I Can't Fall for him!

I get back to my apartment alone, and throw my bag on the floor and crawl into my bed and begin to cry. I know Harry and I are not together, so then why does it hurt so much? knowing he was with another girl kills me, touching, kissing him I feel so alone. Looking out my window with tears coming down my face. I honestly thought that maybe Harry would wait for me kind of and prove me and the others wrong that he is not that kind of guy but he just did. To think I actually started to fall for him.

Harry's POV:
Last night the lads and I decided to go out and have good time, I must have gotten so drunk. The last two weeks I have thought of Sam everyday, but I am keeping my distance so she can have the chance to mourn her mother. I ended up sleeping with some random girl last night and funny thing is as soon as I did it I felt like I cheated on Sam even though we aren't together. I was going to wait for her and when she was ready she would become mine. That chance is way gone now, the slut from last night has gone- well I kicked her out, I can't help but well up a bit. I then go into the draw by the bed and pick up her necklace, yea I still have it, it's like having a piece of her with me and I hold it close to me "I'm sorry Sammy." I whisper and lay down on the bed and begin to imagine her beautiful face.

Sam's POV:
It is early morning and I have just finished getting dresses on this wonderful warm New York city day. I am wearing white pants, with a light sky blue long sleeve shirt that shows bit of my belly button, some wedge sandals and my black handbag on my arm and my hair is half up half down. I put my sunglasses on and make my way to meet Taylor for coffee, I will be with her in another few hours to style her up for an interview she has.
"Say it, I told you so" I say after explaining to her what happened when I wen to see Harry.
Her face drops. "Sweetie I am so sorry," she touches my hand . "No Tay, I mean you warned me, and I was being stubborn as usual." I start to tear up a bit but immediately wipe them away. "Gosh, why did I start to fall for him Tay, why" I whisper
She brings her chair closer to mine, "Honey you were going through a rough time, your mum being sick and he was just there." she says and she is right Harry was just there when I needed a distraction. "I miss her Taylor, so much" I cry hard and Taylor embraces me "I know sweetie, I know, shh" she rubs my back while hugging me.

After my little breakdown with Taylor Jeremy and I decide to catch up for lunch, some sibling time. Jeremy and I are so close he is only older by two years and we were inseparable growing up. After our lunch catch up, we hug and say goodbye, and I head down to the cemetery.
"Hey mum" I say laying orange flowers down, I bob down on my knees.
"I miss you so much, I kind of need some advice I guess if your looking down on me you can see some stuff has gone down between Harry and myself" I lightly chuckle.
'I have started to fall for him, but now I just don't know" I sniffle,
"I wish you were here mummy"


After visiting mum I then head down to the studio and did Taylor's hair and makeup. I am at home sitting on the couch flicking through the channels looking for smoothing to watch. I then see my phone light up, I pick it up

From Sophia
Hey Sam, drinks tonight? just us girls xxx

I smile and text her back.

To Sophia
Sounds good, let me know where and when. X

From Sophia:
How about the boys hotel? say in another hour??

To Sophia:
Sounds good xxx

I get up from the couch and have a quick shower, and change
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I head into the cab and he drops me outside the hotel I say thank you and pay him. I enter the lobby and turn to the left and see Sophia sitting at the bar and Liam is with her, gosh I hope I'm not crashing their date. "Hey Sam, you look gorgeous" she comes and hugs me. "Thanks so do you Soph" I reply, "Hey love, how are you?" Liam kisses me on both cheeks. We take a seat at the table and turn my head and see Niall and Louis coming in, I move out of my seat and give them a kiss and hug hello. I am about to walk back to my seat and I notice Harry turning the corner into the bar coming for me. But I just stand there.

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