I Can't Fall for him!

"Are you sure your not mad?" I ask Taylor we are both sitting on the couch and I have told her everything that has happened between Harry and me. "No of course I'm not mad" she says and I smile. "But you told me not too, and now I am completely torn about everything now." I say I haven't heard from Harry since my mums funeral and I wonder why is being so distant for, the other lads message me sometimes and I am getting along with Sophia meeting her for coffee sometimes. It has been two weeks since mums funeral each day gets a bit easier but it's still so hard, I wish she was here right now giving me advice on what to do.
"I just want you to be careful, that is all. I don't want him to treat you, how he treated me" she says and I am bit confused. "what do you mean Tay?"
"Well you've heard the song right, it's about a relationship that is just for fun, it's not serious relationship, I just think you deserve so much more than that."
I guess she is right Harry Styles doesn't do long term relationships, and I don't want to be one of those girls that has a 'fling' I will never be one of those. But when I am with him I feel so safe and know everything will be ok, ahh why is this so confusing. I guess there is one way to find out, to go see him.

I arrive at the Intercontinental hotel where he and the boys are staying. I knock on the door and wait a few seconds for him to answer it, he then opens the door and he is shirtless and I think my heart has stopped a bit, my god that body, he has his arm leant against the door looking so sexy. "Sorry to just rock up like this" I say nervously that's what Harry does to me. "Let's talk outside" he says and begins to step towards me but we are interrupted.

"Harry babe whose at the door?" I hear someone say and my hearts stops and shattered in a million pieces. Harry close his eyes softly and I just look at him in disgust and walk away.
"SAM NO PLEASE WAIT" he yells but the elevator door closes leaving him and my heart behind. Everything Taylor has told and warned me about has come true, now I see clearly what she meant, everything is confirmed in my head and heart.

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