Loving Is Not Easy

*Harrys POV*
Us boys have just come home after taking a walk down to the supermarkets, where we saw Luka nearly beat up someone.

I think the boys are shocked over it still, but I believe she did it for a reason I just hope it doesn't change their opinion of her.

I walked into the kitchen to make some tea, pondering whether or not to go over and talk to her to see if she has cooled down.

Going over to see her won so I turned off the kettle and starting walking to her place.

*Knock* *knock* *knock*

I waited for a bit with no answer, maybe she's not home

Better check one more time

*Knock* *knock* *knock*

"Alright!, I'm coming" I heard Luka whisper yell but loud enough for visitors to hear.

"Yes" she opened the door looking tired.

"Uh, I was wondering if I could come in and talk"

"Uh--" she looked hesitant and looked behind her.

Was she hiding something?

Did she have a boy

Or even a boyfriend staying with her.

no no stop Harry don't ask yourself these questions if you don't want the answers.

"Harry" Luka brought me out of my thought bubble with n irritated tone.

"Oh yeah sorry" I apologised for being a idiot just standing there not doing anything.

"It's okay, but why'd you come over so late at night" she was leaning up against the side of the door Resting her head on her hand.

For some reasons she looked so cute dressed up in her pajamas and she had a cool looking kimono thing that us guys saw when we went to Japan.

"Nice kimono" I complimented her

"Where did you get it" I asked trying to strike more of a conversation with her.
"My dad sent it to me" she replied quickly.
Weird.

*Lukas POV*

I heard loud knocking from the door, so I took off my headphones and got out of my computer chair quickly exiting my recording studio, well it's more like an everything studio I do art in here, write music, compose music, play my instruments for fun and sing just random songs and save them onto CDs.

When I think about it I don't think I've told you about what my house looks like, soo I might do it now
I have two bedrooms, one that I sleep in, and a guest bed room, a kitchen, living room, one bathroom connecting to my bedroom, one other bathroom and a studio where everything precious to me is there.

I walked out of the studio hearing the knocking again I didn't want the kitten to wake to I whisper yelled.

"Alright, I'm coming" I wrapped my kimono dressing gown tighter to me.

I opened the door to see Harry just standing there
"Yes" I said with a tired tone, truth be told I'm in need for a serious beauty sleep.

Uh, I was wondering if I could come in and talk" he told me, I tried to hold the look of shame on my face because I knew he wanted to talk to me about me nearly hitting one of their fans.

"Uh--" I looked behind me and looked back at Harry he had his eye brows furrowed
He was lost in his little world

"Harry"

No answer

"Harry"

No reply why did he come over here if he's not going to talk.

"Harry" I asked once more in a irritated voice

"Oh yeah sorry" He apologised

"It's okay, but why'd you come over so late at night" I asked already knowing the answer leaning up against the frame.

He looked at my pajamas which made me feel a little insecure

"Nice kimono" Harry complimented me, with me blushing a tiny bit

"Where did you get it" he asked me and I freaked out in case he tried to ask more questions about my kimono and I didn't want him to know about me an Japan

"My dad sent it to me" I said quickly which was stupid because now he suspects something and I can see it in his face.

Good going Luka...

"Do you want to come in, we've been standing here doing basically nothing and its cold in these halls" I stepped aside and he walked in

"You have a very nice place"

"I didn't get to see most of it last time" he smirked at me giving me butterflies.
No no stop Luka you and Harry are friends..

Kind of..

"So what happened today in front of the café if you don't mind me asking" he followed me into the kitchen.
I started getting out things to eat and drink

"Do you want a drink?" I asked him.

"Uh what do you have" he peered into my fridge

"You have a lot of apple juice" he chuckles a bit.

"What can I say I love apple juice" I reply giggling.

"I also have a lot of Ben and Kerry's ice cream and doughnuts" I said opening up the freezer and pointing to the corner of the bench.

"Anyways" I got back on topic carrying juice and cupcakes in my hands walking to the couch.
"Those two girls.." I started off, it was kinda hard opening up to Harry since you know three days ago I hated his guts.

