All I ever wanted

Lucy's p.o.v

As the months passed, everything was pretty much the same. I stayed on tour with Harry and finished the first semester on my last year in Uni online. The things that did change was Eleanor's belly and me. I'm not so sad anymore. Sure it hurts that Tyler is gone, but the sadness doesn't consume me anymore. It's been two months, and I'm okay.

We were back in England for One Direction's last concert before their break and I could tell Harry was nervous. He was pacing back and forth in his dressing room. ''Baby, come sit down'' I said and he let out a sigh before walking over to me where I sat on a couch. He lays down his head on my stomach and I start playing with his hair. ''Why are you nervous?''
''It's all just...nerve wrecking. I don't know if the fans will still be there after the break, what if we can't come back?''
''Harry your fans adore you. Real fans doesn't leave because you're on a break. Wait, let me show you something'' I smiled and picked up my phone to open twitter. ''I'm reading the answer tweets on your latest tweet. 'Harry, your happiness is an importance to me. I love you, if you're not told that enough', 'love you always', 'you're the best thing that has happened to me. You saved me', 'Harry eat my ass'' we both bursted out in laughs. ''Do you see how much they love you? They won't leave'' I bent down over him and gave him a kiss on the lips. ''Oooh, very spiderman-y'' he smirked ''come on popstar, get your ass to hair and make up''.


''Uh-oh, bottom lip is going'' Niall said from the stage, they were all on the verge of crying. However Eleanor and I were standing beside the stage crying our eyes out. It was such an emotional night for the boys and the atmosphere was just overwhelming. ''Thank you. We've been One Direction'' Harry said before all the boys leaving the stage. ''You did great, babe'' I said as I pulled in my beautiful boyfriend for a hug, ''I love you so so much'' Harry whispered in to my ear ''I love you so so much, too''. ''Okay lovebirds, we need to get going if we're gonna make it to the after party'' Niall said and put his arms around me and Harry. ''I might stay with Eleanor tonight, she doesn't want to be in that environment when she's six months pregnant'' I told Harry and Niall, ''don't worry about that, love. I'll be with my beautiful fiance tonight'' Louis said with a smile. ''Great, then you can get wasted with me tonight'' Niall said and gave me a high five, ''we'll see about that, Leprechaun'' I laughed.


''Ready to go home tomorrow?'' I asked when we were in bed later that night. The after party had been fun all though Harry and I had to take a very drunk Niall back to the hotel. What's going on with him is a whole other story, he's been kind of...out of it the last couple of months. ''I'm so ready to go home'' Harry said and let out a yawn before pulling me into his chest. I was following the lines of the bird tattoos on his chest and thinking about how nice it would be to get home. I wonder what life would be living with Harry for real. I mean we've lived together for two years but One Direction has literally been gone at least ten months per year and when they're home it's only for a week or a few days. But this time it's different. They're on a break. They're coming home. Harry is coming home. To me. ''Penny for your thoughts?'' ''hm?'' I said ''what are you thinking about?'' ''just home nice it's gonna be to actually live with you'' I shrugged. ''I'm sorry it's been hard these years'' he whispered, ''it was worth it. Because the feeling of knowing you'll be there for at least a year makes me crazy happy and excited'' I smiled and looked up at him when he chuckled, ''you'll finally get the normal you deserve'' ''well, you do too''.

We were quiet for a while and I was slowly falling asleep to him playing with my hair. ''How long are we gonna be in London before going back to Holmes Chapel for the holidays? I think you've told me but I can't remember'' Harry said and I sat up to grab my phone to take a look in my calendar. ''Okay let's see. Niall will fly to Ireland tomorrow at 2pm to see his family, Liam is driving home to Wolverhampton with his parents tomorrow morning so we need to wake up early to say goodbye. Uhm, Lou and El are driving to Donny they're spending the holidays with Louis' family. As for you and me...hmm...we were supposed to fly but yeah I cancelled our flight, we're driving back to London some time tomorrow. We'll stay for like two days before going to Holmes Chapel'' I said whilst I was scrolling on my phone. ''Luce, why do you have all of our schedules in your phone?'' he chuckled, ''oh shush, I've basically been yall's mum on tour these past months'' I placed my phone on the little table next to the bed and crawled back in to Harry's arms. ''You sure you're my mum? In that case I can't do this'' he said and started kissing my neck making me giggle, ''or this'' he whispered and put his hands inside my knickers, placing a finger between the lips making me let out a loud moan. ''Fuck it'' I said before pulling off my top.

''It was lovely to see you again, Lucy'' Liam's mum said hugged me, ''it was nice to see you too, Mrs Payne, and you, Mr Payne'' I said and shook his hand. Harry and I were in the lobby of the hotel seeing the Payne family off. ''I won't see you for a while now, Payno'' I said after Liam had hugged Harry. He pulled me in to a hug, ''always a phone call away, Lucyloose. Take care now, love'' we waved goodbye as they were escorted by the security to their car that was waiting outside. ''Let's go wake Nialler'' Harry said grabbing my hand and headed for the elevators.

