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Loving Is Not Easy

Blast to the past

It has been 3 months since mum and jack got married. He is my step father and I should feel close to him but I get a bad feel around him I don't call him dad he is just jack.
i love my father even though he left us for another family.

i got off my bed and walked over to my closet to pick out my outfit for the day
(http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/pretty-outfits)

i quickly packed my bag for the day and ran down the stairs , and into the kitchen to grab a breakfast milk and food for the day, then I ran out of the house to try and avoid jack.
while I was walking to school I put my earphones in to occupy myself while walking
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5NV6Rdv1a3I&feature=re I finally reached the hell hole that is my school.

and walked though the gates
'wham'
"ouch!" I yelped as I fell to the ground looking at my things scattered on the floor, "oh I'm so sorry" I raspy voice said "let me help you up" he smiled down at me and I saw dimples in his cheeks, " thankyou" I smiled thanks and grabbed his hand and he hoisted me up.

"what's your name beautiful?" He asked and I replied with "I'm luka, yourself?" " harry" he smiled
"harry why are you talking to her?" Veronica walked up behind him and glared at me " I knocked over luka and I was helping her up" he said like it was no big deal.

i used to be in the 'popular' group, and Veronica was my best friend, why would you drop out of the popular group you ask I'll tell you why, people are always making a fuss over you, trying to get in your business and trying to ruin your life to get in the spot light for 2 days.

the bell rang and I was saved, so I quickly rushed to home room
"hey Chica licken" Lucy beemed in her chair looking up at me, " sup weirdo" I laughed at her greetings "why didn't you come to the spot this morning?", "I bumped into a guy named harry then Veronica came along and blah blah blah" I made a silly face a moved my hand up and down to resemble talking.

" How are things with jack?, have You warmed up to him yet" she asked while munching on a granola bar, " no I'm still weird about him, he giv-" "gives you a bad feeling I know but try for your mum" she finished off my sentence, "I am trying that's why I haven't brought how I feel with her" I said while plopping down.

before I knew it the day went by quickly.

" Kay bye Lucy " I waved to her whole I was turning in the opposite direction, I reached my house in no time and walked inside "Im home!" " welcome back luka, your mum said that she is on late shift tonight so it'll just be us two" jack yelled from the kitchen.

i didn't like the thought of being alone with jack right now, I plopped down at the dinner table and pulled out my phone, it was around 6 or so and jack served up the food on the table , " uh thanks" " you're welcome", he smiled I could smell the achole wafting from him, I quickly finished my dinner and grabbed my plats and walked into the kitchen to put them into the dishwasher.

I turned around to see jack standing right I front of me, "you're very beautiful" he breathed right into my face I cringed from the smell of achole from him and I tried to push past him but he was blocking my way,

" I don't want you to go right yet" he smiled at me gripping my shoulders really hard, "let me go!" I said sternly but he just gripped tighter and pushed me to the floor, with his filthy hands exploring my body "stop get of me!" I cried trying to wriggle out of his grasp, put he punched me in the stomach and in the arms and held them above my head.

he ripped my underwear off and unzipped his jeans " STOP IT PLEASE!" I cried and tried kicking him off me, but he smashed my legs down and held them there with his knees, " you fucking slut, I'm going to enjoys this with such a beautiful girl", he smiled greedily and positioned himself at my entrence.

for the next couple of hours I was screaming and crying while he raped me, when he was done he told me not to tell anyone or he would kill me and make it look like an accident then he walked to get cleaning stuff for the blood on the floor.

i just wobbled up the stairs with my blood stained pants locked my self in my bedroom and cried myself to sleep.

Notes

Okay this is the scene where she got raped , I nearly cried imagining it happening to someone but this is what jack did to luka.
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Comments

@perks-of-being-a-goldfish

im sorry it took me onths but if you're still interested in reading the new chapters up

@zaynisthebestest

thankyou for reading please continue :3

please update this!

Can't wait for more :)
zaynisthebestest zaynisthebestest
11/26/13
Harry Harry Harry. You should have tried harder to warn her.


i <3 this so much ❤