MadHouse
My Heart Will Beat For You (Part 3)
LOUIS POV.
I sat there. Emptiness and silence feeling up every inch of the room. I don’t know how long I can take this. I’ve been here with Talia for 1 ½ weeks now. My heart wasn’t strong as it was when I first started. Her not being here was killing me. Her beautiful bright blue eyes, her gorgeous smile, and personality shining through all that beautifulness. Her not waking up in my arms in my warm bed that kept us safe every morning. I could feel myself slowly dying as days went by. When was she gonna come back to me? When was I gonna see those perfect eyes open again? I felt the tears prick my eyes as I sat there, holding her delicate hand in my shaky one, while staring at her lifeless face.
She looked so peaceful and not in pain. I finally let the tears out, laying my head on her stomach as I just cried. I was surprised I had any tears left in me. The lads and the girls have been checking up on Talia and me. Making sure I was okay and that if I needed anything just let them know. But what I needed, they couldn’t give me. I needed her. I needed to feel her body in my arms again. I heard a knock on the door and my head shot up as I stopped crying. “probably one of the boys” I thought to myself. “Come in.” I said weakly, sadness evident in my voice. I heard the door creak open, never bothering to look up to see who it was.
They walked over to me, I could feel the presence over me. I looked up to see Penelope. She looked so broken. She looked at me and sighed a shaky breath. My body refused to hold back the tears. She came and hug me, resting her head on mine as she also cried with me. I knew she was to weak to stand so I just pulled her into my lap as we cried together. Yes I know her and Liam are together now, thank god. Don’t get me wrong, Penelope is beautiful but I’m not attracted to her like that so Liam had nothing to worry about. We sat there for what felt like hours before she stopped and so did i. “I wish she would wake up already, I wish she would come back.” Penelope breathed out. I looked up as her eyes met mine. “She is going to wake up Penelope and it’s going to be soon, okay? Don’t worry everything will be fine I promise.” But who was I kidding? I was lying to myself. What if she dies? What if they have to pull the plug on her?
Penelope sighed and got up from me. She was about to walk away when she stopped, turning back to me. “Thanks Lou, for staying strong. I know she’ll come back to you, I just know it.” I smiled a weak smile and so did she before she walked out of them room, leaving me and Talia’s still body there. I turned back around and faced her. I wish I could be with her. Just looking at her face which held so much sadness and helplessness hurt my heart, swelling it with despair. For some reason I could feel sleep take over and I couldn’t help but lay my head down next to her legs, and doze of, her hand still in mine.
-THE DREAM-
Suddenly I woke up, springing forward into open air. I looked around the room, this wasn’t Talia’s hospital room, this was my room. Why was I here and how did I get here? I rubbed my eyes and hopped out the bed. I looked in my full body mirror and realized I wasn’t wearing a shirt so I went to one of my drawers, picking out my vans t-shirt. I made my way to the door, hesitating every step I took. I opened the door, peaking out before taking the first couple steps into the hallway. “Hello? Harry? Zayn? Anybody?” No answer. I shrugged my shoulders and headed downstairs. I went into the living room, sitting down on the love couch. I sunk into the couch, still confuse as to why I’m here but my head hurt way too much to dwell on it. I closed my eyes and rested for a couple of minutes before I heard a voice. “So you’re the Louis Talia talks about.” My eyes shot open, looking in the direction of the feminine voice.
The familiar face stared back at me with a smirk on her face. Where have I seen her before? “I’m Talia’s sister, remember?” The pictures of her came flooding back. I remember seeing her picture in the middle of the hallway upstairs and asking Talia who that was. “Anabelle, Anabelle Innes.” A smile appeared on her face as she made her way over to me. “Correcto mundo!” I chuckled at her excitement as she came and sat beside me. “How am I seeing you right now?” She giggled and sighed. “I came to see you in your dreams.” I looked at her confused. “Why?” Her face went from joy to seriousness in a quick second. “You really are a question asker aren’t you?” A smile appeared on her face once again which set me into a fit of chuckles. I looked down at my hands as silence took over the room. I could feel her eyes on me as I try not to feel uncomfortable under her gaze. “Talia was right, you are a cute one aren’t you?” I felt the heat rush to my cheeks as I tried to hide it. “Awhh and you blush too! Just so adorable!” She was jumping on the couch while still sitting down, clapping her hands together vigorously. I laughed at her excitement. “Well she didn’t lie when she said you were beautiful, now I know where she got her looks from, huh?” I looked at her and she tried to hide her blush but I could see it. “You blush to awhh!” Mocking her which sent her into a fit of giggles.
