Louis PoV
"Has everyone already put their shit in the car?" Jamie asked. We were leaving in an hour but wanted to be ready early. By that I mean the girls forced us to be ready early.

"Yup, all ready!" We were all in Bella's room and started walking out to the main room. I noticed out of the corner of my eye Eliza pull Bella back. No-one else seemed to notice. I eyed them suspiciously as they quietly talked. I couldn't tell at all what type of conversation it was.

"End of discussion!" Bella hissed just loud enough for me to here, before walking over to Harry and sitting down next to him. I looked back to Eliza, an unreadable expression on her face.

"Um-I need some fresh air." She hurriedly said before leaving the apartment. Everyone seemed to not notice that much, except for me. I stood up and followed her out, seeing the elevator doors close just as I left the apartment. I waited impatiently for the next one. When I got down to the floor level I decided to go out the back of the building, as I knew she wouldn't have walked into the pap.

Sure enough when I went outside I found Eliza a few meters away facing away from me. I heard a sniffle and gently placed my hand on her shoulder. She jumped around, quickly wiping the tears away.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly. She shook her head.

"It's nothing," She smiled. Damn she does a good fake smile, but I'm not falling for it.

"You're crying, obviously something is wrong. I saw you and Bella talking, did something happen.?"

"No its nothing. I'm probably over reacting. It's....nothing." She refused to make eye contact.

"Eliza, what's going on?" I whispered, now worried. She shook her head again.

"I just...don't worry, I'm overanalysing it, its fine." She sounded like she was convincing herself, not me.

"If your not going to tell me, is there anything I can do?" I asked. She shook her head, then hesitated.

"Just keep an eye on Bella for me." I furrowed my eyebrows, confused, but nodded anyway. "And please don't say anything though." I nodded again before wrapping my arms around her in a hug.

"Okay, I promise." I kissed the top of her head lightly before pulling back and wiping away another tear that has fallen.

"Do you want to go back up, or stay out here?" I asked gently.

"I'll come back up." I smiled softly and nodded, keeping an arm around her as we started to go back inside. When we got into the elevator she turned to me.

"Thank you Louis,"






Bellas PoV
"Are you okay?" Harry asked quietly in my ear.

"Yes," No.

"What's wrong?" He pressed on.

"Nothing." A lot of things.

"Bella you can tell me," Ha, no I can't.

"There's nothing to tell," And we have a winner for this years biggest lie.

"Does it have to do with Eliza?" Partially.

"No Harry, nothing's wrong." I gave him one of my award winning fake smiles and gently pressed my lips to his. I heard the door open and Eliza came in, followed by Louis. Eliza's eyes immediately came to me but I looked away. She knows. I mean, she doesn't know, but she's knows, ya know? Once. I've thrown up once. Only Once.... And lied to both Harry and Zayn about having breakfast. But that's enough for her. It's not like she can look at my body and tell, its my face, my expression. I can't explain it, but she knows. If I deny it and act normal maybe she'll drop it. She will, I know her, I know what she thinks and how to change what she thinks.

I looked past her to Louis, who was looking at me but darted his eyes away from me the second I looked at him. Fuck, she didnt tell him did she? No, she wouldn't. She would not do that, especially when she doesn't know anything. Well, she does know, but she doesn't know. Eliza sat down next to Luke while Louis went back over to Eleanor who began chatting, but it was obvious his thoughts were elsewhere.

"Do you want to all just leave now, I mean we are ready." Zayn suggested.

"Yeah sure. There's 11 of us so five in each four wheel drive, and then me on my bike," We were using a friends cars to make it earlier to drive. We couldn't drive all the way though obviously. ((A/N this isn't camping in the woods btw this is like rocky red dusty places with a river and bush n stuff, just wanted to make that clear.)) Louis, Harry, Eleanor, Eliza and I in one car, Jamie rode his motorbike and the others in the other car. The first ten minutes of the drive was complete silence, it was obvious something was going on, though Harry and Eleanor had no idea what. I wasn't sure how much Louis knew, hopefully not really anything.

"Okay," Harry eventually broke the silence. "Who wants to put on some music." He said it like a question, but it was obvious that it was more of a demand. Louis (who was in the front with Eleanor) put the radio on. I smiled at the song that came on, Counting Stars. Louis began humming quietly, and Harry did the same. Soon enough we were all singing along to the song, the tension fading away. I briefly made eye contact with Eliza. Those two seconds said more then a ten minute conversation between average friends. Though it only made me feel worse.

