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MadHouse

My Heart Will Beat For You (Part 2)

TALIA’S POV.

I could feel myself slowly giving out. "Talia," a voice coos. I see a beautiful face with a worried expression greet me, and that is when I know I am dead. Because he is far too beautiful to be human. He must be an angel. I smile warmly at him, and try to reach him. But before I do, I fall down into a pit of darkness, watching the beautiful face disappear slowly. "Talia…" I hear it speak before I finally lose all sight of him and become completely engulfed into the darkness. I felt myself free falling into a dark pit of blackness. I was scared yet calm. I looked down at the ground and knew I would hit the cold stone street. Everything around me was to flying past, to fast for me to make out.

I screamed for help then next thing I know is I see lights. People over me, I could feel that we were moving so I must be on a bed or something. They were rushing and all I could here were screams. “SHE AWAKE! CHECK HER STATS!” I could feel several hands on me and placing things inside of me. So I guess I came back from the darkness called death. But as fast I came, I left back out. I could feel myself holding on but it was no use. I know im gonna pass out sooner or later. My eyes fluttered opened and closed, the only sounds audible was my heart beat. The rhythmic pounding in my chest.

BA BOOM. BA BOOM. BA BOOM.

I tried to talk, the pain making it hard to get one word out. I couldn’t hold on any longer. I needed to rest…I needed to let go. Let go of this, let go of life. I felt myself take my last breaths and the last pair of eyes I seen was the icey blue that stared back at me with a tear stained face. I felt bad for leaving him. I should’ve thought about it. I knew he would need me later on. I opened my mouth to speak. “L-Lou…I-im sorry…” Then everything went back to black.
AZALEA’S POV.

I saw them rush her to the back, leaving me there in the middle of the hallway just staring. How could this have happen? What made her start again? I knew she use to cut when we got older, after he accident causing her life almost. She seemed perfectly fine earlier today. Then I remember the mail. She made a confused face while reading the address while making her way up the stairs. Maybe that was it.

I was snapped out of my thoughts of concern when I saw Louis come out of the back, blood all over his clothes with a grief stricken face. He looked at me and I knew he needed someone. He looked at me like he was asking me if it was okay to cry. I understood this and nodded my head. He fell to his knees and I ran over to him.

I held him in my arms as we sat there in he middle of the hallway, just crying. “Shhh… it’’s okay. It’s gonna be okay Lou I promise.” He looked up at me with the beautiful blue eyes except all they held was sadness, grief, and hate. I pulled him closer to me and kissed his head. I knew he felt so hurt and broken. I knew this because I knew that he loved her. “Come on, let’s go sit with the others.” He nodded and we got up. He wiped his face, leaving streaks of blood marks on his face. On our way to the waiting area, I grabbed a few wet paper towels and wipe his face and hands. He looked better but the crack in his heart was still evident. We saw the rest of the group was there and they looked even worse. Everyone was crying and sad. I knew I had to be the one to straighten all this out and let them know about her history.
Once they heard our footsteps, they looked up at us and sighed. They seen how bad Louis had took it and man he took it bad. He sat down in between Harry and Liam. I sat down in the middle of the floor and just stared into the blankness of the pastel pink colored walls.

HARRY’S POV.

I patted Louis back while he sobbed in is hands. I knew he would be the worst out of all of us. He loved Talia, and now she might die because of something we didn’t even know. He never got the chance to tell her he loved her or even try to talk to her about how they feel about each other. My attention turned to Azalea, who focused on the wall in front of her. She was in deep thought about something and hopefully she knew it was going on. “Azalea? What’s happened?” She looked at me, her green eyes filled with so much question and hurt. She sighed and I knew it was a long story.

“She use to do this. She use to cut.” All our eyes went to Azalea as she stared at the floor. “When she was 7, she almost died from an allergic reaction from peanuts but her sister found her and called the ambulance. I was with her sister at the time so I knew all of this. She made it just in time because if she came any later, she would have died. She stayed in the hospital for 5 months because of how bad it was. When she came home, she started to cut. Everyday. I would get up, go to her house and find her there, cutting away the sorrow and stress that she had. Me and her sister tried so hard to make her stop but nothing work. After about a year of cutting, she stopped. She stopped because her parents had died. She said her mother wanted her to stop so when she died she promise not to do it again. When she was 12, her grandma died. This devastated her because she was so close with her. At this point, she started again. I took her razors one day and hid them. She got super pissed at me and didn’t talk to me for 3 weeks.” She chuckled at the memory, not ever making contact with any of us. Still staring at the wall as she continued.

