Dreaming Of You // If I'm Still Dreaming - Comments, page 45

Waahh! IT WAS REAL! I think Harry's bravado here is endearing and I am at a bit of a loss whether Jeanne's actions here are genuine or an act to appease Harry and his friends. Either way I love this chapter and I'm excited for what is to come.

That was fantastic!!! I love Harry and Jeanne...I can't wait to see what happens next. I want to know what's happening with Louis....

Haha, I love bragging Harry in this Chapter. I like the banter too with everyone!
I can't wait to see what is going to happen next..
can I just say how much I envy Jeanne's confidence... Absolutely brilliant xx

Thank you for updating today. This story brightens my day and today was a long day! Now I gotta say cocky Harry is so hot! Normally I would put guys like tht in there place you know? But Harry just makes it work!! I'm also sooo relieved it wasn't a dream Harry was having! I'm so glad it was real! Thank you for being so wonderful! I can't wait for more! Xoxo

I'm not even sorry, I just love Jeanne. :)

@not_any_maryjane
I think I'll announce it sometime this week.

@Love_Life
I don't want to pressure you, though you know I love your current stories... But if you just keep on writing and being around it'll be enough for me, dear! <3 xx

@not_any_maryjane
I literally have nothing, and when that happens I usually start a new story. I've got one planned out and I can't even bring myself to post the first chapter. I'll still be on…I just won't update for a while.

@Love_Life
No, babe, don't even think about it! You say that because you feel tired right now! Don't quit!!! <3

@not_any_maryjane
Very well said, my lovely. And I've reached a decision… one I don't think you’ll like much.

@xRockMex
Hehe, I'm not telling you! What do you think? Of course it could all be a dream based on memories... On the other hand Harry is losing control, and jealousy might be considered cute until some point, but as his mother told him, obsession is not attractive at all... Maybe he's gone too far and he can't come back from there even if he gets Jeanne, maybe he can... As I see things jealousy is a projection of inner fears that doesn't have too much in common with love but with possession. And we all know how Jeanne feels about that, as she's a free spirit. Not having her and knowing how she feels fuels Harry's fears so it's like a snake biting its own tail, an image that not-so-casually appears on chapter 13. Will he be able to break the circle? At this point all I can say is that anything could happen...

Thank you for commenting and reading, my friend :) xx

@Love_Life
They're changing the system to access sites with their ID's, so if developers don't refresh the site we won't be able to log in with Google accounts anymore. And I don't see it happening. You know this site pretty well. Nobody gives a damn. It's an advertisements site. xx

@Morgan_Who
Hahaha, that's what I wanted! I'm glad I managed to fool you a bit ;) Well, what's a good story without a few surprises! You'll get to have the answers in no time! thank you so much for being here, dear! I appreciate it very much! Harry deserves a bit of happiness, I agreed on that ;D xx

@softballchick79
You make me suffer with Good Intentions I pay you with the same xD You know you'll get all the answers soon! ;) xx

@TheTroubledNeophyte
I'm glad you are enjoying the extreme emotions of this part of the story. Each part has its own rhythm, and this one was planned to be quite a wild ride! The end is so near, and yet it's not. And with that title I just needed to bring on the issue reality-dreaming as it's quite the base of all the writing, and dreaming is an important metaphor will get to understand later on. I have to admit I cheated a bit as every part of that smut is based on things you have read previously on this story––the mouth clasping, her lying on his back, the way she touches him, so I subsconciously worked the possibility on you, as it could be all memories. I guess I achieved because I have you all confused! Yes, I am evil ;)

At this momennt Harry is like Romeo in act one of 'Romeo and Juliet.' Out of the favour of the one he loves he had become a madman and seized to enjoy everything around him. So yes, he's dangerously in love. Can a person come back from there? Maybe if he gets the girl he wants? Maybe even it that case he won't be able to build a healthy relationship... And concerning to Jeanne, as a writer I'm allowing you to think on all the possibilities, and your perception of her is changing by the chapter. I chose to work it this way because in a way it is how Jeanne is. She lets a lot of room for interpretations. She is aloof, but why is she? Every reader seems to have a theory of his own, and I love it. I'm glad you enjoyed Niall too! I totally feel the same about him as you do, and he's looking so hot lately. But in the story he doesn't seem to realise what his words do to Harry, and it will have consequences. Finally, our dear Louis. I don't think there's nothing he can say to change Harry's mind about the nature of his interest in Jeanne. Harry is set to read what he wants. When he's happy, he doesn't doubt. When he's gloomy he resents him automatically. But the talk will arrive and at least will get to know a bit more about Jeanne.

As for the books! Of course I read 'Doctor Zhivago.' Chapter 25 of this story is all about Zhivago and those quotes aren't there for no reason ;) It will play a part on their story. I'm not sure if you read what I have published from 'Bizarre Love Triangle,' but there the MC Jeanne is writing, Laila thinks Harry and Zhivago have the same nature. Both stories where conceived to be read together but I couldn't manage to keep on writing it. Shame on me. Personally I think it's the most important novel of second half of 20th century, if not the whole century. I love 'Wuthering Heights' I have to admit. It might be pretty disturbing at some points, but I read it in a very special place so I was almost like living it. My first book must have been 'Little Prince,' though I'm not sure. I would have to ask my mother. Maybe it was 'Platero y yo.' I read 'Harry Potter' but I'm not very fond of the rest of best-sellers literature. We don't study them at uni for no reason :D Well, dear, what a pleasure to chat with you about books! And about everything else! This puppy will change your heart, I'm telling you :) Thank you so much for reading this story, dear, and your enthusiasm <3 xx

@KAOT
Hahaha, I think I'm writing my Niall thinking of you xD He's so clueless yet so adorable. As the rest of boys he doesn't realise to what extend he's messing with Harry's mind. But it all would make sense at some point of the story ;)

Yeah, we are having a row of cliffhangers! But I thought you liked that xD Thank you so much for reading my story, dear! Can't wait to know how things will play on When I'm Gone, and especially to read you Niall's story! I'm so waiting on that one!!! Fangirling as I think about it <3 xx

@EleanorRigby
I knew you were going to enjoy Harry being such a mess! Because deep down you are not Team Harry; you are Team Jeanne, as you know her more than you think ;) We are about to find out a lot of things about her, very, very soon, and in the most surreal way, as we like to do things around here xD

I'm so glad to be able to bring up that inner teenager you have! I'm sure your flat mates would share that enthusiasm if they knew what is all about :P I still deeply regret the cactus incident though... RIP cactus ;) I don't have word to describe how grateful I am to have you as a friend and as a reader! It means so much to me, my dear. Hope you're still enjoy what's coming, you know, a beautiful chaos <3 xx

Oh my god!
Was it a dream? I'm dying to know!
Harry is so wrapped up in her he's potentially pushing the other guys out the way. I don't think he realises how abrupt he can be. Part of me feels so bad for him as I love Harry's character, but the other part of me wishes he could realise how he comes across. I know jeanne has had a massive affect on him and I can't help worry for Harry are how jealous he has become. His protection over jeanne is sweet but maybe he just gets too protective.
As usual a wonderful written chapter and I'm literally on thr edge of my seat for more. Xx

Wait, what? What's going on with google?

Wow! Once again your story surprises me! I didn't see that coming! You always do keep me on my toes! Oh the ending, oh the ending! I have no words! It was amazing! So amazing! Even if it was a dream, I can wish it wasn't! I hope Harry can get some happiness! But you know me, I'll still love your story even if he didn't!
Until next chapter! Xoxo