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It's complicated

Chapter 4

Caitlin's POV

I felt uncomfortable in the car with Niall. He knows way to much about me already. I've never been on to open up and share my life story with people. I only told Ashley after we were friends for 2 years. I was always a quiet person who didn't talk to people and didn't share anything because I thought that no one cared enough to listen or help me.

"Did John force you to do anything?" Niall randomly asked.

"Yeah. Why?" I asked.

"I...I was just wondering. At first?"

"John was nice to me at first. I felt like he was the only person who loved me and actually cared about me so that's why I did what I did but when I moved in with him he started drinking all the time and yeah." I explained. Why did he ask that?

"Shouldn't you call the police?" He asked.

"I could but I choose not to." I admitted.

"why not?"

"Because I....i don't know but I don't want to call the police on him. " I sighed.

"I'm just saying he shouldn't be allowed to hu...." he started.

"stop it! Please!" I yelled and covered my ears. I turned my head slightly to look at him. We were stopped again because of the awful traffic. He looked shocked at me.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to yell." My voice much more quiet this time. I moved my hands from my ears.

"I didn't mean to upset you. I'm just trying to understand." He whispered.

"I'm really sorry. I don't yell at people. I'm so so sorry." I apologized ten million more times.

"Stop apologizing. It's fine." He smiled at me. I still felt awful.

We finally got to the hospital. I wrapped my arm around nialls shoulder and hopped inside. When we got up to her room she wasn't there. "Is she still in surgery?" I asked and sat down.

"Your leg!" Sara yelled.

"Yeah I hurt my leg. Is she still in surgery?" I asked again.

"You need to get stitches." Sara said and picked up some stuff to fix my leg.

"Someone answer me! Where is my daughter? I couldn't care less about myself. Where is she?" I sobbed.

"She's still in surgery." Harry said and put his hand on my back. "It'll be okay." He reassured me. I nodded my head.

Sara had to put stitches and a bandage around my leg. "Thanks." I sighed.

A doctor came and knocked on the door. "Is she okay?" I immediately asked. He looked down at the ground and sighed.

"We found another very large tumor. She now has three very large tumors, two in her brain and one in her lungs which makes it harder for her to breath. She's in a coma at the moment. It could be days, weeks, months, even years before she wakes up. Chances are pretty high that she won't live." He said.

I laid down on the bed. Im not quite sure what to do. "I'm so sorry." He said before leaving.

Everyone was looking at me but I didn't want them too. Sara came over and hugged me and I cried into her shoulder. All the boys stood there not sure what to do.

After a couple minutes I composed myself. "You guys can go. I'll be fine." My voice was barely audible.

"no it's okay." Niall gave me a reassuring smile.

"At least go home to sleep. There's not enough room for all of us to sleep here. There's a pull out couch that has enough room for two people and this bed that can fit one." I sighed.

"Do you want someone to stay? I can stay if you want." Niall suggested. All the boys look confused, I am to so I don't lame them.

"I think I just really need to be alone right now. Thank you for the offer." I slightly smiled and wiped my nose with the back of my hand.

"Okay. I'll come back tomorrow to make sure you're okay." He smiled before giving me a hug. "Bye." He whispered as he looked all over my face.

"Bye." I said to all the boys as they left. I collapsed on the couch and immediately fell asleep. I feel drained, of energy and emotion. The thought of her dying makes me want to die cause she is literally all I have left.

Notes

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@megsworld

Thank you so much! <3

i_love_lou i_love_lou
10/1/16

I love it!!!!!!

megsworld megsworld
9/30/16

@Harry Edward
Thank you and ikr!!!! Today's a good day to be alive!

i_love_lou i_love_lou
9/30/16

I love Niall's New song! I love that the other guys tweeted him! I really like this story! Niall's perspective is great!

Harry Edward Harry Edward
9/30/16

@ChaoticRoads
Thank you so much. I have been so busy with homework and stuff so I'll update today. Promise

i_love_lou i_love_lou
9/29/16