Loving Is Not Easy

I woke up groggily taking strands of hair and trying to smooth the back into my bed hair.

i looked over to the clock by my bed and rolled out of bed falling on the cold hard wood.

"ow" i stood up and rubbed my lower throbbing back, but then agian what was i thinking rolling out of bed.

i went into my closet and picked out my clothes for today, i was going to get clothes and accessories plus some clothes and school stuff for uni which started in 5 days and im so excited.

i walked to my bathroom and im sure i had a goofy smile on my face which dropped when i saw my apperance.

my hair was frizzy, i had dark circles under my eyes proberly from lack of sleep, my skin was dry and it hurt, my lips chapped, and i looked really fat.

i took of my pajamas and placed them in the hamper staring at my body, i felt disgusted and ripped myself away from the mirror, good mood practally gone and turned on the shower to a resonable temperature so i didnt burn my skin.


i put a hair mask on my hair hopefully taming the frizzyness and finished everything else i need to do.

i reached out and grabbed my towel wrapping one around me and one around my hair, grabbing my clothes off the counter and sliding them on my body.

i unwrapped my hair and put some treatment in it so i could blow dry my hair and curl it, after applying some simple makeup and grabbing my essentials to put in my bag. i went to my kitchen to have a snack then checking on the kitty before leaving.

i grabbed a vitamin water and a cobani yougart tub from my fridge and walking over to ana.

she smiled down at her while she was sleeping and stroked one finger up her nose and face.

"wake up kittty i need to get you fed and hopefully drop you to the biys so your not alone" and i got a meow back which i guess in cat terms means.

'all right you awesome chick, im so hungry, love you" i chuckled at my stupid humour and fed and picked her up taking her outside.

*knock knock knock*

liam opened the door and i was a little nervous incase they hated me after the incident.

"um hi liam, i was just wondering if your able to looked at my cat, because i need to go out and i dont want to leave her by herself because shes young, sorry if your busy ill go away" i said in under one breath and liam looked amused, glad he finds my nervousness so funny.

"sure, the boys and me have nothing planned until 6 o'clock for rehersals for the ceremony so be back until then, oh and if you're going shopping how about you go with the rest of the girls".

i was a bit dumb founded because he was being so nice to me and a little nervous because i dont know if the girls like me.

"i heard shopping and girls what going on" i tanned women came behind liam and looked at me.

"i was telling luka that she should join you guys since you're also going shopping dani" he turned towards her and smiled.

"that sounds lovely" she smiled and and took my free hand t lead me inside.

i gave the kitten gently to liam and walked further following dani.

we walked past by the boys and them giving us curious looks and harry wasnt there.

then into the bathroom with perrie and El leaning upclose and finsihing their makeup i dont see why they're putting it on they would be so pretty without it.

"girls" dani called and they both looked at us.
" this is luka she'll be coming with us today" she said happily, causing the girls to smile
"thats great" perrie smiled her and el putting al their makeup away.
"your outfit is really nice today" el admired.
"thankyou, you guys all look really nice too my clothing is boring compared to you guys"
"stop with the flattery" dani smiled and waved her hand.
"should we get going" perrie smiled.
"yeah beat some of the trafffic" el started to walk out the door and all followed.

"bye guys" we all said at the same time with them not looking up from their video game just giving mumbles and nods.

the girls scoffed and just walked out.

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"I mean can you believe that" el shouted from her changing room.
"what douches cant even say a proper good bye" dani yelled from a change room.
"we'll just ignore them for the rest of the day, let them see what its like" perrie angirly said from her change room.
"you guys should just come over mine and we can have a girls night" i said from my change room.

we all came out of the stalls at the same time with the gowns on.

"yeah!" all the girls said excitedly eyes twinkling.

"we can watch movies, eat icecream, talk, get to know each other, order chinese, perfect night" perrie said listing all the things we should to on her fingers.

"and might i say you girls look daper" i joked with them and we laughed.

"i can say the same thing with you mil'lady" el said.

but to be serious they did look gourgous

el had on a very stunning dark blue sequin dress that had a slit running up showing of er tanned legs


"your so pretty el" perrie said
"take a look at yourself per" dani smiled

perries dress was beautiful aswell it went with her lilac hair.


danis was no different it was a simple red dress but she pulled it off perfectly with her curves


"oh luka you look so pretty in your dress" the girls squeled making me blush
"thanks" i said with face down hiding my pink cheeks
my dress was gold and it hugged my body like dani's but to be honest i think everyone look much better than me.


we all decided that we were going to buy these dresses and we were going to get lunch.

"before we go can i stop by target and typo, im starting uni soon and i nned to get things" i smiled sheepishly.

"sure but im coming with you i need to get some stuff too im starting and Harvey's Arts University, where yare you attending?" dani said and i was etremly happy because we are going to the exafct same school.

"im going to the same school" i smiled
" thats great" she squealed and hugged me

im really glad im friends with tese girls they're so lovely

Notes

i tink its been 4 months since i updated

whoopsies

please dont hate im writing constanly with other stories and school is annoying at the moment and i want to cry.

well i did want to cry until i had 17 suscribers, you dont know how happy it makes me to see that poeple are suscribing and commenting and voting it makes me so happy that i can cy of happiness not stressful tears anyways that you so much ill try to work on this one more
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