Hey You.....

"What am I going to do?" I whisper to him. I'm awake the whole night.

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~the next morning~

I feel Luke turn around, so that means he's awake. He smiles to me and says
"Goodmorning Beautiful."
"Goodmorning Luke." I say back. I'm Not really into talking.
"I still prefer 'babe' or 'boyfriend'." He says, trying to make me laugh.
"I'm sorry Luke, I'm not in for this today."
"I know where you in for today." He says climbing on top of me and beginning to kiss my neck.
"Luke.." I was trying to stop him because this didn't make it easier at all and I don't want him to feel used by me.
"C'mon, I know you want it." He says, blowing some air in my neck.
"Luke, I trying to be serious goddamnit!" I say giggling.
He lifted his shirt over his head and then mine too.
"God, Demi, never let them say that you're fat again." He says moving his hands up and down my stomach.
"Luke, I am fatter than normal people, but I don't care." I smirk.
"Good." He answers.
"but Luke I mean it, I don't want to right now."
"Okay then, what do you want for breakfast?"
"Why do you wanna know?"
"So I can make it for you."
"You shouldn't be so sweet."
"I need to. You're my princess." He says and with that he stands up and walks out of the room. I put on my shirt again and walk after him.
"But I don deserve you." I mumble to myself.

After breakfast I find Luke at the dining table. I don't wanna hurt him, but I also don't want him to get hurt. Okay, here goes nothing.
"Luke, can I talk to you?"
"About everything, baby."
"Well, you're getting famous and you're going to tour and release albums....."
"Isn't that great? You know, I was as nervous as hell when I was on that stage but then I looked at you and everything disappeared, except you."
"Luke, stop it! We.... We can't go on with this."
"What?!" His face full disbelieve.
"I'm sorry Luke. We can't.... I just can't....." I begin to cry.
"WHAT THE HELL?! I WANT A FUCKIN DAMN GOOD REASON FOR BREAKING UP WITH ME." But then he says softly
"I can't live without you."
"But I don't wanna hold you back. I don't want you to come back for me. I want you to focus on what's really important."
"you're really important Demi and you keep me moving."
"But there are going to be lots of girls that a way prettier than me and... I'm just afraid of losing you."
"Don't you trust me?"
"I do. I really do, but it's the girls I don't trust."
"Demi ,please, I'm begging you, don't leave me. I need you Demi. You're my sunshine, my everything, Demi. Please, try for me, for us!"
"Demi come back!"
But I already walked out the door.

I just walk around till I reache a cafe. It wasn't busy in there so I decide to go in there for a while. I phone Mel, just to make sure they know I'm okay cause I know 100% sure that Luke went there immediately. Mel picks up immediately.
"Hey Mel...."
"DEMI, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??!!"
I hear Mikey at the background trying to calm her, so I guess I stand on speaker.
I want to tell them everything but instead I begin to cry. I never cried since the day I almost drowned. I mean, not this much. Mel never heard me cry either. Most of the time I was the emotionless bitch.
"Demi, are you okay?" She asks worried.
"I just broke up with the fuckin only person who made me feel special, yes Mel, my life is a living dream."
"I'm sorry, I mean physically." She says.
"I know Mel. I'm sorry, you're just worried about me. You didn't deserve my attitude."
"Mel, put me off speaker." I say when I realize everyone can still hear what I'm saying.
"No. He has the right to hear what I hear." She says. I sigh.
"Luke, listen, it's not that I don't love you. I really do, you don't know how much, but..."
"I'm sorry I can't." I say and with that I hang up the phone.

I walk around for another 2 hours when I see someone walking over to me. When I realize it's Ashton I turn around and start walking the other way.
"DEMI WAIT!" I hear him scream.
I don't listen and begin to run. Of course that was useless, because he's way faster that me.
He grabs my wrist and turns me around.
"let. Me. Go." I say.
"No"
"Why not?"
"Because we've been looking for hours for you."
"just let me go Ash!" I say, trying to pull myself away from him.
"No, I'm going to call Luke first." He says grabbing his phone.
When he drops his phone accidentally I see my chance and pull away. He falls on the ground and I run away. Or at least I try.... I run into Luke's arms.
I begin to cry in his chest. Why does break up hurt so much?
"Shh... Demi it's okay, I'm here shh...." He says while He kisses my forehead.
"No Luke, you don't understand, it's not okay. I need to leave." I snob.
"Demi, if you want to leave, you may go."
"What?"
"yeah, I thought about it. I love you too much to keep you here against you will. So if you want to leave, you leave."
"I am so sorry Luke. I didn't want this to happen." I say while I'm hugging him one more time and then I walk away from them.

I just walk to the airport and when I get there I check in. I wait till my flight is ready and then I walk into the gate. Just when I'm about to walk in I see Luke standing there, looking at me. I stare at him for a moment and then I walk into the gate.

As soon as I take my seat I knew I just made the biggest mistake of my life.

Notes

It's finished!!! YAY!!
It's a little shorter than normal tho, but I'll immediately start another chapter!
hope you like this one <3 <3


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