PAST: FIVE YEARS BACK


Harry threw everything in the garbage can, the dress he bought for her and the page in which he had written his feelings about the love of his life, Alaska.

"Hey, Alaska! You look beautiful as usual. I've been wanting to tell you...
And when you tuck your hair behind your hair, it feels like...
You're the most amazing person....
I love you and...
It's the most precious...
I love you and I ...
When you did that you looked amazing! When you first.. An angel and..."
(A/N: sorry guys, you have to wait if you want to read the whole thing he wrote for her XD)

Tears filled in Harry's eyes as he threw everything and walked away.

He shoved his hands in his pockets and took long steps so that he can walk away from that quickly. His heart was terribly broken after watching the girl of his dreams and his brother, making out. He pursed his lips and tried hard not to cry but his broken heart was shouting and bleeding tears. One small tear slid down Harry's cheek and he quickly wiped it.

Eventually he reached his home and immediately ran to his bedroom, ignoring everything May said from the back. He closed the bedroom door and burst out in tears.

Alaska was the only girl that he truly loved and never admitted his feelings for, and was the only girl who terribly (and unknowingly) broke her heart. He cried and cried, until his eyes went sore.

Her memories flashes upon his eyes, her scent was remembered, her beautiful smile couldn't get off his mind. The way she smiled at Harry, the way she looked at him, always gave chills in his stomach and he thought that she might... like him...
Harry wiped away his tears and stood up when he heard big footsteps coming towards his room. All of a sudden, the bedroom door opened and Ray stood there in the doorway, furious.

'He said he never got the money!!' he yelled making Harry jump a little.
'I... I just...I', he muttered.
'Where did the money go? Where is Zayn's money?', Ray yelled again.
'I don't know, just leave me alone!' Harry retorted with a bit of harsh tone.
He walked passed Ray as tears again touched his cheek. Ray trailed behind him and yelled again and again.
Ray harshly grabbed his son's wrist and pressed it tighter and simultaneously yelled,' Liam said you two washed cars to earn the money, so where the fuck is it?'

May heard noises of the fight in her bedroom and quickly ran out to see what was going on. As she saw Ray squeezing Harry's arm, she ran to Ray and tried to free his son from his grip. The old woman tried hard to stop his husband from hitting his son but in vein. Eventually Ray got extremely annoyed from her actions and pushed her making her fall to the ground. Her head hit the coffee table and as a result blood started to pour out.

As Harry saw her forlorn mother on the ground, bleeding and gasping for air, heat started to grow in his body and the next thing he did was him slapping his father hard causing Ray to fall as well. 'You don't hit her again or I'll rip you apart!' he shouted before marching out of the house.

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'Harry, stop it! It's too much!' Niall snapped at Harry, trying to stop him for drinking the fifth glass of vodka.
He saw pain in his friend's eyes and asked several times that what's bothering him but Harry didn't say anything.
When Harry had gotten out of the house, he called Niall to meet him at The Connor's, the same restaurant all of the friends including Liam, Alaska, Niall, Harry and a bunch of other friends used to come. They always sat in the same table because they thought it would make some good memories.

Harry was sitting at the same table, drinking vodka. 'If you don't wanna stay, get out! If you do wanna stay then ...don't try to stop me!' he retorted with his cracked voice. His lips had swollen, his eyes red and his hair messed up.
Today was the most hard day for him, God had gifted him the worst emotional day. He tried to let go but the more he tried hard to forget, the more he thought about it. He couldn't even fight to get his Alaska because the person who was standing in his way was his own brother.

'What is it, Harry? Why do you just tell me?' Niall asked for the nth time and gave him a sympathetic look.
Harry looked at his friend as tears came back to his eyes. It sucked liked hell to get hurt by someone you
gave your heart to. He finally decided to tell Niall what had happened, how his heart shattered into pieces when he saw her and his brother doing something he had never imagined in his life, how his father abused him and his mother, he just wanted to blurt it out.
But just as he opened his mouth to say something, Liam walked into the restaurant and called for Harry.

'What are you doing her-' Liam said but stopped when he saw the vodka on his table.
'Oh God, Harry!' Liam groaned, 'Come on, we need to talk', he said and took a quick glance at Niall before walking out of the restaurant.

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'You hit dad!' Liam yelled at Harry while driving the car.
'He deserves it!' Harry snapped and crossed his arms.
'I have my exam tomorrow and instead of studying for it, I'm in the middle of road taking my drunk brother back to home!' Liam yelled again, frustrated.
'It's not my fault! You shouldn't have come!' Harry snapped and turned back to watch the scene outside through the window.
Liam glared at him,' I'm always in mess because of you! You always get in my way!' he yelled still looking at Harry, his hands on the wheels and driving faster than usual,'You always get in my way and-'

'Liam, watch out!' Harry shouted, cutting Liam as he saw a man in front of the road but it was too late...

Notes

Soooo...
Well if u guys didn't understand where the money had gone about that Ray was asking about, actually Harry had spent them on buying a gift for Alaska, which he threw away later. So yeah! I feel bad for Harry! Awwww

*time to update highway*

Enjoy
xx Lyn