I shifted a little, realising that there was no longer someone in my arms. I frowned and opened my eyes, looking around the room to see Bella not here. Did she go back to her room? Just as I was about to get up I heard a flush and then the tap running. I watched as Bella emerged from the bathroom. She quietly walked back over to me, not realising I was awake. Something seemed different, I don't know what, the look on her face I couldn't place. She stepped over Niall then noticed me watching her. It was like someone had clicked a button and her whole look just changed instantly. I had to blink to make sure I wasn't imagining things. In a split second her face had gone from an unreadable troubling look to sweet and innocent.
"Hey, did I wake you?" She asked. I shook my head.
"Nah you didn't, come 'ere," I pulled her by the waist down next to me. I put both my arms around her and brought her close, hugging her to me. She placed her arms around my torso and leaned into my chest. Something still seems off. I don't know, I'm just imagining things I guess.
"Harry, what are we doing for Nialls birthday? It's like in a few days." She asked after a few minutes.
"Your birthday is too," She pulled away, confused.
"How did you know?"
"Niall. What do you want to do for your birthday?" I asked. She shrugged.
"We don't need to do anything. Seriously, I don't really do anything for my birthday. But what about Niall?" I decided to come back to her birthday later.
"I'm not sure. He said he might want to go camping, Luke and Jamie told us about this really nice place you guys found. We could go there, we should all go, like all of us." She scrunched up her face.
"I don't do camping. But you should all go. It is really beautiful, I know where he would be telling you about."
"What do you mean you don't 'do' camping," I completely disregarded everything else she had said.
"I just don't like it. Sleeping in tents, peeing behind a bush. Bugs. Snakes. I just don't like it." She shrugged.
"Then how did you find the camping place?" I challenged.
"How do you think I figured out I don't like camping? Plus, there's spiders and snakes and all types of animals you don't want in your tent." She laughed. I smirked at her.
"You see I vaguely remember Eliza mentioning that there wernt really many animals like that in this particular spot, its what made it so great," Bellas face dropped, realising she wouldn't be able to get out of it.
"Ugh, fine. I hate you." She rolled her eyes.
"Nah you love me," I smiled and kissed her cheek. She blushed and leaned her head back of my chest and closed her eyes. I felt my phone buzz.
From Niall: we're going camping!!!!! :D
I rolled my eyes and looked to the other side where sure enough I could see a phone screen lit up.
To Niall: yes you eavesdropping prick
From Niall: can't wait!
I rolled my eyes again before putting my phone back down, though it buzzed again.
From Niall: maybe you should look at this.... Bellanora vs hater
I clicked on the link, a twitter fight, great. When I read through it my jaw clenched and my grip on Bella tightened. That little fucker. Bella is so beautiful and if anything she's too skinny. Furious, I started typing.
Harry_Styles: @LoveYouLouis maybe you should fuck off and stop talking untrue shit about my beautiful amazing girlfriend. @Lilian_Loves_Ya thank you for defending Bella :)
I hit post before realising maybe it wasn't the best idea. Oh well, what's done is done.
"Harry why couldn't you leave it!" My eyes were closed, but I could here voices, am I asleep? I was about to move but then I felt Harry's arm and realised that I had fallen back asleep with him. Harry's quiet but sharp voice interrupted my thoughts.
"How could I leave that. You saw it!" Huh?
"Harry, things like this happen, you can't react like that every time!" I regognised the other voice as Louis' now.
"I know but I couldn't leave it, I'm sorry Lou but I couldn't help it. I love her too much, I didnt want her too see it but she might and I want her to know I didn't do nothing about it." Okay what the fuck is going on.
"Who says she would have even seen it? Huh? And she would understand that you did nothing. In fact she will probably be annoyed at what you said." Louis' voice was more whiny then annoyed or mad. I slowly opened my eyes a little and look up at Harry.
"Harry, what's going on?" My voice was a little croaky, and my throat was sore. Why is my thoat-oh, right....