“Little flirt you are!” I nodded my head proudly before we both laughed together. “She also was right when she said we would get along in a second, ahah.” I nodded my head again in agreement. She sighed and we both went quiet. I felt the sofa on my right fluff back up as Anabelle walked over to the window. “Sooo….Talia has told me things about you.” I looked at her confused but equally interested in to what she could have said. “What she say?” I asked, getting up and looking at some of the photos on the mantle against the wall. I saw a couple of Anabelle and some with her and her sister. They looked so happy and so joyful. I wish Talia would still look like this now, if only Anabelle was still here. I could never make Talia this happy. “Yes you could Louis, and you will. My eyes shot up the hers who was looking at me. Well we had the same icy blue eyes. I guess she heard my thoughts. “Look I know you can make her just as happy as we were when I was alive. I’ve been watching you guys and to be honest, I’ve never seen her happy in years. You restore the black hole in her heart that was formed by my death. Louis you complete her in every way. You guys are perfect for each other and both of you know it.” We stared at each other before I finally spoke up. “How am I suppose too tell her that? I mean I love her Anabelle, I really do. What if she doesn’t feel the same? What if she isn’t ready ?” She scoffed and came towards me. She took the photo frame out of my hand and sat it down. She looked into my eyes.
“Louis Tomlinson. I am no fool and neither are you guys. There is no way in the world she would reject you. She is ready for you to take her away from here and keep her safe under your arms. She is ready to love again Louis. She is ready to open her heart to you and only you because you remain in her thoughts and hang off of every word she says. She wants you to be her one and only and she wants to be yours. She truly loves you Louis and you know it. Shit, everyone can see it. There’s like a invisible rope tying you to together and it won’t break unless you guys give up.” Her words sent shivers down my spine. If all this was true, was why I not able to tell her this. Why am I not able to tell her I love her and want her into my arms. I needed to do this and I needed to do this now. “Your right.” Looking back into her eyes. She chuckled. “Of course I’m right crazy, I’m a spirit, I can see everything.” I chuckled at her bluntness.
She sighed and looked down. “What’s wrong?” Concern taking over in my voice. She grabbed her hair in a ponytail like motion and move it all to the back, falling effortlessly. She came close to me, and grabbing my hands, she started talking. “Louis promise me you won’t hurt her. I know you better than that just by watching you that you will keep her safe. Promise me you won’t give up on her and leave her here on her one. Promise me to keep her from harm. Promise me to cherish you guys love and never let it die. And lastly, promise me to keep the love alive and love her unconditionally. Forever and Always.” She had tears prickling at her eyes as she stared at me, waiting for an answer. “I promise, forever and always.” She smiled. I held out my arms and she chuckled. We hug each other and it felt good to have hugged her for the first time. I truly understand her and we were like twins. We got along so well. She pulled away and grinned. “Well, I have to go now but just know, I’ll be here for you guys. Whenever you need me, I’m a whole nother world away. Don’t be afraid to call for me okay? I’ll always be here for you guys. Your officially apart of my family now. Oh and one more thing, come here.” I came closer to her as she pulled out her phone.
She opened the camera app and reversed the camera so it was on us. “SMILEEEEE!” We both held our smiles as the camera shutter went off, signaling the picture was taken. She typed something into the phone and then closed it.
I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. “By Louis, we will meet again next time.” I chuckled. “By Anabelle, I’ll be holding you to that.” She giggled and winked at me before disappearing. Next thing I know I woke up to my world.
