Catch a Star
Chapter 16
Niall's POV
God what the fuck is wrong with me? I mean shes cool and stuff but shes got a thing for Zayn. Its obvious they were fucking, I mean shes not quiet. I thought we had a nice morning and now I just dont know. What does Zayn have that I dont. I treat her a hell of a lot better than he does and that's for sure. I think more about it as I walk over to the fridge and grab a drink. I hear Zayn yell something then the door to the balcony slide open. Zayn storms in and walks to his room mutter something along the way. What the hell happened? I walk over to the door and look out to see Mads with her head in her hands leaning against the railing. I step out and close the door slowly trying not to scare her.
"Mads." I say while putting my hand on her shoulder. She liofter her head up and looked up at the sky.
"Yeah." she almost whispers.
"Whats wrong?" I stand next to her not taking my eyes off of her. She lets out a slight laugh in a sarcastic way. "You can talk to me. Remember you trust me." She turns and looks at me.
"I just don't understand." She says.
"What?"
"Understand how I can fuck up so much."She turns and look over at the building across from us.
"You didn't fuck up." She turns and leans her back to the railing. I follow her actions.
"I just dont know how else to tell him that I dont want a relationship with him."
"You mean you dont want to be with Zayn?" She turns and looks at me.
"No! I mean hes great and everything but it just doesn't feel right." She pulls her hair over to one shoulder exposing her collar bone.
"Then um why did you sleep with him?"
"I didn't. I mean I did but it was just sex for me. I I thought that you guys liked the sex without commitment thing." She looks back up at me for an answer.
"Um well yeah but no. Not all guys. I guess Zayn wanted more." She throws her head back and lets out a small laugh.
"Great. I guess i should go talk to him. You know so I';m not a total bitch." She steps away from he railing and walks towards the door. She spins around on the heel of her foot and looks at me.
"Thanks Niall. You're great I ... I dont know what id do on this trip without you. " She walks over and lightly places a kiss on my cheek. Without thinking I turn my head slightly and catch the side of her lips. Shew pulls away and looks at me. Her cheeks flush red. Her dark brown eyes just stare into mine.She starts to walk backwards.
"Ummm I'm going to talk to him." She looks down at her feet and turns to walk inside shutting the door behind her.
God what the fuck is wrong with me? I mean shes cool and stuff but shes got a thing for Zayn. Its obvious they were fucking, I mean shes not quiet. I thought we had a nice morning and now I just dont know. What does Zayn have that I dont. I treat her a hell of a lot better than he does and that's for sure. I think more about it as I walk over to the fridge and grab a drink. I hear Zayn yell something then the door to the balcony slide open. Zayn storms in and walks to his room mutter something along the way. What the hell happened? I walk over to the door and look out to see Mads with her head in her hands leaning against the railing. I step out and close the door slowly trying not to scare her.
"Mads." I say while putting my hand on her shoulder. She liofter her head up and looked up at the sky.
"Yeah." she almost whispers.
"Whats wrong?" I stand next to her not taking my eyes off of her. She lets out a slight laugh in a sarcastic way. "You can talk to me. Remember you trust me." She turns and looks at me.
"I just don't understand." She says.
"What?"
"Understand how I can fuck up so much."She turns and look over at the building across from us.
"You didn't fuck up." She turns and leans her back to the railing. I follow her actions.
"I just dont know how else to tell him that I dont want a relationship with him."
"You mean you dont want to be with Zayn?" She turns and looks at me.
"No! I mean hes great and everything but it just doesn't feel right." She pulls her hair over to one shoulder exposing her collar bone.
"Then um why did you sleep with him?"
"I didn't. I mean I did but it was just sex for me. I I thought that you guys liked the sex without commitment thing." She looks back up at me for an answer.
"Um well yeah but no. Not all guys. I guess Zayn wanted more." She throws her head back and lets out a small laugh.
"Great. I guess i should go talk to him. You know so I';m not a total bitch." She steps away from he railing and walks towards the door. She spins around on the heel of her foot and looks at me.
"Thanks Niall. You're great I ... I dont know what id do on this trip without you. " She walks over and lightly places a kiss on my cheek. Without thinking I turn my head slightly and catch the side of her lips. Shew pulls away and looks at me. Her cheeks flush red. Her dark brown eyes just stare into mine.She starts to walk backwards.
"Ummm I'm going to talk to him." She looks down at her feet and turns to walk inside shutting the door behind her.
I can imagine my cat skydiving :3 *meow*
12/11/13