She believed me, she thought I was fine.





Harry's PoV
"Wow this place is really beautiful. And it's so......peaceful," Zayn observed. We all started setting up the tents. There were 6 in total. El and Louis, Liam and Dani, Luke and Jamie, Zayn and Niall, Eliza and Bella, then me. Honestly I would have preferred sharing with Bella, but Niall decided the tents and I guess it didnt really cross his mind...

"Who wants lunch?" Eliza asked. She took out a bunch of rolls we had made and handed them around. We all started eating and talking, Bella leaning on my shoulder. I watched closely as she picked at her food. After eating majority of the roll, wrapping the rest up and putting it back. Bella noticed me watching and cocked her head to the side.

"What?" It was probably nothing, it was a big roll...I think?

"Nothing." I smiled and kissed her lightly. I turned my attention back to the others, convincing myself that there was nothing to worry about.






Nialls PoV
"I'm gonna go get find some stuff for a bonfire later," Bella stood up and disappeared before any of us could respond.

"That's a good idea, Harry, can you come and help me with that?" I asked.

"Nooo." He wined.

"We're camping, get off your arse and help." He rolled his eyes and stood up, following me into the bush. Hmm, hope we don't get lost...

"So how are you and Bella going?" I asked. His face lit up at the mention of her name.

"Amazing, she's so, she's just..perfect. She's wonderful," He smiled.

"Look at you all giddy and in love," I laughed.

"Why arnt you two sharing a tent may I ask?" I would have though those two would wanna...ya know.

"You dipshit, you organised the tents." He glared. I cocked my head to the side.

"I did? Really?" He continued to glare. "Whoops. You should have changed them, you to should be sleeping together." I smirked. He turned away.

"Waddid I say?" He didnt answer. "Did you sleep together and now things are weird?" I asked, laughing.

"No." He snapped.

"Was she bad?" I raised my eyebrows.

"No!" Ha, he's getting mad.

"We're you bad? We're you really awful and now your too ashamed to sleep with her again?" I kept laughing.

"SHUT UP!" He yelled.

"Then why don't you sleep together?

"We will." He snapped, then realised what he said.

"Wait...you havnt slept together." Harry looked away, taking a sudden interest to the plants.

"But I've seen you two go to bed together." I spoke questioningly.

"We've slept together, we just havnt, ya know, slept together."

"Why? Is she like, waiting till marriage or not ready or something? She doesn't strike me as that sort of girl..." I trailed off. When Harry shook his head I spoke again.

"Have you..tried to get her to have sex with you and she said no?" He shook his head again. "You havnt tried, why not?" I asked, genuinely curious.

"I dunno...she's sort of a virgin I guess." He mumbled.

"Sort of?" I pressed.

"Ky, when he.....yeah when he did that...she was a virgin before that" He trailed off and I knew what he meant.

"Oh, fair enough. So your scared she might not be ready?" I asked, still a bit confused.

"No..I've just been waiting for the right time I guess." He shrugged.

"Aww so you want it to be special," I teased.

"Are you making fun of me?" He accused.

"No no, not at all." He turned back away. "Oh but Harry." He turned back around.

"Yeah?"

"When were finished here, can you braid my hair and do my nails??" I spoke hopefully and girly, laughing at the end. He turned back away scowling.

"Oh come on, man up. Through her over your shoulder and take her to bed or whatever." He rolled his eyes at me. "Look Hazz it doesn't have to be special, its not the time or place, its her that's special." I spoke seriously this time.




Bellas PoV
"Okay it's been like 3 hours, where are Niall and Harry?" I asked. After two hours we looked around a bit but couldn't find them.

"What if they got attacked by drop bears?" Louis asked, causing me Eliza, Luke and Jamie to burst out laughing.

"Oh hon, drop bears don't exist. They were made up ages ago, I don't know why but there not real, other countries just think they are and live only in Australia." It was almost cute how confused he looked.

"But I've seen pictures....." He defended himself.

"All photoshopped. It'd be more likely they've encountered a snake or reptile or some other deadly animal." I spoke casually. When I looked up Louis looked like he was about to puke.

"But there arnt many in this area and they generally stay away from people so its okay," I tried to sooth him. Then we heard Harry's voice in the distant.

