Don't ask me
It had been a week since Liam cheated. The media instantly were all over the story, and there were hundreds of articles about it. I think that's part of the reason Dani didnt leave the apartment for the full week. She didnt stay in bed crying and watching movies, though. She continued to dance and be productive, just inside. I think time was really what she needed. Little Mix left yesterday. I had become really close to them, especially Perrie and I was devistated when they left, not as bad as Zayn though, he was a mess. And he held most of it in until they got on the plane...and only I was there. Anyways Dani agreed to talk to Liam today. Liam's been acting....I don't really know how to explain it. He barely speaks to the guys, is always being extra nice and helpful to us girls and always looks like he's in a rush even though he hasn't left the apartment either. I'm still mad that he cheated, but its horrible seeing him like this.
Eleanor walked into the kitchen where I was.
"Morning El," she looked at me and rolled her eyes before going into the fridge. Ummmm....okay?
"Ugh!" She slammed the fridge and glared at me.
"Why don't we have any food!" I held my hands up in surrender.
"I dunno, Niall probably ate it...." I trailed off and opened the fridge to see that it was over half full with food.
"Uhh-El?" I motioned to the fridge. She let out a frustrated sigh.
"I mean why don't we have any good food. Jesus Harry good food not this shit!" She huffed and stormed off to the couch, turning on the tv and flicking through channels continuously. Wow, what the hell is her problem. I grabbed some cereal and sat down on the couch (not the one she was on) while El continued to change the channel every 5 seconds before leaving it on Greys Anatomy. My god what is so great about this show? (um everything! harry everything is great about greys anatomy!) Bella and Lou came down the stairs.
"Hey El," They both chimed. She gave them the fakest smile I had ever seen and turned her attention back to the tv. She kept shifting her body. Bella looked at me and raised her eyebrows. I shrugged.
"Morning beautiful," Louis said to Eleanor. He gave her a kiss on the cheek. El's face stayed emotionless. Louis knitted his eyebrows together.
"What I don't get a good morning?" El stayed silent.
"Do you even love me," he said in a stupid dramatic voice making both me and Bella smile. El kept quiet.
"Wait you do still love me, right?" He asked sounding slightly panicked. El rolled her eyes and looked at Louis.
"Yes Louis of course I still love you. Your voice is just really annoying right now." Louis frowned.
"D-do you want me to speak differently?" He asked quietly. El scoffed and looked back at the tv, still shifting positions every few seconds. I looked over at Bella, wondering if she knew what the hell was going on. She looked as confused as I felt. Then El shifted again and Bellas eyes widened. She got up from the couch. I watched at she went to the freezer, got out on of those mini tubs of ice-cream and a spoon. Then she came back over to us, grabbed two pillows, gave one to El and sat down on the couch leaning on her. Finally, she handed the ice cream and spoon to El which she graciously took with a smile.
"Thanks Bella," the two sat there leaning on each other hugging a pillow watching greys FRICKIN anatomy while El ate ice-cream. Me and Lou on the other hand looked between them and the other like confused as fuck.
"Harry do you understand what just happened?" I shook my head.
"No Louis I do not." Eleanor and Bella exchanged a look before Bella sighed.
"What just happen is Louis' girlfriend has her period therefore is in a shitty mood so I'm being extra nice." I cocked my head like an idiot.
"I don't get why girls expect people to be super sweet to them while they have there period." Louis nodded and spoke.
"I mean you girls are practically adults shouldn't you be used to it by now?" Els face turned into a look of outrage as Bella raises her eyebrows. They looked at each other before Bella took a deep breath and looked at me and Louis.
