I Can't Fall for him!

Waking up this morning is harder than usual all night I tossed and turned not getting a single minute of sleep, my mum and brother have been on my mind. She only has a little time left and the worst part is we don't know exact how much so I could be at work and she could pass. I get out of bed walk into my bathroom look in the mirror and see bags under my eyes which I will fix up later I hop into the shower and let the hot water sooth my body.

Today is the last of for filming One Direction's Perfect music video stepping into the hotel I make my way to the elevator, I head into the makeup room and set up everything for the final time. Thinking back to yesterday I hate that Harry saw me weak and a wreck and not controlling my emotions I hated when people saw me like that usually I am so put together. When he let me go and told me he would clean things up I saw a totally different side of him, like maybe he cared about other things or people apart from himself and maybe his arrogance is some sort of barrier, why am I still even thinking about him? Just as I shake my thoughts away he comes through the doornail gives me a smile. "Hey did you do what you had to do yesterday?" he sweetly asks me, "ahh yea, I did thanks again for letting me go" I smile back why is he all of a sudden interested in what I do? wow is Harry Styles actually trying to be nice? "That's good, I hope everything is ok with whatever you seem to be going through." he says with a whisper and sincerely I move over to where he is and lean agains the door and put my head down and sniffle and move my hand through my hair. "Yea it's not" I say and try not to cry, "Oh I'm sorry" he replies and I just remain silent and so does he. Then within seconds he comes closer to me and hugs me, random and I wrap my arms around his neck and and return the favour. My head is buried in his neck and I can smell his cologne, getting a good whiff of it it makes him even more attractive, I pull away from him and get some of his curls in my face and I haven't noticed that I have few tears, Harry uses his thumbs to wipe them away. All of a sudden I have no idea what takes over me but I make my lips crash into his, surprisingly he kisses back he then cups my face with his hands and our kiss becomes more intense.

Then he brings his body so it is touching mine and I am lightly pushed by him on the door not breaking our kiss. If I would of told you a few days ago that I would be in a hotel makeup room making out with Harry Styles I would of said you were crazy everything Taylor has told me and warned me about has gone out the window. He then picks me up from my bum and I cross my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, he is holding me up against the door and our tongues are discovering each others and our kiss deepens and becomes more hungry, he then removes me from the door and takes me over to the bed he gently lays me down and starts kissing my neck and I let out some moans. He then unbuttons my top and grabs it by both of my shoulders and I help him take it off, then I return the favour and look at his white shirt that does not belong on him right now do I grab the hem of his shirt and take his shirt off, I lay back down on the bed my head hitting the pillow and he goes back to kissing my neck and my kisses my cheeks and nose and moves down to the valley of my breasts and my stomach, his kisses are like fire I feel such euphoria and all my worries go away. He then returns back to my lips, then all of a sudden we see hear knocks at the door and both our heads fly up, I then throw my head back on the pillow and Harry buries his head on my chest and begins to softly laugh, I then get myself up and so does he with our foreheads touching and he places a kiss on my nose and I smile. He then hands me my shirt and I button it back up and he does the same with his.

He goes and unlocks the door and the rest of the lads come in, luckily there caught up in their own conversation, shortly after I do my work on them and they head off to shoot the rest of the video.

"We are really impressed with your work here, and even your suggestion for the music video" Wow there still going on about that. "Oh yea no it was just a random thing, and I have enjoyed working with the boys and everyone, there all so lovely". I say "So it looks like the boys stylist will be out for the rest of the tour, we would love for you to come on board, it will only be another few months."


Harry is filming his part where he is acting all goofy in the corridor of the hotel and throwing himself on his side on the wall with his arms spread out. He looks so handsome and funny right now I can't even contain my laughter I have to hold it in. They yell cut and it's my cue to go up to him and fix his hair, I ruffle my fingers through it and powder a bit of his face. "Thanks beautiful" he says and I blush I smile and walk back behind the camera and watch the rest of the scene. I can't help but not really know what happened before Harry and I, but I know being with him it felt good, I felt safe, but those words 'be careful' or 'don't fall for his charm' my subconscious is screaming to me. I promised myself and Taylor that I was not going to fall for him, I mean I can't fall for him.
I just walk out of the bathroom and wipe my hands on my pants after washing my hands and I look at my phone and see a missed call from Taylor so I call her back,
"Hey Tay what's up?"
"OH MY GOD SAM YOU NEED TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL" she yells and I feel like I cannot breathe, I get my bag and just leave not even bothering to tell anyone I have left.

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