"Niall we've been walking in circles for bloody ages! We are fucking lost!" Letting out a relieved sigh, I called bck out to them.

"We're over here," Less than a minute later they came running out of the bush, looking as relieved as Louis.

"Thank god, this douche got us lost." Harry pointed to Niall. We all laughed.

"Well it's fine, we're about to have dinner."

"What is for dinner?" He asked.

"Two minute noodles." I smiled. Two minute noodles are okay, right? They won't make me add any weight. A roll would, a roll stuffed with food to make me fat. That's why I threw it up in the bush, I won't have to with the noodles, right? It will be fine. Everything will be fine...







I hope.






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"The stars are so pretty," Dani mused. We were all laying down looking up at the stars. It was one of those nights where the sky was completely clear and the stars where shining so brightly.

"Hey I found the southern cross!" Eliza pointed up to that consolation.

"Where? I can't see it." Harry pouted.

"That's because you don't know what to look for. You can only see it in the Southern Hemisphere." I explained the stars to him and he eventually found it.

"Yay me! I found a consolation." I laughed and patted his chest.

"Ya, good job Harry." After a little while we all went off to our individual tents.

"Bella," Eliza asked quietly. "I'm only gonna ask you one more time, are you sure everything's okay?" The worry in her voice killed me.

"Yes, everything's okay," I promised.

"Okay, I believe you. Goodnight," she leaned over and gave me a hug before laying back down and closing her eyes.




1 hour later

Go to sleep. Go. To. Sleep. GOTOSLEEP. Fuck it. I can't sleep. I hate camping. This is Australia for gods sake, there are spiders and bugs bloody everywhere! And what if a snake gets in my sleeping bag. What if a crocodile crawls out of the river....don't be stupid, they don't live around here and they don't live in rivers this shallow and small. What about phsyco killer..stop being stupid! I can't sleep. Maybe I can go into Harry's tent, I'll tell him I'm lonely or cold or something.





Harry's PoV
I wonder if Bellas still awake. I wonder if she's thinking about me. I wonder--god stop it Harry she's like a few meters away from you calm down. Suddenly I heard the zipper of my tent open. I squinted to see who it was. Bella, I smiled and she stepped in, leaning down a bit.

"Can I stay in here?" She asked hopefully.

"Yeah sure, why?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

"Uhh, I'm cold." Even though she had on only shorts and one of my hoodies I knew she wasn't cold.

"Oh really." I stated bluntly.

"I'm.....lonely?"

"That may have been more believable if it hadn't come out as a question." I laughed.

"Finnnnne, I'm freaked out that snakes and spiders and crocodiles and murderers are gonna crawl into my tent." She wined.

"And what, my tent is immune to those things?" I raised an eyebrow, smiling.

"Ugh, whatever I'm going back to my tent." She rolled her eyes and turned around.

"Hey hey come back, stay in here." I laughed, pulling her back by her waist.

"Fine, no more being mean though." She pouted when I pulled her down next the me.

"I promise." I pulled the sleeping bag (which I was using as a blanket so its pretty big) back up over the both of us, wrapping my arms around her. Afte a few minutes of comfortable silence she spoke up

"I love you so much Harry," I instantly smiled like the love struck idiot I am.

"I love you more then you can ever imagine Bella." I propped myself up on my elbow and leaned down, kissing her lightly. The kiss instantly deepened and I rolled over so I was straddling her. Without permission I slipped my tounge into her mouth and started massaging her tounge with mine. She brought her hands up behind my head and tugged at my curls. Despite myself, I moaned into her mouth. She pulled me down more and I don't think our bodies could really be that much closer. Nervously, I moved my hands and placed them under her -well actually my- hoodie on the sides of her bare stomach. She kissed me harder and edged my arms up further. I started sliding my hands up and down her sides, delighted when I realised she wasn't wearing anything under the hoodie. I felt her hands slowly moving from my head, they trailed down my body until the found my boxers. She started to slide them down and I broke the kiss, looking into her eyes.

"You sure?" I didnt want her to regret anything tomorrow. She smiled and kissed me, lightly this time, letting her lips linger.

"I'm sure."

Notes

Long chapter (I think) to make up for the fact that I left it a week to update last time. Okay so i got 2 comments on the last chapter (thanks to those :) people) but I have almost 90 subscribers (holy fuck I never thought I'd get more then 10 so thanks heaps!!!!!)

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