"Alright. I want you two morons to imagine this. Every month for about a week, your dick bleeds. And you have to put stuff on your underwear, or up your dick to stop yourself from bleeding all over everything. Now, during this week, you practically turn bipolar. And you feel disgusting, because there's blood leaking from your dick and you have no control over it! And you want to have about 30 showers a day because you feel dirty, and the only time you feel remotely clean is when you just step out of the shower, but only if you have something up your dick to shop the blood from trickling down your legs before you get your underwear on. these things you have to change regually. You can't swim unless you have something shoved up your dick. And you never get full, like literally no matter how much you eat you just never get full. So on top of feeling dirty and moody, you also feel fat. Keep in mind that during this week, you also can't have sex, well some people do but I think its gross, and you can't get comfortable. It takes like an hour to get in a comfortable position, but then you never want to move, like ever. And you don't want to tell anyone you have your period because who wants to know your bleeding from your private parts while they're talking to you. Not to mention that about a week leading up to your period you get PMS which means your crabby for that as well. Imagine that. Just imagine once a month having that. Now I'm pretty sure you would want people to have a little sympathy and have a little more patience and consideration for you if you had to go through that every month. So yea, maybe we are used to it, but that doesn't make it not be annoying as fuck." With that she turned her head away from us and back to the tv screen. I just sat there wide eyed along with Louis.
Wow, well when you put it that way I guess it changes things.......after about 2 minutes of shock me and Louis decided to make pancakes for the girls (mainly El though).
As soon as the boys (Niall and Zayn went too) left the apartment to get some pancake mix I burst out laughing.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! Bella Ramos you are my new idol. Seriously did you see the looks on their faces!!! Oh shit that was brilliant!" Bella was laughing along with me to the point where I had endless tears streaming down my face . What she had said was pure genius. Like seriously its what every girl would like to say to a guy but doesn't have the guts. I think I may have passed out from the lack of oxygen I was getting from the laughing but the door opened and zdani came in. Her face scrunched up in confusion. So I told her what Bella said, word for word. By the end Dani was laughing like a maniac along with us.
"Uh---Dani," we instantly fell silent when we heard Liam's voice. Dani took a shaky breath and turned to him. She stood up and walked over to him.
"Lets talk." They both left the room leaving me and Bella sitting there awkwardly. I looked at her.
"Honestly, do you think they will be able to work it out," Bella sighed.
"I hope so." One minute passed in silence. Two. Three. 4 minutes passed in complete silence. We couldn't hear any yelling which is good I guess. I sighed loudly.
"Ugh I'm so bored." Bella nodded in agreement.
"Lets do something."
"Yea, but I don't wanna move." Bella laughed and grabbed her iPad, flicking thought twitter and what not. A slow smile crept its way onto my face as I had an idea. Bella looked at me.
"What?" She asked worriedly.
"You know how the boys fans write story's, fanfictions, well.....have you ever read them." Bella smiled evilly.
"No, not yet," She emphasised the yet while opening safari on her iPad.
"Alright, so we got onedirectionfanfiction .com and .org. Which one?" I hummed thoughtfully.
"Lets go with .org," she clicked on the site. We sat there for so long reading through fics. It was funny seeing how many different personalities I had. I ranged from being a gang member, sweet girl, evil bitch, slut, fake, Louis 'beard' and many other things. I've got to hand it to the fans though, they are really creative and a lot of them actually have good writing skills.
"--it meant nothing to me!" I said desperately.
"Please dani you have to understand it meant nothing! It was a drunken mistake. No, less than that. Please you have to forgive me." I begged. Yes, I was begging. She closed her eyes briefly and took a deep breath before opening them again.
"Liam I want to. I'm trying so hard so freaking forgive you, but I can't stop imagining you with that girl. Are you saying you'd be able to forgive me if I slept with another guy?" I nodded vigorously.
"Yes. I would, I would forgive you because I love you so much." She shook her head.
"Really. So your saying you could just....forget that I had had sex with someone else. If that guy had held me like you do, and touched me and kissed me. And our naked bodies had been together. Your saying when you kissed me, or when you held me you would never think of how I was in that position with someone else when I should have been with you. I'm really asking Liam, you could forgive me if I had let another man hold me and kiss me, in the same bed that you did. Holding me and-"
"STOP!" I cut her off surprising myself, but the look on Dani's face showed me she had been expecting it.
"Fine, I would hate it, it would fucking eat me from the inside. Maybe I wouldn't be able to forget it, but I would forgive you Dani. I'm asking that you give me another chance. Please." I took a step towards her.