“She called me that night and apologized. We became best friend again and she completely stopped cutting. When she was 16, her sister died. Before her sister died, we all had lunch one day. We told Talia that if any of us were to leave this world early, that she never cut over us. That she stay strong and hold up her head. So when her sister died, she did just that. She hasn’t cut since. This is the first time she has cut and to be honest I don’t know why.” Her eyes met mine and she held in the tears. I motioned for her to come here and she got and came to me. She sat on my lap and I rubbed her back as she let the tears fall.

LOUIS POV.

All the sad tension in the room was killing me. I didn’t even feel alive at this point. I didn’t have what I really needed to keep me going and that was Talia. I could feel her heart beat steady with mine. I could tell she wanted to wake just by the way she was laying down on the bed when they took her. I felt so broken and crumpled into a billion pieces. The big black empty void in my chest was to heavy for me to bear. After hearing what Azalea said, it got me thinking. Why did she do it? And that’s when I remember the letter I took from her before the ambulance came. I felt around in my pockets and until I heard crinkling.

“Wait a minute….” I said getting out the blood stain paper. Everyone eyes met me and I looked up to see them staring at the paper in my hands. “Lou…what is that?” I looked back down at the paper in my blood stained hands. “It’s the paper she had laying next to her. I took it before the ambulance came.” Well all sat there staring at the paper that might hold the answer to why she did what she did. “You…you guys wanna open it?” I looked around the room as they all nodded. At this point, we were the only people in the room, in the hospital actually. I slowly opened it and read it. I decided to read it out loud. My voice shook with sadness and anger as I read it. When I came to the end, I felt a mix of emotions. I stared at the letter, my heart beating fast with fury and hatred yet sadness and fright.

I can’t believe he would do that to her, or even say those things to her. “Oh my god…” I heard Tori say as she covered her mouth with her hand, Niall pulling her into him. Oh yeah! By the way I knew they were dating, totally inappropriate time to say that. Anyway, everyone cried even harder, but I couldn’t. I had no more tears to shed at this point. Soon the doctor came back out and found us sitting there in our pity. “Um excuse me? Are you friends of Natalia Innes?” We all looked up at him and shook our heads. I shot up and stood in my spot waiting for an answer he was gonna give.

“Okay. Well, she is alive but sadly, she is in a coma.” My heart fluttered and I could feel the blood rush back to the rest of my body. Oh my god she made it. “She lost a lot of blood, making it hard for us to keep her alive for so long but she is doing well and is stable. You guys should head home and I will call you to let you know how she is doing.” We nodded our heads and the doctor walked off. I wish I could go in there and see her. Well all got up and made our way to the door. Well left the hospital and since our house was not to far from it, it took us 30 minutes to get home. When we got home, I trudged inside and went straight upstairs. “Lou you okay mate?” I turned around to see them looking at me, worry in their eyes.

I sighed. “Yea I’ll be fine.” They nodded their heads and I continued upstairs. After all this. I needed a good night sleep. Little did I know, I wasn’t going to get one.

4 DAYS LATER

TALIAS POV.

I awoke in a room. Galaxy walls, white ceiling with photos covering it. My vision was very blurry but it was slowly coming back. I looked around as I sat up. The dresser full of photos of familiar people….. I looked around the room and finally realized once my vision came back, it was my room. I rubbed my head from the immense pain I was feeling. I felt like I was being hit in the head with hammer repeatedly.I got up, almost falling but catching myself before hitting the floor. I stumbled to my door and was about to open it when I saw a figure from my peripheral. I turned in that direction and my breath was caught in throat. I felt myself freeze and I didn’t even move. Was this even possible?

“A-Anabelle? Oh my god…” I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. This isn’t real. “Hey Slick” I haven’t heard that nickname in 3 years. I felt myself relax. My mouth turned in an upward motion signaling that I was smiling. “It is you.” I breathed out. I heard her chuckle. I miss that laugh. The laugh that use to make me laugh, that irritated me when it was to loud, the laugh that made me happy, the laugh that I missed. I looked around the room. “Why am I here? What happened?” She came closer to me and stopped right in front of me. “Your alive Talia, just in a coma.” I shook my head. I can’t believe im seeing her right now.

Her long blonde hair coming across to her right side, falling all the way down to her hip. Her big blue eyes looking into mine with limited makeup but she still looked gorgeous. She was wearing a pretty shade of pink long sleeve button up shirt, light blue jeans, jean vest, and her classic black heels that made her look taller than what she really was. She smelt like she always did, sweet and rosey. I missed that smell. I would always tell her she smelt good even though she used the same perfume I got her for birthday, but I didn’t care. We stared at each other for a moment before she spoke up. “Can’t I get a hug?” A sad grin came across my face as I pulled her in. I can’t believe I’m touching her again.