"They were just so " I paused again looking at Harry who was sipping his juice and biting his cupcake.
He's cute looking all serious with a cupcake and listening.

I got shocked from realisation that I keep thinking Harry's cute

"They were just so rude Harry" I said crossing my legs and putting my head into my lap.

"What did they say to you"

"Ugly and fat" I said depressed

"So I went on about just because there jealous that they'll never met you and she slapped me which got me angry, and that's when you guys came in and I came to my senses" I stopped and looked at Harry he was looking at me with a concentrated face on, not on that was judging me but understanding me.

"Well" he started off

"What those girls did was wrong, but promise me you won't try to hurt any other girls" he let out a throaty chuckle.

"Alright" I agreed not really wanting to.
Me and Harry just started talking about after school and how he auditioned for X factor right after I left.
I left out some stuff about me I said I just went to visit my father and going to different country's.

"Um Luka" Harry looked up and me and I turned to him to see what he had to say.

"Mm?"

"Me and the boys have to go to an award ceremony and Liam has dani, zayn has perrie and Lou has el and I don't have anyone to go with s-so" he looked down at his hands which he started to fiddle with when he started talking.

"Are you asking me out mr. Styles" I smirked

"Y-yeah" he chuckled

I thought about it for a while and decided to screw with him.

"No" I said flatly with no expression in my face and the look on his face was soooo sad it looked shattered
"Oh ok I'll just leave" he muttered awkwardly and started to stand up.

"Harry ya big goof I was joking of course i'll go" I said laughing quietly and he broke out into a massive smile ear to ear.

"Yes!" I screamed and fist pumped the air while I face palmed

Right on Que. the kitten started meowing Harry had a confused/excited look on his face.

"Is that a kitten" he joyfully asked

"Yes which you woke up"

"I love cats" he smiled and bounced up and down ignoring my unhappiness that ana had woken up (she named her kitten ana).

"Would you like to see her" I said getting rid of my annoyance

"I would like to see her" he went and followed the meowing

"Before you hold her you need to wash your hands" I said pulling out unvented hand sanitizer
He put out his hands and I squirted a glob on his hands and some one mine

"Here" I said pushing open my door

Harry's eyes sparkled with happiness and gently scooped her up

"She's so cute, we're did you get her"

"Actually I was walking through a forest for a while and I came across her, her mother rejected ana so I took her in" I said sadly joking Harry on the ground

"Oh"

'"Yeah"

Our conversation stopped and it got a little awkward, well I thought it was awkward
"I should get going" he put the kitten down back into its bed and I followed him outside my room.

"What's in there" Harry pointed to my studio which I stupidly forgot to shut properly blue light was coming from my computer.

Harry pushed the door opened when I was about to stop him he stood in awe
"This is amazing you have everything in here piano other instruments, remixing kit even a recording booth, I didn't know you sang" he smiled but that quickly dropped when he saw my angry face.

"Well thank you Harry but what makes you think you can you into any room in my house when I don't say it's alright" I put my hands on my hips

"Sorry Luka" he started the back of his head

"It's alright" I started too cool off and walked out of the studio

" you should sing for the boys and I sometime" he said walking out of the door.
"Mm I don't see that happening any time soon" I smiled sarcastically.

"I'll make you change your mind" he smirked and winked

"Good night Harry" I started closing the door

"Good night Luka, don't forget award ceremony" he walked away and I shut my door.
I walked to my bedroom and dove into my bed falling asleep instantly.

Notes

Okay it's been like 28 days since I updated but I have had this chapter in my notes for everrrrr and I've been adding to it little by little and here it is *TaDa*

okay I know that I have been promising you some drama but bupe patient it's nearly here
here

Also I think I'm only going to to some gifs now not on every chapter cause it gets annoying looking though all these things then your safari page restarts and you lose everything you got

*its happened !a lot ! of times*

but here it his
i hope you like it
peace

-Px