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Taking a sip of the coffee in front of him, Niall's mind continues pondering over the kiss that was shared between him and Ashley. He wanted to let it go but somehow, he wasn't able to. Taking another rather large sip of his coffee, hoping to get her out of his system, Niall continued talking to his friends or buddies like he called them.

"So Niall, tell me. How's it going with Kelsa? Is she the lucky one for you?" Liam asked as Louis and Harry (or Larry for short) shared their food and in-between shared kisses. It didn't make him sick this time, it reminded him of Ashley. And how good their kiss was.

"Well, it's the usual. Maybe she's fucking with some dude as we speak." Niall paused as he ordered another cup of coffee for himself, then continued, "No, dude. She can never be the lucky one for me. She isn't even my type. Not that i have a type at all." he took a huge bite of the burger that sat in front of him.

"So, have you like...lost your virginity to her or something?" Liam asked, as he ate his food.

"No man!" Niall exclaimed. Never in a million years would he ever lose his virginity to Kelsa or anyone like her. Even if he were angry with Ashley.

Whoa! Back up a minute! Who said i would be with Ashley?Thought Niall as the coffee he ordered came.

"Then what's going on between the two of you?" he asked impatiently.

"Well, nothing. She wants me to fuck her real good but i don't think that's something i want to do. The only reason she hangs out with me is because i do all the needful. There are times when i need her but mostly i'm the one doing all the work. She complains half the time that she needs the real deal but i don't think i'm ready for it. And that too with a whore? No thank you. That's the last of my worries." Niall completed and took a swig of coffee.

"So what's going on with Ashley and you?" Liam asked, gauging Niall's reaction. He knew something was up but didn't know what exactly.

"W-What?" Niall stuttered. He didn't know that anyone else knew. He thought it was all under wraps and no one had a clue about them.

"Well, after last night's party i assumed things had sparked between you two and you were a thing or something of that sort." Liam said not looking at Niall. Somewhere along the lines, he's caught Niall.

"Nothing of the sort is happening between the two of us." Niall said briefly, not giving anything away. He didn't want anyone to know about them. Even if something small happened between them, he didn't want anyone to know.

"So what's going on with you?" Niall continued with his mouth full.

"Not much actually. I met this girl-"

"You're telling me you've gotten over Danielle?" Niall interrupted.

"In other words, yes. Her name's Lucy. She's a year older to me but, man, she's hot and amazing and everything, mostly, everything you'd want in a girl." Liam said, a grin plastered to his face.

Instantly Niall's mind wandered off to Ashley. She's perfect. Maybe not for him. What if she doesn't like him back? He needs to speak to her. Privately. Niall looked outside and it had started to become darker. He needed to head back to the dorms if he wanted to speak to Ashley, even if it meant for five minutes.

"Sorry guys, but i've gotta go. Bye Louis. Harry." Niall addressed and left.

He didn't have to pay on his part 'cause he knew Liam or even Louis would pay for him. He'd pay them back.

It had become dark but not so much that you couldn't see where you're walking. Niall parked his car and walked towards the girl's dorm. He didn't know what he would say. He didn't even know if she was going to be in her room. All he knew was that he needed to talk to Ashley and sort out the kiss and everything that happened between them.

His hands were sweating and shaking slightly but he needed the courage, he needed each and every nerve in his body to co-ordinate with him. Just for tonight. He wanted things to go as planned else, things would get nasty and he didn't want that. What he wanted was Ashley. Nothing else mattered to him. He wanted her more than needed her. He felt that each breath, each movement in his body was for her.

Walking up to her dorm room 211, he knocked. How he reached here? He didn't know. He waited for a few minutes before the door burst open and there stood Ashley, her hair ruffled, wearing loose pajamas and a tight tank top, her breasts looking fuller than before. His eyes wandered down her body before finally setting on her eyes. The brown of her eyes, burning.
With...with...something. Something even Niall couldn't understand.

"Hey." She said nervously.

"Hi." Niall said, his voice low.

"What's up?"

"Well, i wanted to speak with you." Niall said, scratching the back of his neck.

"Come in. Sarah's not here and she won't be till tomorrow, so we've got all the time to talk." she said and stood aside, letting Niall in.

Rubbing his palms on his jeans, he let the sweat wipe away. He sat down opposite Ashley and looked around her room. It was small but not-so-small. Enough for two people. They had a closet and bathroom and the walls were off-white in color. His eyes darted around the room till they finally settled on Ashley who was contently gazing at him.

"So, what did you want to say?" Ashley prodded.

"About today. The kiss, i mean." he said, trying to gain his confidence. Looking at her made him feel things.

"Can we pretend that that didn't happen?" Ashley asked, her face straight the entire time.

Didn't she have feelings for me?Niall thought.

"But i don't want to." Niall said and got to his feet. He didn't. He didn't want her to slip through his fingers. He liked her, more than anyone or anything else. But not more than Nando's.

Walking over to her, Ashley stood to her feet too, not wanting anything to happen between them. But he wanted something to happen between them. He liked her. But he wouldn't say so to her.

"Niall." she spoke, her voice low and breathy. His heart hammered against his chest but he didn't care. Right now all he wanted to do was kiss her. And continue kissing her. She placed her hands on his chest, trying to push him away but not making the effort.

She wants this too.Niall thought.

He knew she liked him too. Otherwise she wouldn't have kissed him back. He leaned forward, his forehead touching hers and he could feel her warm breath hit his nose. He liked the feeling. It fluttered his heart.

Slowly, he moved forward, his body pressed against Ashley's-her hands still pressed against his chest. His lips pressed against hers, moulding into them. They were warm compared to his which were slightly cold. She moved forward, their bodies pressing harder against each other and she wrapped her hands around his neck. He didn't want to stop it. At all.

He wrapped his hands around her waist, pulling her in. He swiped his lower tongue across her bottom lip and she moaned, just the response he was hoping for. His heart rate increased as they continued kissing. He pinned her up against a wall and she instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist. He wasn't going to do anything with her tonight. He wanted it to be special.

For her too. So he kissed her, his kisses trailing down her jaw to her neck. Her sweet spot attacked, she was a moaning mess as he nipped and sucked lightly at her sweet spot, just below her ear. He tugged at her ear lobe with his teeth and she let out a low 'Aah'. The words rushing straight to his cock. He pressed his core against hers, slowly grinding.

Maybe, tonight was going to be the night. He didn't know nor did he want to. He let out a low groan as he felt himself harden at the feeling she made him feel. Ecstasy. Lust. Kelsa couldn't make him feel a single thing for her too.

He pushed the thought of Kelsa out of his mind and concentrated on the task at hand. What if she wasn't a virgin like he was? She was pretty and likable. Maybe she had a boyfriend to whom she lost her virginity to. A boyfriend who was trust-worthy and who could love her better than he did. Why was he thinking such things? She wasn't even his. Yet.

Pulling apart for air, Ashley said in a breathy tone, "Niall, i think we need to talk."

"What about?" he said and then kissed her on her sweet spot.

She giggled before speaking up, "About this. Us."

Us?! She thought there is an 'US'!Niall thought to himself and smiled.

"Okay." he said and put her down. "Where do we start?"

"From here." she said, and placed her hand in mine.

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