Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Unconditionally
Evie's POV:
Finally I am out of that shit hole. We are driving back to the house, Harry is driving he I see him looking at me in the top review mirror, Louis and Liam are at the back with me while Niall is at the front. "Thanks again Haz" Niall says and him and the rest of the boys get out of the car. I take my seatbelt off, "thanks again" I say and close the car door behind me.
"Evie wait" he comes up to me. "Harry not now I'm tired" I sigh.
"Are you crazy?" he raises his voice, "excuse me" I ask him.
"Why would you do that, tell me" he yells.
"I don't know ok?" I say looking to the ground.
"A thank you would be nice" I murmur. "Oh please you got your thank you when I bailed you out of there" he says. "Harry I was in there because of you" I yell back.
"I did not or need your help" he yells making me tear up. "You could of out your life in danger and what would have happened to Oscar huh? he yells. "Please stop yelling" I cover my ears.
We stay silent for about a couple of minutes. "Ok fine Harry I'm sorry for helping you, I guess you do stupid things for the person you love even though they broke your heart so many times." I say and run to the front door and slam it, run up to my room and cry.
"Hey heres some pizza" Liam hands me the plate.
"Thanks" I take a bite, "Guys we have a criminal in the house" Louis chuckles and I laugh.
"Shut up Louis" El hits him behind the head. "it's fine El" I chuckle.
I am laying down in bed, and take my phone off the charger and see a message.
From Harry:
Evie thank you of what you did for me. But please never put yourself in danger like that again I would never live with myself if something ever happened to you. You shouldn't waste your love on me, I don't deserve it or you. Please stay safe xxxx
I contemplate if I should text him back or not. what does he mean I don't deserve him or he doesn't deserve his love. He is my first and only love. I am just so confused right now, it has been a very long day I am just going to get some sleep.
I am sitting in our backyard everyone took Oscar to the moves they thought he would be good if I had some time to myself. I am sitting on the chair dressed casually https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/c6/f3/68/c6f368bee057cfe12da812d91717c92e.jpg
I am playing my guitar and feel at home straight away
Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time
I sing .
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
Why can't Harry let go and let me love him despite his insecurities.
Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm I would
I do it all because I love you, I love you
I forgive him for everything well because I love him
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)
I will love you (unconditionally)
I will love you
I will love you unconditionally
I will always love Harry, but now I'm thinking back to what he said him not deserving of my love. Just because we are not together doesn't mean I won't always love Harry.
Finally I am out of that shit hole. We are driving back to the house, Harry is driving he I see him looking at me in the top review mirror, Louis and Liam are at the back with me while Niall is at the front. "Thanks again Haz" Niall says and him and the rest of the boys get out of the car. I take my seatbelt off, "thanks again" I say and close the car door behind me.
"Evie wait" he comes up to me. "Harry not now I'm tired" I sigh.
"Are you crazy?" he raises his voice, "excuse me" I ask him.
"Why would you do that, tell me" he yells.
"I don't know ok?" I say looking to the ground.
"A thank you would be nice" I murmur. "Oh please you got your thank you when I bailed you out of there" he says. "Harry I was in there because of you" I yell back.
"I did not or need your help" he yells making me tear up. "You could of out your life in danger and what would have happened to Oscar huh? he yells. "Please stop yelling" I cover my ears.
We stay silent for about a couple of minutes. "Ok fine Harry I'm sorry for helping you, I guess you do stupid things for the person you love even though they broke your heart so many times." I say and run to the front door and slam it, run up to my room and cry.
"Hey heres some pizza" Liam hands me the plate.
"Thanks" I take a bite, "Guys we have a criminal in the house" Louis chuckles and I laugh.
"Shut up Louis" El hits him behind the head. "it's fine El" I chuckle.
I am laying down in bed, and take my phone off the charger and see a message.
From Harry:
Evie thank you of what you did for me. But please never put yourself in danger like that again I would never live with myself if something ever happened to you. You shouldn't waste your love on me, I don't deserve it or you. Please stay safe xxxx
I contemplate if I should text him back or not. what does he mean I don't deserve him or he doesn't deserve his love. He is my first and only love. I am just so confused right now, it has been a very long day I am just going to get some sleep.
I am sitting in our backyard everyone took Oscar to the moves they thought he would be good if I had some time to myself. I am sitting on the chair dressed casually https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/c6/f3/68/c6f368bee057cfe12da812d91717c92e.jpg
I am playing my guitar and feel at home straight away
Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry
Never made me blink one time
I sing .
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
Why can't Harry let go and let me love him despite his insecurities.
Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm I would
I do it all because I love you, I love you
I forgive him for everything well because I love him
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free
Will you do the same for me?
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
And there is no fear now
Let go and just be free
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah)
I will love you (unconditionally)
I will love you
I will love you unconditionally
I will always love Harry, but now I'm thinking back to what he said him not deserving of my love. Just because we are not together doesn't mean I won't always love Harry.
