People Change People

MAYA

I woke up to Harry in front my eyes. He was standing with his back to me, and there was sunlight, but it was still raining. He seemed nervous and on edge about something. I rubbed my eyes and sat up.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, he jumped at the sound of my voice, and turned to face me.
“Maya, I just, I just can’t.” He said urgently.
“Is this about spending the night? Cause that didn’t really mean-“ I was trying to reassure him that it was a platonic friends sleepover, but he interrupted me.
“Maya, I can’t be that guy. The guy you deserve.” He rambled.
“Harry,” I stopped him, “what are you talking about?“
“Maya you deserve better. A guy who stays, and I’m just not him.” He said as he walked towards the door.
“Harry no-“

HARRY

You’re doing the right thing, Styles. I was trying to convince myself that walking away from Maya was the right thing to do, for the both of us. She could never want someone like me, let alone love someone like me, and I could never be her perfect guy. I rushed down the stairs to the front door. I reached out for the handle. Suddenly remembering how good last night felt with her, how right it felt. I want her in my arms again. Stop it, Styles. You need to leave now.

I walked out the door, headed straight for my house, in the pouring rain. Fucking hell, when it rained in Holmes Chapel, it really rained. It could be days more of this shit. I was in the middle of the road when I heard it, a beautiful sound.

“Harry?”

I turned and there she was, in the pouring rain, completely soaked, hair stuck to her face, but looking so fucking beautiful. I noticed that she was crying, even in the rain. Oh God why was she crying? Did I make her cry? She started trying to talk, trying to explain but something but I wasn’t hearing her. I walked straight towards, with firm determination that what I was going to do, could destroy me. Her words were still flowing out of her mouth, and the tears were still flowing from her eyes. I reached her, and before she could say another word, I pressed my lips against hers. It took about one second before she gripped my face and kissed me back, I put my hands in her wet hair, and tried to pull her into me, I needed to be closer to her. We stood there, connected by lips, in the rain, for what seemed like an eternity. This is it.

This moment changes everything.

I pulled back and looked down at her, I used my thumbs to wipe her tears, and the rain from her face.
“Please don’t cry.” I whispered.
“Please don’t leave.” She begged. I held her close, her face pressed against my chest. I could feel my own tears forming. I kissed her firmly on the forehead. I gave her one last look before turning around walking the rest of the way to my house.

MAYA

I stood in the street, tears streaming down my face as I watched him walk away. I couldn’t explain my crying, just seeing him leave, it just brought back the memories I have of everyone I love leaving me. It stung, it hurt worse than anything I had ever felt. And it was only our first kiss. I made my way inside. My mom stood in the kitchen looking at me, she knew, she saw everything. Without a word she took my in her arms as I cried, and she held me there until I stopped.

“Take a shower, put on warm clothes, call Riley. Then come join me and Shawn for lunch.” She said and sent me upstairs. She was right. I needed to pull myself together. I didn’t know what the kiss meant, I didn’t know what he meant. And in the mean time, I needed to distract myself. And what better way with the people I love?

I stood in my bathroom looking in my mirror and looked at myself as the shower heated up. I needed to forget about it. But if I needed to forget about it, why could I not shake this feeling, the feeling that this it.

This moment changes everything.

Notes

hi sorry if this is SHORT or their are SPELLING MISTAKES but it’s 3:27 am, i have insomnia, and i just wanted to write. So here ya go. There might be more, we’ll see. But hey y’all please make me happy and rate and comment!!