Louis' POV:

The lads and I just came back from rehearsals, I was eager to finally get out and see Eleanor that I skipped all the way to the house singing at the top of my lungs leaving the boys snickering at my craziness. Once the door to Harry and I's flat came into view I screamed for Harry to pick up his pace.

"GOD HAZ A TURTLE WALKS FASTER THAN YOU!!" I whined at how slow Harry was being. This only made him walk even slower making sure to over-exaggerate of how slow he's being. Sighing in frustration I decided to use the key we always kept under the mat, I was thinking to myself how the heck did I forget about the key?! I shrugged at the thought as I stuck the key through the hole unlocking the door to our flat.

"MMMMMMMMM!!!" I heard from a distance. I froze in my spot making Harry accidently bump into me.

"What's up?" He asked

"SHHHHH!!" I hissed.

"Don't stop," We heard again soon followed by a moan from a girl I knew all too well and a grunt from a mysterious guy.

Angry I stormed in to the room screw 'happy Lou' I am PISSED.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" I roared surprising them, well too bad. "I THOUGHT WE LOVED EACH OTHER ELEANOR? AND YOU DOUCHE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING FUCKING MY GIRLFRIEND?!"

Guilt washed over Eleanor's face as she stuttered, "t-this i-isn't what it-t looks l-like."

"YEAH??! THEN PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME," I angrily spat at her trying to hold back tears.

"I-I well... uh... OK FINE! THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!" She screamed at me surprising both her and I. "YOU'RE JUST ALWAYS TOO BUSY TO DO ANYTHING WITH ME ANYMORE!"

"YEAH WELL YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO FUCKING SOME DOUCHE BEHIND MY BACK! YOU COULD'VE CONFRONTED ME I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY! ANYTHING! I LOVED YOU AND I HONESTLY THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME TOO. WE'RE OVER."

"B-But B-" She started.

"Save IT!" I snapped at her. "Get out. NOW!"

She hurried out with the man trailing behind her, smart man. Once they were out of my sight I collapsed into my bed tears pouring down my face. The boys' apparently heard and rushed into my room.

"You okay mate?"

"We heard everything you doing okay?"

"We are so sorry."

"She doesn't deserve a man as great as you."

I continued to sob my heart out ignoring their attempts to comfort me. I don't care if I look like a mess right now all I can think about was how can she do this, I thought she loved me? After I finished crying I felt numb I probably look like Rudolph right now.

"C'mon we're going to those duck tours we'll just pay them extra so we can go alone," Liam suggested.

Yes, we were in NYC we just finished our last concert at MSG it was truly beautiful here, not that I don't like London at all or anything, but it's just a change of scenery. Wow I sound sappy and like a girl I'll stop now. Snapping back to reality I didn't say anything I just nodded and got on the half bus, half duck. Little did I know that this ride will change my life.

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Mac's POV:

I started my goodbye letters to Dallas, mum, Ashlynn, and dad. I wasn't sure if if Ash, Dal, or dad will get it so I wrote my mum to mail it to them if she knows where they live. Mum would probably be satisfied if not relieved that she'll never see me again.

Yes, I decided to commit suicide (A/N sorry guys I never really ran away before but I've heard of many stories committing suicide so sorry if it's depressing but it'll all get better) seeing as no one truly cared or loved me I was just a waste of space here if I stayed here in earth. I quickly finished the letters and left them on the table as I quickly ran out the house and to the bridge.

I gulped as I saw how far up I was, no one cared enough to notice a teenage girl at the edge of the bridge. No one really cared about you, no one loved you, my brain taunted me. If they did someone would be here telling you to stop, your dad wouldn't have left you, your brother would never have left you, you would live a perfectly normal life with the occasional school or social problems.

This was enough to me jump off the bridge. You know the term where when someone says 'I saw my life flash before my eyes'? Yeah, memories started to hit me like a bullet as I silently fell from the bridge.
Memories of when...

Dad last took me to the park,

Dallas taught me how to ride a bike,

When I first met Ashlynn,

Ashlynn moving,

Dad moving,

Dallas leaving me behind crying,

Every punch, kick, scarring things my mom did and said to me,

Everything.

Did I hit the water yet? How come I don't feel anything wet yet?

I started to panic. Then I heard a BANG!! Oww why does my head hurt? Then I was overcome with darkness.

Notes

Hey Guys!! Gosh this is so sad :'(

Any ways what do you think of it?

What do you think will happen to Mac?