I woke up to a trail of soft kisses down my neck, my eyes opened to see Harry grinning. I kissed him whilst sitting up. I turned my phone back on and dialed Jess's number.

"Hey" she said sadly.

"Hey, I'm sorry for hanging up" I have a habit of being over dramatic.

"No it's fine I understand, the police have got in touch with me as they can't get hold of you. Have you thought about the funeral?" she asked awkwardly.

"Not really, but I can't do this on my own Jess, will you help me?" I asked.

"Dude I would have helped you whether you liked it or not" she laughed.

"Thank you, I'll call you later".

"Okay ciao" she hung up.

I turned to Harry "We need to sort out his funeral".

He nodded rubbing my back "Whatever you want" he smiled.

"Can you call the guys to come over, explain what's happened?"

"Sure" he smiled.

"I'm going to have a shower" I nodded before going into the bathroom.

The water mixed with my tears as I stood underneath the shower, now I know how Harry feels to have absolutely no family. Except he has 2 still alive which is very complicated, I can't even imagine how he feels. I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me.

"I'm going to have a shower" Harry moved past me.

"You know you could have had one with me?" I frowned.

"Yes but again I don't want to be tempted especially now, you in that towel" he looked down at the towel smiling.

I rolled my eyes "I'm fine Harry".

"No you're not" he shook his head.

I sighed "Fine" I groaned.

The doorbell rang, I walked down the stairs and opened the door. Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn stood there frowning, I smiled at them all. They all suffocated with me with hugs, I hugged them tightly. Liam held my hand as we sat in the living room.

"Don't worry we are going to plan the most kickass funeral" Louis smiled.

"Seriously we will do anything" Zayn rubbed my hand.

Harry came into the room with a towel wrapped round his waist, he sat on the chair.

"Dude you have company" Niall moaned.

Harry laughed "You've seen worse".

"So were you both..." Louis looked at us.

"No, I would never take advantage" Harry smiled at me.

I rolled my eyes and laughed "Anyway, I've invited Jess, Louise and Tyler over".

They decided to knock at that second, I smiled opening the door. Each of them hugged me tightly. I looked down at my towel, I should really change. I could tell Louise was still a little hesitant towards me, but I couldn't really blame her.

"Be right back" I ran up the stairs.

Liam followed me up the stairs "How are you really?" he asked.

"Honestly, I am trying so hard to hold it together, I feel like anything can happen now" I sighed.

He hugged me "You have us, always".

"Really? Because after everything with you, I don't feel like I have you anymore" I frowned.
"We may not be going out, but you will always have me. You're my best friend" he smiled.
I hugged him tightly crying into his chest "I'm sorry if I hurt you".

"Hey enough about me" he shook his head.

"Louise still likes you" I looked at him hopeful.

"I'll bare that in mind" he rolled his eyes making me laugh.

I looked through Harry's draws finding some clothes, I found a pair of sweats, a t-shirt and boxers. Liam left me to get changed, I allowed my towel to drop to the floor as I put on his boxers. Harry came up from behind me and kissed my back, I quickly put on his top and sweats before turning around.

"Don't tempt me" I smirked before leaving the room, I heard his faint laughter as I went down the stairs.

By the end of the day we managed to plan the whole funeral, it was going to be a small one just us. Zach didn't have many friends, well not after mum and dad died. He changed and people couldn't deal with him anymore. I sighed thinking about everything me and him have been through, I don't care what he's done I will always love him.

Notes

Eh short i know. School has been really hard, especially with all these bullies and people who gives u death glares for no reason. yeah its really tiring and my brain isnt working very well. so ugh. sorry for rambling , just thought ya would care....


YES! Love me for me- Cher Lloyd was RIGHT! it kinda has meaning for me thats why i love it♥


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Yep. now guess this song. and artist.

"Let him know that you know best
Cause after all, you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you"


I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!

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