I woke up with a huge grin on my face, I stretched out before settling back down in Harry's arms. Is it really this simple? It just seems too good to be true.

"Morning" he kissed me.

"Morning" I smiled.

Zayn barged into the room "Harry I can't find Mo..." he looked at me stopping whatever he was about to say. "Morris?" he looked at me. "Harry?" he looked at Harry. He smiled shaking his head "Yeah I'll leave you both to it, but we are leaving in an hour" he said before leaving.

I burst out laughing covering my face with the pillow. Harry laughed getting up off the bed.

"Morris you have like 20 missed calls" he looked down at my phone.

"How?" I asked.

"Well they are from Jess, I gave her your number" he shrugged.

"Oh right, what does she want?" I asked.

"How am I supposed to know?" he smirked.

"Oh yeah okay" I nodded before grabbing my phone dialling her number.

"Finally why the hell haven't you been answering your phone?" she shouted.

"I'm sorry I've been asleep" I frowned.

"I need to tell you something" I could hear her voice shaking, whatever it is I know it's not good.

"What?"

"Please don't panic okay?"

"Just spit it out Jess" I said agitated.

She took a deep breath "They found Zach this morning".

"What do you mean they found him?" I shrieked.

"He had a drug overdose" she began to cry.

"He what?" I froze.

"I'm so sorry Kate".

"Is he...?" I couldn't bring myself to say the words.

"Yeah" she sighed.

I couldn't speak anymore, I hang up immediately turning my phone off. Harry looked at me worry in his face.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yeah sorry it's just weird talking to Jess" I lied. I felt bad lying to him, especially after everything but he wouldn't understand. He thinks Zach is a bad guy, but I know different he's my brother who made bad choices.

"Do you want her to be in your life?" he asked.

"Huh?" I said my mind somewhere else.

"Jess".

"Oh yeah she's my best friend" I smiled.

"Then everything will work out" he smiled.

"I just need some fresh air for a minute, it's hot in here" I fanned my face before leaving the room.

As soon as I got outside I burst out crying falling to the ground, he was my only family left. I wept into my hands as random people walked past me. I rubbed my eyes with my sleeve before getting back up I needed to pull myself together. I met Harry by the car he shook his head.

"We're not using this today".

"What do you mean?"

"We have a minivan we can all ride in" he pointed to the blue van.

"I see" I tried to smile, more people I had to pretend in front of.

I went and sat at the back of the van, Zayn and Louis got in smiling at me.

"Hey where's Haz?" Louis winked.

I rolled my eyes I wasn't in the mood for jokes.

"Someone's in a bad mood" Louis joked.

I ignored him looking out of the window.

"Haz sort out your girl" Louis moaned.

Harry looked at me "Leave it Lou" he shook his head.

He came and sat next to me resting his hand on my lap. I held it tightly as I continued to look out of the window. Everyone was now seated in the van, everyone spoke about last night. I kept to myself and drummed my fingers on the window.

"Morris" Harry looked at me.

I turned to face him "Mm?"

"You're shaking" he frowned. "Tell me what Jess told you on the phone".

I shook my head "Please" I pleaded.

He nodded squeezing my hand, I rested my head on his shoulder closing my eyes. I felt Harry shrug, I'm guessing someone asked him what was wrong with me. A couple of hours later most of them managed to fall asleep, this gave Harry an opportunity.

"Tell me" he whispered.

"It's about Zach" I returned the whisper.

"What about him?"

I couldn't physically say the words, tears came to my eyes. He pulled me close to him, rubbing my back.

"Morris tell me" he frowned.

"I can't".

"Why not?"

"Because then it becomes real, maybe if I don't say it then I'm imagining it".

Harry slowly started to work it out "How?" he asked.

"Drug overdose" I looked up at him.

He closed his eyes "I don't know what to say".

"Say nothing, it will mean more to me" I smiled.

He nodded wrapping his arm around me, I fell asleep leaning on his arm.

My eyes fluttered open to find Louis staring at me, I stuck up my finger making him laugh.

"We're here" he smiled.

"Home" I shot up looking out the window.

"Yeah" he nodded.

"How long have I been to sleep for?" I asked.

"Hours and hours" he moaned.

"Shit" I raised my eyebrow realizing we were at Harry's.

"I need to go to mine" I looked at Harry.

He nodded holding out his hand "Let's go".

"Harry I can do this by myself" I reassured him.

"Don't push me away Morris, nothing can come between us remember?"

I sighed taking hold of his hand, he lead me to his car.

"Take us to Morris's" he ordered.

Jack nodded driving us there, as the car approached I noticed my house surrounded by people. I opened the door to the car pushing past the people. A police officer stopped me pushing me back.

"Get off me" I shouted.

"You can't go any further" he demanded.

"This is my house" I shrieked.

"Okay come with me" I followed the officer inside, I looked around everything seemed so normal.

"I'm sorry for your loss" he frowned.

I shrugged "Why, you don't know me?" I said coldly.

He backed away from me, Harry joined me looking around. I clung on to him as it started to hit me, my brother has really gone.

"I can't do this" I cried.

We went back to his, I sulked on the sofa. He sat down next to me not saying anything, I smiled sitting on his lap.

"Morris this isn't a good idea" he shook his head.

"I need to feel something, anything" I frowned.

"But..."

I kissed him hard undoing his shirt, he pushed me away from him.

"Morris I love you, If I could fuck you every minute of every day believe me I would. But I won't do it now, you need all of me not just part of me" he shrugged.

I groaned getting off him, I pulled him up the stairs into his bedroom. I took off my clothes and stood there naked. He growled shaking his head "Please don't" he closed his eyes.

"I'm not doing anything" I smiled.

I lay down on the bed closing my eyes. Minutes later he decided to join me lying next to me.

"How can I make you happy?" he asked.

I looked at him "I think you know".

"Except that".

"Why bother asking then?" I laughed.

He took off his shirt, I looked at him suspiciously.

"Don't get too excited" he smirked. He put his shirt over me doing up the buttons.

"I don't want you to tempt me".

"But it's so much fun watching you squirm" I giggled.

"I like refusing you" he smiled.

I lifted up the duvet and covered us with it, we lay holding each other.

"I feel like I can't breathe" I laughed.

He pulled the duvet off us and took a deep breath "Much better".

I nodded hugging him "Night" I smiled.

"Night my Morris".

"My Harry" I smiled closing my eyes.

Notes

i feel like the story is going to fast. but ugh i tried.

YES! Just Give Me A Reason by P!NK was correct!

i got alot of answers, so i chose 3 to promote their books!

1- Gabby Tomkins {Read At First Sight }

2- realniallgirl {Read I'll Wait for You }

3- This-one-is-for-the-curls { Read Teenage Dirtbag }


sorry if u werent picked, you may be for the next chapter. now guess the song and artist.

"I Been Trying, Trying
Hold My Head Up High
I Been Lying, Lying
Keeping It All Inside
Maybe I Could Trust You, Yeah
Take Another Leaf, I'm Broke Yeah Yeah"


i guess this is easy but eh.

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