As soon as I take my seat I knew I just made the biggest mistake of my life.

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~after a few days~

Most of the time I'm sitting or laying on my bed, locked up in my room. I only come out if I need food or if I need to pee. Mel said she stays in Australia with Michael. I don't care. Normally I would've be angry or at least sad, but now, I feel nothing, except heartbreak and regret. Harry does his best to cheer me up, but nothing helped. I just wanted to be with Luke. I want to hug him, to kiss him, to calm him..... I want to be his everything like he's my everything.

I didn't go to school for are few days, and it's now Friday. My parents get that I'm sad, especially my mom. She really thought we were happy together. She said last night to me that if you're really made for each other, faith will bring you together.
I lay on my bed when I hear a knock on the door and Harry comes in.
"Hey Deems."
"Hey Haz."
"So... I was thinking..." He begins but I cut him off.
"oh god, here it comes." I say, while sitting up next to him and he giggles a little.
"I want you to meet some of my friends from England. They're here for a couple days."
"I don't want to." I lay back on the bed.
"Awh.... Pleeeeeaaaasseee?" He says, laying his head on my stomach.
"Ugh. Fine, but only this time!" I say getting up and walking to my closet.
"We need to be there in an hour, okay?" He says walking to the door.
"Yup."
"I'll wait for you downstairs."
I jump into the shower and after 30 minutes I'm totally clean again. I didn't shower since I'm home, but I have a reason for that. It's called heartbreak.
I stand for my closet again and at first I wanna wear my Nirvana tee, but then it remembered me. Memories from me and Luke. It were good memories of course, but still, it hurts like hell.
So I choose for a normal tee and some normal jeans.

I walk downstairs and scream
"Harry, I'm done! We can go now!"
"Okay, let's go." He says coming out of the living room and walking to me. He lays his hand on my lower back and we walk outside.

We walk for 10 minutes when we reach a small cafe. We walk in and 3 guys at a table wave to us, or probably Harry.
We walk to the table and take a seat.
"So, this is your girlfriend?." The blonde one asks.
"No Naill, she's not. Guys this is Demi, my FRIEND." The last word he says with his eyes on Naill.
"Hi, I'm Naill, but you probably knew that by now." Naill says smirking. He has a little different accent, but almost the same as Harry.
"Hi, I'm Louis." The one with the brown hair, who's name is apparently Louis, shakes my hand.
"And I'm Liam, also known as the smart one." The last one, Liam, says.
The guys laugh and begin to protest. I need to laugh because at the end, their protest goes about if nachos are better with cheese or without cheese. Harry smiles at me, knowing he finally got me laughing. So while Harry is going to order, the guys and I talk for a little bit.
"So, tell me something about Harry." I say
"What about?" Louis asks.
"I dunno, something what he did in England."
"Well, there was this one time, we came into the room where his mother said he would be, and he was standing there, ironing his underwear." Liam says.
I burst into a laugh and at that moment Harry comes back.
"What's so funny?" He asks.
"You iron your underwear?" I ask back.
He looks at the guys while I'm still laughing and says
"I'm going to kill you guys some day." He sighs and sit down.
"She asked for it!" Liam says.
When I'm totally done Harry hands me a cup of coffee.
"But I didn't say what I wanted." I say.
"A latte macchiato with two sugar?" Harry says smirking.
"Awhh... You remembered." I say.

So we drank our drinks and the rest of the day we did some other fun stuff. We took some photos at the end and then Harry brings me home. When we're at my door I say
"Thanks Haz, I really had fun today. It kept my mind of things."
"And with thing you mean Luke I guess?" He says.
"Yeah.. I made the biggest mistake of my life back there."
Harry grabs my face in his hands and says
"Demi, stop talking like that! You did what thought that was best for him! You just cared about him too much to let him get hurt."
"ugh, you're right. It just hurts like hell."
"I know, but I think it's better when I go now so you can go to bed."
"Wait! Would you please stay with me tonight? I really can't stand to sleep alone right now."
"Sure."
So we walk in and go upstairs. I close my bedroom door behind us. Harry lifts his shirt over his head and then undoes himself from his pants. I stand there for a moment totally frozen. Who knew he had these... Muscles.
"What? Did you thought I was going to sleep in my clothes?" He say smirking while he caught me staring. I didn't say anything, but I walk to the other side of the bed and undo myself from my pants and slide under the covers. I cuddle up to Harry.
"Goodnight Haz"
"Goodnight Deems.'

-LUKES POV-

I have it hard now she isn't here. Last time it was bad, but this time it's worse. I think it's because I know she isn't coming back this time. The band gets more and more famous. We almost have a planning to tour around Australia. Normally I would've looked forward to it, but now I don't want to. What I want is a planeticket to Demi. I still can't figure out why she left me. I know what she said to me was lied but, she definitely didn't go because she wanted to. There are still some of her stuff in my house. No way I'm giving those back, if she wants them back, she needs to come here and get them.
Mel and Mikey are happy together and Mel doesn't speak anymore to Demi. I think she's a little mad at her for leaving me, but I think that she doesn't know either why Demi left me. I mean the real reason.
We all sit around a table in a cafe. They're discussing some stuff, but I'm not listening.
"Hey! Luke!" I hear Ashton say right in my face.
"What?" I say, I didn't follow the conversation at all.
I see that Ash looks at Mikey and Cal.
"What?" I ask again.
"you were thinking about her again, weren't you?" Cal asks.
"Maybe.." I say. Cal lift his eyebrows to me. I sigh
"Yes I was thinking about her"
"Stop that! You need to focus on this! On the band!" Cal says.
"Cal, take it easy! He really loved her. That isn't something that you just can forget. It takes time." Ash says, trying to calm Cal a little.


~a few months later~

-DEMIS POV-

I'm going to school again, so I guess that's a good thing. I also found someone to talk with. Her name is Kaylee. Of course no one can replace Mel. But she's kinda one of my new best friends. I didn't hear anything from anyone in Australia, but that doesn't make me forget it easier. I always see their pictures on Instagram and their tweets. I need to say, that I'm a little jealous when I see luke hugging fans. Not that I want to be jealous, it just happens. And I guess my friendship with Mel is over too. I get that she's mad at me, I'm mad at myself too.
Harry supports me in almost everything I do, Even with my first tattoo that I got a few weeks ago. Now, on my shoulders on my back stands in big letters 'Fighter'. It has a meaning of course, but that's something for another time. Harry and I are just friends, nothing more. I never saw him as more than just friends. When we explain that to people they always say something like 'Sure....' Or 'We'll see about that', it's very annoying but we don't pay much attention to it.
I still think about Luke every single day...

-LUKES POV-

I'm doing better, I guess. Who am I kidding? I'm doing awful without Demi. I never tried to contact her because I thought she would hang up on me anyways.
The plans for the Australia tour are officially made and we're leaving in a few weeks.
I'm now in the studio doing some songwriting stuff. I sing the song while I'm playing on my guitar.

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving,

I remember the make up running down you face.

and the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them."

"That's about Demi, isn't it?" I hear Ash behind me.
"Yeah..." I say.
"Listen Luke, we all know you're totally broken about it. But if you're really made for each other, faith will bring you back together."
"you think so?"
"I know so."
"How are you and Bry doing actually?"
"We broke up..." Ash sighs.
"I'm sorry for you."
"I guess it just didn't work out. But it will with you and Demi. Just be patient."
"I don't know if I can be patient that long." I sigh.

We write the whole song in 2 hours, but it wasn't that difficult to write....

Notes

hope you like this one!
next one is probably out tonight, but I don't know that for sure. It depends on how much I need to learn.
until then

xxx