That was weird. When I went to give Niall a kiss on the cheek he kind of kissed me. I don't know if he meant to or not. Does he even know what he did? I'm just over thinking it. I'm sure it was an accident and he meant nothing by it and probably doesn't even know that it happened. But what if he does know. What if he felt something. Did I feel something? I think I might have but I'm note sure the kiss wasn't even barely a real kiss.
Why am I thinking about this? I should be thinking about how I'm going to talk to Zayn. I'm currently sitting on my bed just debating with myself. I hear a knock at my door and look up to see a fully clothed Zayn standing there staring at me.
"oh umm hey. I was just thinking about you."
His forehead crinkled as he thinks about that.
" Thanks ... I guess." He walks over and takes a seat next to me. We just sit there for a minute in silence, neither one of us knowing what to say.
" I'm sorry." I finally let out." I'm sorry I led you to think that I wanted a relationship."
He looked at me and then back down at his hands.
"You didn't lead me to believe anything. You made it clear what you wanted and didn't want. I was just hopping I could have changed it. Its weird, after this afternoon my feelings for you just grew stronger." "
Zayn I just really want to be friends. What happened this afternoon should have never happened."
" Yeah I agree. Nobody gained anything from that." I nodded.
He grabbed my hand in is and held it. I looked up to be met with his eyes.
"Friends?" I add. He looked slightly hurt but then smiled.
" Yeah. For now. You can't resist me forever." his cocky personality shined through. I let out a laugh from it though.
" okay whatever you say. Now leave my room you've already been in here too much." he stands up and walks to the door.
"Well if you need anything you've got my number." and leaves while shutting the door behind him.

Notes

Sorry its short. I'm going to try and update again tomorrow. What do you guys think!? Zayn or Niall!!!!