I Can't Fall for him!

I get up with getting a little amount of sleep, I jump into the shower, get dressed and make my way down for the second day of One Direction's music video. I confidently find my way to the makeup room and set everything up, no one is with mum at the moment which upsets me a bit but I have made a commitment to this job now, and Jeremy has gone to work hopefully I won't be too long here and I can get to the hospital my mind is all over the place. My phone goes off and see a text from Taylor

From Taylor
Hey love, I have the day off so I am sitting with your mum in the hospital, we are fine just watching some cooking tv show I'll stay here until you come. Love you xxx

Gosh I have no idea where I would be without her.

To Taylor
Thank you so much I'll be there asap, I owe you so much thank you xxx

From Taylor
Take your time girl xxx

I am laughing and crying at the same time I have no idea why I just am, my tears are interrupted by the boys coming in the room. "Hey Sam" Liam comes up to me and gives me a hug followed by Louis and Niall and Harry comes and sits on the chair ready for me to get to work. "Umm do you know how long you guys will be today?" I ask him running my fingers through his hair and combing it.
"No idea why?" he asks "Just wondering" I reply
"So we will all be heading for dinner and then maybe a club today to celebrate the music video did you want to come?" Harry asks me as I am still working on his hair.
"Umm sounds fun, but I can't" I say truthfully
"Oh come on your part of the team" he uses his elbow and nudges me. Then I snap
"HARRY I SAID NO" I say and drop the bottle of water and it spills everywhere
"Fuck" I murmur to myseld I pick up the bottle and throw it in the bin.
"Ok then" he says putting his hands up in defence. I sniffle and resume back to my work.

After a couple hours I am getting agitated and really want to go to the hospital and see my mum They have just finished Liam and Louis playing soccer, I then step out and call Taylor and she reassures me that everything is fine and she is chatting with my mum and she's a good listener. I can't seem to be normal today I am such an emotional wreck I head into the bathroom and sit on the toilet and cry and cry, my sadness then turns into anger. I am in the makeup room and see everything neatly across the table and all of a sudden rage takes over me I throw everything over with my hands and arms stretched out and everything falls down together like a dominos. I then grab my hair at the front and hold onto it and realise what I have done, so I begin to pick everything up and then I see Harry walk in oh great just what I need.
"What happened here?" he comes and rushes to my side and helps me pick up the things. "I'm sorry I'll clean it all up, you don't need to help" I say trying to contain my sobs.
"Hey, hey is everything ok?" He says and stops picking things up and looks at me, I just nod and I continue to pick the things up. "hey stop that" he says grabbing my hand and I look down and sniffle and sit on the bed using my knuckles to wipe my eyes. He then sits next to me, my god what is with him "If you want to talk about anything" I turn my head "why the hell would I turn to you" I respond back, ok maybe that was harsh. "Look just go where you need to, I'll clean this up I'll just tell them you were't feeling well, go " he says looking at the door. With that I bolt out of there. In the cab I just want to get to my mum and sit with her I don't know how much time she has and I want to spend as much time with her I can, I am thinking about Harry and how he just let me go it's a side of him I have never seen, but then again it was probably a once off of him being nice.

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