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Loving Is Not Easy

Blast to the past

It had been a week since jack raped me and I hadn't really been out of my room at all except to go to school, I felt horrible and dirty ever since he had done it to me, I hate being in this house every time I close my eyes I can feel his hands gripping me.

i shook my head to clear my thoughts about it happening sitting upright on my bed with my knees brought up to my chest trying not to cry.

another twenty minutes have past and I thought I should at least try to get out of bed and go to school I started walking to my closet when I felt something in my stomach rushing up, I quickly ran to the bathroom chucking into the toilet.

"oh luka are you alright " I heard mum come up behind me making me jump, " I feel really sick" I groaned with my head resting on my arms "I'll take you to the doctors to see if it is a bug or virus Kay sweetie" she smiled at me and I just nodded.

i got changed into a simple white dress with brown sandles with a necklace on, and walked down the stairs I saw mum making breakfast in the kitchen and I sat down at the diner table and made small chat "how are things at work?" " things are going well everybody is still gushing about me getting married to jack" she smiled at me and I shivered at his name.

"Jack went to work early today so it'll just be me and you until we have to go the appointment" I smiled knowing jack wasn't here and I could relax easy for a bit mum served up the pancakes and continued talking " the appointment will be at 9:05am" I just nodded, not really wanting to talk it was 8:45 right now and we would be leaving soon.

when it got quite while we were eating our food I started thinking about the incident flashbacks coming into my mind, I shivered with tears trying to escape my eyes when mum suddenly broke the silence
" time to go sweetie" and walked over to the kitchen with her plates in her hand.

i stood with my plates in my hand looking at the spot where it happened, mum just grabbed my plates and put them in the dishwasher for me, then she walked over to the front door with keys and purse in her hands.

the car ride was quite over to the doctors the only thing making sound was the radio, we had finally arrived and walked into the clinic while I sat down and my mum filling in some details after about 8 minutes of waiting our name got called
"Brice"
we got of of the chairs and walked into the room
"hello my name is dr Moore , whats the problem?"she asked and I looked over to mum and asked her to answer for me "she has been sick for the last couple of days" after that she asked some more questions then asked my mum to leave the room, so she could do some tests on me.

*One hour later *

mum was aloud back inside and dr Moore told us what was wrong with me
"The tests came back, can the result of your illness is morning sickness" no "congratulations luka you're pregnet" I sat there completely still in shock that I had that vile mans baby in me.

i looked over to mum to see she had the same face as I probably had on my face, she thanked the doctor and she walked out of the room I trailed behind her disgusted that I had a leech inside of me, we walked out to our car she turned to me and

*SLAP!*

i held my hand to my face with tears brimming my eyes
"who's is it luka!"
I just stood there quietly not wanting to say who it was
"don't ignore me luka I said who is the fucking father!"
i had tears trying to escape my eyes and I looked at her
"jack did it mum" I said quitley
"what" she stared at me and I spoke louder
" jack did it " I let out a sob when. Felt stinging on my cheek again
"HOW FAR DO YOU THINK YOU CAN GO WITH YOUR LIES LUKA!"

And with that I felt shut off to the world my own mother doesn't support me or try to comfort me with the horrible thing that has happened to me

Notes

Okay more of the story, it's a pretty sad past life but there is going to be 2 or 3 chapters with her past
If you like this story so far please please

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Comments

@perks-of-being-a-goldfish

im sorry it took me onths but if you're still interested in reading the new chapters up

@zaynisthebestest

thankyou for reading please continue :3

please update this!

Can't wait for more :)
zaynisthebestest zaynisthebestest
11/26/13
Harry Harry Harry. You should have tried harder to warn her.


i <3 this so much ❤