Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Wait for my fate
"Ok class begin now" Our maths teacher says, and we all start our tests. I can't even concentrate right now after this period El is coming with me to the doctors so my mind is there. I can't even figure out this question I am totally stuck on.
"Ok I need all tests up the front please, so please pass them down." I pass my test down and hand it too Harry and I smile weakly to him. I then feel sick again and run out of the classroom and don't make it to the bathroom so I vomit in the tap. "Hey you ok?" I wipe my mouth and run my hand through my hair and turn around, "yea Harry fine". I bend down as I feel dizzy and place my hand across my forehead. He comes next to me on the ground "You don't look so well Evie," he says.
"Um yea I'll be fine" I say slowly getting up.
"Hey Evie ready to go?" El asks me interrupting Harry and I looking at each other, I quickly return back to earth. "Ahh yea let's go" I say then look at Harry and walk out of the school with El.
We are waiting in the doctors office and I can't stop shaking. They call my name and I stand up and so does El I need her in there with me. "Remember what happens we are all ---" she says
"You are all here for me I know " I smile she takes my arm, we walk in and sit down opposite the doctor, I take a deep breath and wait for my fate.
"hey how did it go?" Sophia ask me as El and myself walk in the front door.
"I'm just going to umm be in my room" I point to the stairs.
I fall asleep and look at the clock wow did I sleep that long. I get up and rub my eyes, I go to the bathroom and wash the stress away of today. I have my arm leaned against the shower wall with my head down. Thoughts are running through my mind both good and bad, I just need good night sleep and maybe I can think straight tomorrow.
My eyes flutter open, it's Saturday morning I get up, have a shower and get changed https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/27/6c/83/276c83240439c27bc56d8d60a15f3c4a.jpg
I make my way downstairs. "Morning love breakfast?" Niall asks me "ah no thanks" I reply.
"How you sleep?" Liam asks "Pretty well thanks" I say going over to the sink and getting a glass of water, I finish my water and out the glass back in the sink. "I'm going to head out" I say
"Do you want some company?" El asks me but I shake my head, "no thanks I'm actually going to umm" I say and she knows what I mean. "Good luck love, we love you" Louis shouts out and I wave and step outside.
I stand outside the familiar door and knock on it. A minute later Harry answers the door. "Evie what are you doing here, are you ok?" he asks me with a worried look. "Yea I'm fine, um can we talk please?"
"Yea sure" he says stepping out of his house and we start walking, gosh I miss this so much.
"So what's up" Harry breaks the silence. I gulp and take a breath "Umm well there is no way of saying this but umm" I can't even speak I look to the floor. "Evie" Harry grabs my hand "you can tell me anything, I will always be here for you." He says.
"Harry I'm umm pregnant"