We walked in to Niall's room to see him sound asleep on the bed, just as we left him last night. ''Oooooooi'' Harry yelled making Niall almost fly up, ''WHAT IS GOING ON'' Niall yelled out of fright. I giggled and sat down on the bed only to be followed by Harry. ''We wanna know what went down last night'' Harry demanded, ''what do you mean, Haz?'' Niall said and rubbed his eyes. ''I know it was our after party, everyone was drinking but you spiraled out of control. You don't do that unless something's up'' Harry said and Niall let out a sigh. ''Tess showed up at the after party last night'' he said and avoided our confused looks. ''She did what?'' I said with a high pitched voice. After the last time when Niall told me what she did to him I was so mad. I didn't even speak to her after that, no one treats my friends like that. Not even her. ''What did she say?'' Harry sighed, he had been pretty quiet about this whole thing. But that's just how he is, trying to avoid drama at all costs. I know he had taken Niall's side though, of course. ''Uh, I'm not sure you wanna hear this Lucy'' he looked up at me, ''you can tell me''. ''She told me she still loved me, that she wanted you in her life again..'' I let out a gasp ''how dare she? How fucking dares she hurt you like that and claim MONTHS after that she still loves you. And then saying she wants me in her life again? I'm calling her right now, I'm gonna tell her where she can shove it'' I said grabbing my phone. ''Lucy'' both Niall and Harry said protesting, but I had already made up my mind.

Half an hour there was a knock on the door. Niall had gotten dressed and was pacing back and forth, it hurt me that I had to do this in front of him. Harry opened the door and Tess smiled as she walked in. ''Thanks for calling, I really appreciate you..'' ''save it'' I said with a harsh tone making her frown. ''Oh here we go'' Harry mumbled. ''Do you remember the first time I introduced you to Niall and I saw directly that you liked him? Do you remember what I said? I said, he's kind, genuine and amazing, don't hurt him. You laughed and asked why you would hurt him, and I told you he was fragile. He had a fragile heart. He won't give it to someone unless he's sure. Sure that person is someone he do want to live his life with. You were that person. I would like to know what went through that tiny brain of yours when you cheated on him. Look at him'' I pointed at Niall who looked like he wanted to disappear from the face of the earth ''you had that. He loved you. Even though you had your problems, he loved you through thick and thin. And you didn't have the decency to tell him that you lost feelings or whatever, you decided to cheat on that boy. I hope you know what you've done, you've not only lost him. You have lost El, Lou, Liam, Harry. You have lost me'' I crossed my arms, biting my tongue so hard not to cry. I was so angry and sad but it all would be for nothing if I broke down in tears. ''Well'' she began, ''I don't need you. I want him, that's the only reason I'm back here. You're a pathetic little cunt who only want Harry for his money. You and I both know that'' I opened my mouth to answer her but nothing left my mouth. ''Are you out of your fucking mind, Tess? Why the hell would I take you back? And after what you just said to Lucy? You're insane'' Niall yelled, ''you need to leave right now'' Harry said and opened the door. ''You're happy now, Lucy. Aren't you?'' she smirked at me and that's when I lost it. I almost flew onto her but she was faster, before I knew it she slapped me across the face with her freaking claws out. Leaving scratch marks across my face. Niall was between us in two seconds and Harry grabbed her arm yelling for security. ''Fucking let me go Niall. I'm gonna fucking kill her'' I screamed but Niall was stronger than me and I had no way of getting out of his grip. Security were already in the hall and was quick in the room and grabbed Tess. ''This girl is no more welcome in any of One Direction's members reach'' I heard Harry said before Niall led me in to the bathroom.

''Sit down'' he said and pointed at the toilet and I did as he said since he sounded pissed. ''I'm sorry Niall'' I said and started to sob in to my hands. He crouched down in front of me and grabbed my hands and I saw that there now were blood on my hands. ''This is not your fault. You didn't do all those things'' he said with a soft voice and started cleaning my face. I flinched because of the pain but got a little distracted when Harry walked in with Eleanor and Louis following him. ''Fuck'' he said when he looked at me, ''oh my god what happened'' El rushed over to me but I just shook my head. ''What are you guys doing here?'' I asked and forced a smile, ''we were coming to say goodbye only to see you've been in a cat fight. How you doing champ?'' Louis smiled. He was always the one to lift up the mood in situations like this. And I was so grateful for that. I wiped away my tears, ''I'm fine, you should see the other chick'' I said making everyone laugh. ''Thanks Ni'' I said when he was done cleaning my face and we all moved out to the living room area.

I sat down beside Eleanor and placed a hand on her now very big stomach. I leaned down to it and stroke it gently, ''hello baby, it's auntie Lucy. I won't see you for awhile now, because your mummy and daddy are going home. But that's good, I'm sure your other hundreds of aunties and your only uncle wants to see you'' Louis chuckled at me referencing his sisters. ''Oh you're kicking now, I'm gonna miss you too. Do me a favor will ya? Eat and sleep well so you're even bigger the next time I see you, okay?'' I sat up again to look with El with a smile. ''You know you would be a perfect mum'' she said ̈́''maybe one day'' I let out a laugh. Harry, Niall and I hugged them goodbye, ''bye Baby Tommo'' I said and waved to the stomach. ''Or baby Calder'' Eleanor said, ''love, both you and I know you'll be Eleanor Tomlinson within the next year'' Louis sassed making us all laugh. A sudden feeling of excitement rushed through my body. I was going home today. And Harry was going with me.

Notes

I haven't checked for spelling mistakes or other errors in this chapter so I'm sorry if there is some, just don't have the time right now. This is kind of a filler chapter. A boring one I think. Next chapter is Christmas and New Years and Harry has something special planned for Lucy.

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