Temporary home
Chapter 5
Vanessa's p.o.v
I think of Louis's tousled reddish-brown hair, sea blue eyes, Long, black lashes. His perfectly sculpted face, like the rest of his body. Those high cheekbones, straight nose, perfect full lips with straight white teeth. His body physique was boyish, but lean and strong. Unlike my disgusting body. As I look even closer my thighs are even fatter than I remember. I feel a rapid upsurge of dizziness roll over me so fast that I couldn't breath around the nauseous spasms, the last thing I feel is myself falling into the marble tiled floor draping my limp and motionless corpse onto the ground as sobs escaped my lips.
Pushing myself off the ground I try to wash away what I did with my strawberry scented wash. My mom always told me that nobody's perfect and that if you think someone's confident that there's always been a situation where they weren't. Maybe this applied here I try to convince myself, Louis is only human like myself and I had read somewhere that 80% of men have body insecurities. My feeble attempt to calm myself with reassuring thoughts is useless the male-body-insecurity thing obviously doesn't apply to him. What else does?
I walk out of the bathroom and to my room like nothing ever happened. As I lay in bed hoping unconsciousness will just take me under, the rain pounding on my roof slows down the process. As I drift off into a dreamless sleep I can smell Louis scent on my blankets.
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A loud annoying voice pulls me out of my slumber. I am beyond pissed at whoever is waking me up on my saturday. When Louis's voice is said I pay closer attention to what comes after,
''Tomlinson was found attacked by wild animals and driven to the hospital in critical condition, he was found in the forest this morning around 6:00am, please pray for Louis and his family. God bless, and have a safe weekend.''
I think of Louis's tousled reddish-brown hair, sea blue eyes, Long, black lashes. His perfectly sculpted face, like the rest of his body. Those high cheekbones, straight nose, perfect full lips with straight white teeth. His body physique was boyish, but lean and strong. Unlike my disgusting body. As I look even closer my thighs are even fatter than I remember. I feel a rapid upsurge of dizziness roll over me so fast that I couldn't breath around the nauseous spasms, the last thing I feel is myself falling into the marble tiled floor draping my limp and motionless corpse onto the ground as sobs escaped my lips.
Pushing myself off the ground I try to wash away what I did with my strawberry scented wash. My mom always told me that nobody's perfect and that if you think someone's confident that there's always been a situation where they weren't. Maybe this applied here I try to convince myself, Louis is only human like myself and I had read somewhere that 80% of men have body insecurities. My feeble attempt to calm myself with reassuring thoughts is useless the male-body-insecurity thing obviously doesn't apply to him. What else does?
I walk out of the bathroom and to my room like nothing ever happened. As I lay in bed hoping unconsciousness will just take me under, the rain pounding on my roof slows down the process. As I drift off into a dreamless sleep I can smell Louis scent on my blankets.
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A loud annoying voice pulls me out of my slumber. I am beyond pissed at whoever is waking me up on my saturday. When Louis's voice is said I pay closer attention to what comes after,
''Tomlinson was found attacked by wild animals and driven to the hospital in critical condition, he was found in the forest this morning around 6:00am, please pray for Louis and his family. God bless, and have a safe weekend.''
Notes
HOLY this is short but it holds a big part of the story which I don't want to give away just yet.
I have a new author @lovespell writing the story with me, which is cool. Comment, vote, subscribe. 10 votes by the end of january, please?
Sure just don't take over the whole story because I have an ending planned aha
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1/13/16