My eyes open to a dark room. I look at the clock on the side table it read 6:00. You know that feeling of slight confusion when you take a nap and you dont know if its morning of afternoon well that was happening to me now. I looked down and saw a tan arm covered in tattoos. The memories flooded back. The shower.
"Shit." flew out of my mouth but in a whisper . I dont know why but I didn't want him to wake up.
I turned my head to get a better look. His chin was resting in the crook of my neck. I slowly try to slide out of the bed. I get out and turn around to see if I had waken him up. He just moved a little pulling the blanket to cover his chest more, staying asleep. I turn around and tiptoe to the dresser to grab some clothes considering I'm butt ass naked. I grab some clothes and get dressed fast. As I pull my shorts up a pain shoots up. I'm sore from the sex. Gad dammit Zayn. What the fuck.
I tiptoe over tot he door and slip through the door frame and shut the door quietly.
I let out the breath i didn't even notice Ive been holding in.

I walk downstairs to get some water . I walk past the living and the boys are spread out watching something. When i get to the fridge the boys start to sniker. I turn around and look at them. It was harry and Louis. The second they saw me looking they turned their head back tot he T.V but didn't loose their smiles. Liam is on his phone but also smiling. I look around and dont see Niall anywhere. I take a gulp of my water.

"A little thirsty there?" Louis says.
"What?" I said back.Goddammit they know. Just quit now.
"Louis its perfectly normal to be parched after a good fucking." Harry adds. Louis throws his head back with laughter while Liam throws a pillow at Harry's head.
"I dont know what youre talking about." I put the glass in the sink and turn toward the balcony and see Niall sitting out there alone.

I step outside and the cold air hits me.
"Hey." He looks up at me and then back to the busy streets.
"So um what are you doing out here all alone?" i ask as I sit down next to him on the bench.
"Couldn't take it any more."
"Couldn't take what?"
"Them." He point his head in the direction of Louis and Harry inside.
"What were they doing?" I have a slight idea. I think I already experienced it.
"What do you think?" His word were covered with venom. Venom that burnt me. "They couldn't stop talking about you and Zayn."
"Oh."I look down at the streets too. My cheeks are burning red and I want to cry but I cant. Not now.
"They're just being complete wankers." He adds.
"Agree."
I turn my head tot he sound of the screen door opening. Zayn pokes his head out. Hes wrapped in a blanket and as I assume naked under it.
"Hey Babe. Its freezing come back to bed."
"I am not your babe."
"Niall can I talk to Mads for a second ... alone." Zayn steps completely out onto the balcony.
"Whatever." Niall gets up and walks past Zayn into the heat.
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing. I'm just not your 'Babe'."
"I dont get you."
"Whats there to get. Zayn I dont want to be in a relationship. Not with you, or anybody."
"Mads..." Zayn says in almost a whisper.
"What!? Zayn! What?" I almost scream.I stand up and get close to his face." I dont want you."
He takes a few steps back. Looking me dead in the eye.
"You know what you're JUST A MINDFUCK!" He pulls the door open and walks inside with long strides
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Notes

Mads is kind of a bitch hu?
Well her story isnt completely told. Maybe theres a reason why a commitment is so scary to her.
And why was Niall so upset? Weird.