"It's nothing baby just go back to sleep," My heart fluttered when he called me baby.
"Mmmm no why are you arguing," I mumbled, barely awake.
"It's nothing love, I'll wake you up in half an hour, just to back to sleep for now." Too tired to argue I just nodded and close my eyes, instantly falling back asleep.
"Bella love, wake up." I was lightly shaken and slowly opened my eyes, expecting to see Harry but instead seeing Zayn. A little confused I sat up.
"He was too nervous to wake you up," Zayn spoke hesitantly.
"Oh," I looked down. Great, my boyfriend is afraid to wake me up because last time I had a complete breakdown.
"Hey please don't be sad, he just didnt want you see get upset," Zayn looked into my eyes and placed his hand on my shoulder. I smiled and nodded.
"C'mon, you got your interview with Danielle today you gotta get up and have breakfast." He pulled me off the ground and I blinked away the massive head rush I got.
"I'm gonna have a shower first, then I'll have breakfast and we'll go to the interview," Zayn nodded and I went to the bathroom after grabbing some clothes. I made sure the door was locked before turning the water on. I gasped when I stepped into the water, a shooting pain running down my arm. I looked down at my left arm. There was nothing there. God I'm going insane. I put my arm back under the water and snapped my hand back to my mouth to cover up a scream. I tilted my arm until I found the lighting that showed the otherwise invisible lines on my arm, the permanent reminder of what I used to do to myself. I dared putting my arm under the water once more. I fought back tears while my arm felt like it was on fire with each scar. I know the pain is caused by something psychological, but that doesn't make it hurt any less.
I walked past the bathroom as Bella was coming out of it. I felt bad for not being there when she woke up, but I was scared.
"Morning beautiful," She blushed and I kissed her lightly. "Listen-Im sorry about-"
"It's okay Harry." Bella cut me off and smiled, leaning up and kissing me again. I smiled and put my arm around her, walking towards the kitchen.
"Want me to make breakfast before the interview?" I asked.
"Na I had breakfast before my shower, thanks though," She smiled. I nodded and gave her one final kiss before going back to my room to get dressed.
"And we're live here with Bella Ramos and Danielle Peazer," Grimmy announced. "Now while this unfamiliar radio studio is a little darker then I'm used to, these two girls sure do brighten up the room." We both blushed and thanked him.
"So girls first things first, I'm going to ask Danielle, how are you liking staying in Australia?" He asked.
"I love it. It's beautiful here and the people are great. Especially Bella, I think we all fell in love with her the moment we met her," I laughed, but speaking truly, Bella's absolutely lovely.
"Bella, how are you liking living with five boys, and I'm sure Danielle and Eleanor are over often.
"It's definitely something interesting, but its good. The guys are great." She smiled.
"So, of course you knew I would ask this. You and Harry?"
"Yah me and Harry," She smiled again.
"So he seems pretty protective," Bella scrunched her eyebrows in confusion. Guess she doesn't know what Harry posted on twitter.
"Um, what?" She asked awkwardly.
"Oh, you...don't know?" I wasn't sure if Grimmy seemed more nervous or awkward now.
"This is a tad awkward. Why don't I just show you." He pulled out his phone and showed her a picture of the tweets, Bellas eyebrows shot up when she read Harry's tweet.
"Oh....erm...uhh...I..no...I didnt um see that." Bella stuttered.
"May I ask your thoughts on it?" Grimmy leaned forward.
"Um. I don't know exactly." Grimmy smiled and happily let the subject go.
"Okay, thats almost it for today, but before we go we're going to play call or delete. Why don't we have Danielle go first." I got out my phone and scrolled until he said stop. Liam.
"Oh this will be good," he smirked. "I want you to tell him your pregnant." My jaw almost hit the floor.
"Huh?" I coughed. Bella was beside me fighting back giggles.
"Unless you want to delete, call him and tell him your pregnant." I gulped and clicked the call button, putting him on speaker.
"Hey babe," He spoke happily.
