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"So...." Sarah probed as Ashley continued laying down on the bed with her head between her hands.

"What?" Ashley groaned. She didn't want to talk about it. Not with her or anybody else for that matter. What happened between Niall and her was to remain between the two of them.

"What was going on?!" Sarah asked flopping down beside Ashley. Of all the things she had to ask!

"Nothing." Ashley said and sat up straight.

"Really?" Sarah asked in her inquisitive voice.

"Yeah." standing to her feet, Ashley wore her shoes without changing her clothes as she had no plan on changing them and headed for the door, her head still throbbing. She needed some fresh air and right about now would be really good.

"Where are you going?" she asked, shrugging her shoulders.

"I really need some fresh air. For the hangover." Ashley said and quickly opened the door as she was in no mood to be investigated, and shut it as Sarah cursed out loud.

Leisure walks had always been Ashley's favorite thing. No need to worry about anything, but in her case- she needed to worry. Everything was happening so fast and right now she needed to clear her head of all the things that could possibly come to her mind.

She didn't even want to think about the kiss that had occurred between Niall and her, and the last thing she wanted was to kiss him again. But she wanted to. She so wanted to kiss him again. Feel his lips against hers, his heart beating fast and hard against her chest. She wanted all those things. With Niall. Or did she?

It was just a phase. She would get over it soon. But she didn't want it to. She wanted it to last. To go on forever. But the torture he was bringing her. The envy. The rush. The lust. The feeling of wanting. The everything. She wanted it all. And right now, that's all she wanted. Him.

To be with her. To lay with her. To kiss her. To make her laugh. To do things to and with her. That's all she wanted. She had never felt this way before. For anyone. He was her first. And maybe, just maybe, she would be his last.

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