearing his tears “those words don’t mean anything” I say so he would calm down “and I love you, don’t forget that”

“I love you too” he says pulling me to his chest. I break down, truth is the words hurt a lot they keep re-playing in my mind. ~She doesn’t deserve him~ ~she just wants fame~ ~she’s a bitch directioners watch out she’s taking our boy away~

“Hey,” he says pulling me away “hey, Hope” he said now clearing my tears. Now yes I was sobbing.

“Where can I find a laptop?” Louis comes in.

“Not now” Harry said with still a crying voice

“Are you ok Haz?” he asks Harry “and Hope?” he added

“We’re fine” Harry said. Then whispered “later now go” I was still sobbing.

“I’m okay” I say.

“You’re not ok Hope! Admit it for once!” He said raising his voice. “I’m so sorry” his voice was back to normal. “Talk to me”

“I love you why can’t they see that?” I say honestly

“I don’t know..” Harry said “I wish they could see how much of a good person you are”

“oh Harry” I say hugging him tight. He hugs me back then kisses me.

“I’m here for you, you know” he said as we break the hug. “Always”

“Just don’t leave me” I say to him and he kisses my forehead.

Harry and I really needed to relax so we sat cuddling on the couch and watched some Tv. When I looked at the time it was late it was already 7:30 when I turn to the kitchen I see 4/5ths of one direction cooking dinner for me.

“Guys, I love you all so much” I say. “I wouldn’t be half of the person I am without you”

“Oh Hopie we love you” Louis said giving me a comforting hug, “and we’re here for you” he said tightening the grip for a second then letting go.

“Whats for dinner?” I ask as I clear my face of my tears.

“Hum..Well” Niall said “the best we could do was a roast chicken..” Niall said, I was emotional at the time so I just run up to him and give him the tightest hug ever, and he knew why I was hugging him.

“Shall we eat?”Harry said walking towards me and putting his hand around my waist.

“I’m gunna call the girls” Zayn said. The girls came from Di’s room and joined us in the kitchen.

“You feeling better?” Harry asked me.

“Much” I say with a weak smile.

“I love you” he says to me with such honesty in his eyes.

“I love you too” I say back as I put my feet in tip-toes so I reach his face so our lips can meet.

“PICTURE EL!” Danielle shouts as Eleanor takes a picture of our kiss, I wont be mad at her for this I will lover her deeply. We sit down and Harry sits beside me instead of in front of me as per usual. He had his hands around my chair reaching my left shoulder.

“I know you’re still not ok” he whispers into my ear “that’s why I’m not going to a party the boys and I were invited and I’m gunna stay the night with you” he whispers softly. “because I love you”

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