The Girl In The Audience
Lindsey
Lindsey’s point of view*
As I went to bed that night, all I kept thinking about was my time with Harry. How could I be so lucky? Harry is a super talented mega star, and I’m just a girl from New York, but this was real, it happened. I don’t know if I have true feelings for him yet, and I’m not sure if he has feelings for me either, but I want to find out. I let my mind trail off to our conversation. I remember Kayla asking if I would be ok talking to Harry while she talked to Niall. Duh, of course I was ok with it! The first few moments were a little awkward, and we kept looking at each other for a few seconds and looking away. I wondered what Niall wanted to tell Kayla. I hoped everything was going well. “So how long have you two been in London?” Harry’s said, his voice startling me a little, as it cut through the silence, and straight through my thoughts. I jumped slightly, but Harry didn’t seem to have noticed. “We just moved here about a month ago from New York, to go to the college here.” I said trying not to sound nervous, I failed terribly. “That’s cool, are you guys the same age? Do have any of the same classes?” He said. “Yeah we’re the same age. We’re both 18, and we do have some classes together. We wish we could get out more, but we don’t know our way around very well.” I said feeling a bit more comfortable. “Well I’m sure Niall and I can show you guys around on some of our time off” He said with a shy smile. Woah, hold up, did Harry Styles just imply he wanted to see me again? “Really? That would be awesome.” I said a little shocked at his offer. “It would be my pleasure.” He said smiling sweetly. Suddenly, I really didn’t want to talk about myself anymore, so I quickly change the subject to how his life has been sense the band formed. “ So, how is it being on the road all the time?” I asked happily changing the subject. “ I absolutely love it. I get to meet so many amazing people. But to be honest, it is really hard for me to be away from my friends and family for so long.” He said spilling his feelings to me. “I totally understand how it feels to be away from your friends and family for so long. Luckily I have Kayla here with me, or I think I would lose my mind.” I said honestly. “Yeah and I’m glad I get to do this with four new best friends. The one thing I wish I could change though is all the rumors. You get judged on every little thing you do. What you wear, where you go, who you date, everything. I get labeled as things that I’m not. The paps labeled me as a womanizer, but I’m not. I’m just looking for the right girl and I just haven’t found her yet. I know that my true fans don’t believe it all and I love them for that.” Harry said to me moving a curl away from his face, and staring straight into my eyes, spilling his heart and soul to me. I think I can see tears forming in his eyes, but he’s holding them back. Why did I bring this up, I’m making the boy cry for God’s sake. I place my hand on his for a second then, pulled away. I couldn’t let myself fall for him. I have been hurt to many times in the past. His eyes widened slightly at my touch, and as I pulled away they shrunk again. “I know it must be hard to deal with stuff like that, living a life with paps making up half of your life for you” I said. “It is hard, but it’s not all bad, I’m living my dream, and it’s worth it in the end.” He said starting to cheer up again. I was about to say something when I got interrupted by Kayla saying, “Lindsey you ready to go?” Why did she have to interrupt me now, just when it was getting good? I looked at my watch. Oh that’s why, it’s late, and we have class tomorrow. “Yeah, I’m ready,” I said. We said goodbye to everyone, and when Harry pulled me into a hug I got chills down my spine, and butterflies in my stomach. Lindsey stop, you can’t fall for him, you can’t get hurt again. I told myself. I have to keep my guard up. Kayla and I walked to the car, and when we got in we were both deep in thought, taking in what just happened. That was amazing. With that thought in my head I drifted off to sleep.
As I went to bed that night, all I kept thinking about was my time with Harry. How could I be so lucky? Harry is a super talented mega star, and I’m just a girl from New York, but this was real, it happened. I don’t know if I have true feelings for him yet, and I’m not sure if he has feelings for me either, but I want to find out. I let my mind trail off to our conversation. I remember Kayla asking if I would be ok talking to Harry while she talked to Niall. Duh, of course I was ok with it! The first few moments were a little awkward, and we kept looking at each other for a few seconds and looking away. I wondered what Niall wanted to tell Kayla. I hoped everything was going well. “So how long have you two been in London?” Harry’s said, his voice startling me a little, as it cut through the silence, and straight through my thoughts. I jumped slightly, but Harry didn’t seem to have noticed. “We just moved here about a month ago from New York, to go to the college here.” I said trying not to sound nervous, I failed terribly. “That’s cool, are you guys the same age? Do have any of the same classes?” He said. “Yeah we’re the same age. We’re both 18, and we do have some classes together. We wish we could get out more, but we don’t know our way around very well.” I said feeling a bit more comfortable. “Well I’m sure Niall and I can show you guys around on some of our time off” He said with a shy smile. Woah, hold up, did Harry Styles just imply he wanted to see me again? “Really? That would be awesome.” I said a little shocked at his offer. “It would be my pleasure.” He said smiling sweetly. Suddenly, I really didn’t want to talk about myself anymore, so I quickly change the subject to how his life has been sense the band formed. “ So, how is it being on the road all the time?” I asked happily changing the subject. “ I absolutely love it. I get to meet so many amazing people. But to be honest, it is really hard for me to be away from my friends and family for so long.” He said spilling his feelings to me. “I totally understand how it feels to be away from your friends and family for so long. Luckily I have Kayla here with me, or I think I would lose my mind.” I said honestly. “Yeah and I’m glad I get to do this with four new best friends. The one thing I wish I could change though is all the rumors. You get judged on every little thing you do. What you wear, where you go, who you date, everything. I get labeled as things that I’m not. The paps labeled me as a womanizer, but I’m not. I’m just looking for the right girl and I just haven’t found her yet. I know that my true fans don’t believe it all and I love them for that.” Harry said to me moving a curl away from his face, and staring straight into my eyes, spilling his heart and soul to me. I think I can see tears forming in his eyes, but he’s holding them back. Why did I bring this up, I’m making the boy cry for God’s sake. I place my hand on his for a second then, pulled away. I couldn’t let myself fall for him. I have been hurt to many times in the past. His eyes widened slightly at my touch, and as I pulled away they shrunk again. “I know it must be hard to deal with stuff like that, living a life with paps making up half of your life for you” I said. “It is hard, but it’s not all bad, I’m living my dream, and it’s worth it in the end.” He said starting to cheer up again. I was about to say something when I got interrupted by Kayla saying, “Lindsey you ready to go?” Why did she have to interrupt me now, just when it was getting good? I looked at my watch. Oh that’s why, it’s late, and we have class tomorrow. “Yeah, I’m ready,” I said. We said goodbye to everyone, and when Harry pulled me into a hug I got chills down my spine, and butterflies in my stomach. Lindsey stop, you can’t fall for him, you can’t get hurt again. I told myself. I have to keep my guard up. Kayla and I walked to the car, and when we got in we were both deep in thought, taking in what just happened. That was amazing. With that thought in my head I drifted off to sleep.
10/13/13