"I-I want-t t-o Liam, b-but..."
"Try," I breathed, stepping closer so our faces were inches apart. "Just try"
I giggled along with El at some of the fics. I tryed imagining Niall as a gang leader saying the things that were written and I almost pissed myself laughing.
"O-oh my god," El panted catching her breath. "Niall would be all like: go get me pizza or I...will rip up you teddy bear," I giggled hysterically. Then Niall Harry Zayn and Louis walked in. I quickly turned the screen off, but couldn't stop laughing and neither could El. The boys looked at us curiously.
"Should I ask what your laughing about?" Zayn asked. I shook my head still giggling. They shrugged.
"We couldn't find any pancake mix so we just got pizza." Niall stated sending me and El into another fit of giggles remembering her earlier comment. Harry came and sat down.
"You girls are weird." He said. I muttered a response so only El could hear:
"Not as weird as Addie in Louis4Life's story. (Made that up, if that's ur username, it was not directed at you.)" she burst out laughing even more to the point where we were both clutching our stomachs trying to get air. I saw the boys exchanging confused looks.
".......alright. Well we have food, who wants some." I grabbed a pice while El grabbed 4. I smiled. Ahh what periods do to your appetite. We all ate in silence. I heard a door close and that's when I remembered Dani and Liam. They came down the stairs into the room hand in hand. A giant smile broke out on my face. El turned her head to where I was looking and squeeled happily.
"So you guys are ok?" She asked nervously. Dani nodded.
"Yeah, we are." She looked at Liam who smiled at her with the most loving smile ever. Those two were going to last forever.
After pizza the girls all separated into different rooms while us guys stayed in the main room.
"Uhhh-guys," Liam said. We all looked at him.
"I know I have talked to you guys much over the past week, and this isn't really a great topic to start off with, but management wants Bella to do an interview with us."
"Absoloutly not!" I said firmly. Liam sighed.
"Hazz she's tougher than you think, she'll last one measly interview." I scoff.
"What do you they'll ask? They'll start off with the basics. Family, where she came from, her childhood, how come they hadn't heard about her earlier, which will lead to why her and Niall lost contact. They are all the simple things, but how is she supposed to answer an interviewer who asks her those things when we don't even know?" I said harshly. "There's no way Simon approved this, he adores Bella, he wouldnt put her through it." Liam shifted uncomfortably.
"Actually he's given us the ok for it, he said he'll get us to approve the list of questions, then after that Bella can also look over them." After Liam said this Zayn spoke up.
"You think that shit will work? We do plenty of pre-rehersed interviews and there is always one question they spring on us. I'm telling you no matter how many people approve the list that won't work." Louis nodded.
"Zayn and Harry are right, its not a good idea."
"I think Bella would agree to it," Niall said.
"Thanks only because she's too nice to say otherwise," Louis said.
"She can handle an interview,"
"No she can't."
"It's not a good idea,"
"We can't avoid an interview forever,"
"If Bella doesn't want to then we won't,"
"She won't want to but she will, that's what were saying she won't want to,"
"How do you know,"
"Because I do!" We continued to argue about weather Bella would want the interview or not.
"You know you could just ask me," We all turned to the new voice.
Alright, so the other day I was reading a fic. Then I realised something. I looked up at all my friends and I was like "OHHHHH I get why they call it fanfictions. Because they are written by fans and they are fictional." My friends all looked at my me with sad smiles......I guess I'm a little slow at some things.
Anyhow, what do y'all think of Bella's whole 'if guys had periods' speech.
Ok....so I'm going through a heap of shit in my life right now. I'm telling you because its effecting my writing schedual, because while writing is what I usually do to relieve stress, it isn't helping at the moment and I just feel like crawling into a hole and dying. So if my updates become weirdly irregular I'm sorry, ill do my best to keep writing and keep posting but I'm just warning you incase.
on a lighter note what do you think of the chapter? Comment. Rate. Vote.
Do you think Bella will agree to the interview?
if yes, how will the interview go?
what will happen next?
lemme know your thoughts in the comments xoxoxoxox love you all