I felt the tears prick my eyes as I tried to hold them back, Annabelle patting my back softly as little sobs force themselves out. “Shh…. It’s okay Talia, I’m here now.” I pulled back and looked at her, my hands still on her shoulders. “I miss you so much Annabelle, life isn’t the same without you. You were the only one I had left.” Then I remember the argument we had 2 hours before she died. “I’m sorry for being made at you and listening to you for what you said. I wished me never argued, I wished we got along that day. I wish I could take it all back. I wi-“ She cut me off my hugging me again.

“Shhh Talz it’s okay I forgive you, besides I started it. At least you know I will always love you.” I felt the tears pouring down at this point. She rocked us back and forth, leading us over to the bed so we could sit. We both sat down and let go of each other. I could see the tears in her eyes which made mine worse. It’s been 3 years now since I’ve seen her. She still looks the same, beautiful and gorgeous. She sighed and grabbed my hand. “I’ve been watching you Talia, you’ve made such a great name for yourself. I’m proud of you baby girl, I really am.” I smiled at her and looked down at our adjoined hands. “That’s all I ever wanted Belle.” She chuckled and squeezed my hand.

At this point, 2 things were on my mind. “I know you love him Talia. I know he is all you can think about right now. You need him and he needs you.” She knew Louis was on my mind and everything she said was correct. I couldn’t get Louis of mind. How he was feeling right now and how I hurt him so badly. “He’s been here everyday for the whole week” Wow, I’ve been in a coma for 4 days. “He has sat there with you, holding your hand, crying his eyes out for you to come back to him. He really loves you. I know he reminds you of me and that’s why you love him. You have to go back to him. He truly needs you.”

I looked up at Annabelle as my brain slowly digested all of the sadly stricken news on Louis. He’s been in my room for a week, waiting for me to come back? To him? He truly did love me. “But I want to stay here with you Annabelle, I don’t think I can make it this long without you.” She stood up and looked at me amused. She walked to the door and turned to look at me, waving me to come on. She went through the walls, leaving me there in my room. I got up dreadfully and opened the door. I looked to the left then to right, finally spotting her. She was at the stairs. I made my way over and walked down the stairs together, silence never leaving our minds.

We made it to the Living room and we both sat down. She sat down on the sofa across from me, putting one leg over the other, just looking at me. I slump back into the chair, waiting for her reply. “You have to Talia. You can’t stay with me, I’m not a physical being and I WANT you to go. I want you to start a life and be happy. I want you to have fun while you still can. Live young and be free. Don’t let what happen to me happen to you. I will always be here for you Talia and you know that. I watching you and making sure you are okay. I can’t do that if you’re here now can I?” I chuckled and shook my head. We stared at each other until we couldn’t hold the laughter in no more. Our bubbly giggles to over the obnoxious quietness and lit up the room and my heart. “So how do you like him?” I sighed and came out with it, not hesitating to think about it. “He is one amazing boy. For one he is super cute and adorable. His pretty ice blue eyes and cute smile. The way he lights up a room when he walks in, how he always makes people smile, how serious he can get in a matter of seconds, how he can tell if something is wrong with someone. I love how confident and outspoken he is. His sassiness and swagger. I love how he always makes me blush without even trying, his arms around me, how we can lay together and not feel awkward about it, and lastly, I love how I can be me around him and he loves it.”

She just stared and smiled at me. “You guys would make the cutest couple ever on this earth!” I giggled at her outburst and she laughed at me. “I just wish he could meet you in person, He would love you right of the bat. You guys are so alike. If only there was a way…”
She looked like she was thinking about something or someone. I looked at her confused and spoke up. “You okay Annabelle, you look like you were thinking about something important?” her eyes met mine and she shook her head. “Oh no I’m fine. Hey, I have to go now.” My heart sank at these words. I didn’t want her to go. Without me even knowing, I got up and ran over to her. Sitting in the same couch she is, I cried for her to stay while she smoothed my hair down and kissed my forehead repeatedly. “Don’t worry Talia, I’ll be back and so will you, you’ll see.” We both got up and faced each other. We hugged for a long time until she reluctantly pulled away, I could feel it. She grabbed both my hands and smiled at me. “I’m gonna go meet someone who is very special to you Talia.”

I looked at her confused as she let my hands go, slowly backing away from me until she turned around completely, heading for you middle of the front room. “Who?” She turned and looked at me, a grin on her face. “The love of your life, Louis.” Then she disappeared, leaving me there shocked but happy at the same time. I could feel the heat in my body rise and the sleep take over. I yawned and made my way over to the couch. I closed my eyes and sighed. Anabelle was gonna meet Louis. This could go good or bad, and hopefully it works out fine. The only thing is, I wouldn’t know how it would go until she came back. I let sleep take over and drifted away from the rays of light to the darkness of my dreamless coma.

Notes

Hi guys! Here is the part 2 of the chapter! This is honestly one of my favorite chapters I've written on the story! I hope you guys like it!

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Their Dream Outfits
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