"Hey, um Liam I need to tell you something."
"Okay, sure." I took a deep breath.
"Liam I'm pregnant." There was at least forty seconds of total silence before he spoke.
"Are you okay? Do you need something? Where are you, I'll come pick you up. Have you gotten an ultrasound? We need to see a doctor. Sit down until I come get you, okay? You need-"
"LIAM!" Grimmy cut in laughing. "She's not pregnant mate, calm down." Bella looked like she was debating weather to feel bad or find it funny.
"Wait-what?" Liam asked.
"It's call or delete man. She's not pregnant. Good to know you'd be supportive if she was though." Grimmy leaned over and ended the call before Liam could respond.
"Bella your go," She took out her phone and started scrolling. When we said stop, it landed on Harry. She let out a very obvious groan.
"Well this is just my lucky day," Grimmy was smirking evily.
"I could just delete him then re-add him when I get home." She stated.
"Uh-uh. Your doing this." I told her firmly. Grimmy then spoke up.
"Bella your going to tell Harry your breaking up with him." Bella had chosen this moment to take a sip of water, she chocked and almost spat it back into the cup.
"WHAT." She squeaked. After about five minutes or arguing she finally clicked the call.
"Hey beautiful," Harrys deep voice rung through the phone Bella smiled, then remembered what she had to do.
"Hey Harry..." Harry heard the uncertainty in her voice.
"You okay? Is something wrong?" He rushed the words.
"Harry....I'm breaking up with you." Once she said the words I put my hand over her mouth to stop her from saying anything. There was silence for a while.
"Oh-umm..." Harry's voice chocked, betraying him, and Bella looked at me pleadingly. "Umm.." Harry sounded so broken.
"Harry calm down she's not for real!" I rushed the words.
"What?" He sounded confused but still upset.
"She's not breaking up its you we're playing call or delete with Grimmy." I explained. I heard him take a big breath.
"Grimmy I swear to god-" He stopped himself. "Just..... never mind. I'll see you two when you get home." He hung up and I removed my hand from Bellas mouth revealing her pouting face.
"I feel mean...." She huffed. I laughed and pulled her into a hug.
"Okay girls that's all we have time for today. Oh before you go, you might not have noticed but a lot of Directioners and...what are they called? Oh yeah, Bellanoras, want Bella, Louis, Harry and your friend, Elizabeth? No Eliza, to do a live webcast featuring a truth or dare aspect. Just something to think about." He winked.
I waited on the couch for the girls to get home from the interview. I know it wasn't real but that whole 'breaking up' shit really freaked me out and I need to see Bella. A few minutes later the door opened and I literally jumped up form the couch. I practically ran over to her and pulled her into an extremely tight hug.
"Never, ever do that again." I whispered into her hair. She pulled back smiling.
"Sorry," I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers, savouring her touch as though I might never see her again.
"AYE! Keep it PG guys," Louis scolded us. Bella laughed and pulled away, much to my disappointment.
"Whatever," I rolled my eyes. El came up from behind Louis.
"Eliza Luke and Jamie are coming over soon." She said. As if on cue they came through the door.
"Heyo!" Jamie took Bella from my arms and gave her a hug, spinning her around, he put her down and squinted.
"Something's different," He stated after, eyeing her curiously. "I'm not sure what, but something's different." Bella just shrugged and came back over to me.
"So guys, for Niall and Bella's birthday we were thinking of all going camping together, at that spot you told us about," I said. They all smiled instantly.
"That's a great idea, trust me you'll love it. When are we leaving?" Luke asked.
"Tomorrow," I answered. Eliza turned to Bella.
"What are you going to do while we're gone?" She asked.
"I'm coming," Bella huffed. Eliza's eyebrows shot up and her mouth dropped.
"No way!" She squealed. "Oh my god who convinced you! I've been trying to get you to go back for like, ever!" Eliza was practically bouncing.
"I did!" I raised my hand.
"Oh Harold, I'm liking you more and more every day."
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