I picked my head up, looking around the room. It was dark and the only thing on was the beeping of the machines. I was back in Talia’s hospital room. I looked up to her and smiled. I’m really glad I got to meet her sister. They were both alike. I felt my phone buzz. I tore my eyes from Talia’s face and took my phone out. I turned on the screen and saw a private number that message me. I opened the text and smiled at what I saw.
The picture of me and Anabelle that was tooken right before I woke up.
I sat there. Emptiness and silence feeling up every inch of the room. I don’t know how long I can take this. I’ve been here with Talia for 1 ½ weeks now. My heart wasn’t strong as it was when I first started. Her not being here was killing me. Her beautiful bright blue eyes, her gorgeous smile, and personality shining through all that beautifulness. Her not waking up in my arms in my warm bed that kept us safe every morning. I could feel myself slowly dying as days went by. When was she gonna come back to me? When was I gonna see those perfect eyes open again? I felt the tears prick my eyes as I sat there, holding her delicate hand in my shaky one, while staring at her lifeless face.
She looked so peaceful and not in pain. I finally let the tears out, laying my head on her stomach as I just cried. I was surprised I had any tears left in me. The lads and the girls have been checking up on Talia and me. Making sure I was okay and that if I needed anything just let them know. But what I needed, they couldn’t give me. I needed her. I needed to feel her body in my arms again. I heard a knock on the door and my head shot up as I stopped crying. “probably one of the boys” I thought to myself. “Come in.” I said weakly, sadness evident in my voice. I heard the door creak open, never bothering to look up to see who it was.
They walked over to me, I could feel the presence over me. I looked up to see Penelope. She looked so broken. She looked at me and sighed a shaky breath. My body refused to hold back the tears. She came and hug me, resting her head on mine as she also cried with me. I knew she was to weak to stand so I just pulled her into my lap as we cried together. Yes I know her and Liam are together now, thank god. Don’t get me wrong, Penelope is beautiful but I’m not attracted to her like that so Liam had nothing to worry about. We sat there for what felt like hours before she stopped and so did i. “I wish she would wake up already, I wish she would come back.” Penelope breathed out. I looked up as her eyes met mine. “She is going to wake up Penelope and it’s going to be soon, okay? Don’t worry everything will be fine I promise.” But who was I kidding? I was lying to myself. What if she dies? What if they have to pull the plug on her?
Penelope sighed and got up from me. She was about to walk away when she stopped, turning back to me. “Thanks Lou, for staying strong. I know she’ll come back to you, I just know it.” I smiled a weak smile and so did she before she walked out of them room, leaving me and Talia’s still body there. I turned back around and faced her. I wish I could be with her. Just looking at her face which held so much sadness and helplessness hurt my heart, swelling it with despair. For some reason I could feel sleep take over and I couldn’t help but lay my head down next to her legs, and doze of, her hand still in mine.
-THE DREAM-
Suddenly I woke up, springing forward into open air. I looked around the room, this wasn’t Talia’s hospital room, this was my room. Why was I here and how did I get here? I rubbed my eyes and hopped out the bed. I looked in my full body mirror and realized I wasn’t wearing a shirt so I went to one of my drawers, picking out my vans t-shirt. I made my way to the door, hesitating every step I took. I opened the door, peaking out before taking the first couple steps into the hallway. “Hello? Harry? Zayn? Anybody?” No answer. I shrugged my shoulders and headed downstairs. I went into the living room, sitting down on the love couch. I sunk into the couch, still confuse as to why I’m here but my head hurt way too much to dwell on it. I closed my eyes and rested for a couple of minutes before I heard a voice. “So you’re the Louis Talia talks about.” My eyes shot open, looking in the direction of the feminine voice.
The familiar face stared back at me with a smirk on her face. Where have I seen her before? “I’m Talia’s sister, remember?” The pictures of her came flooding back. I remember seeing her picture in the middle of the hallway upstairs and asking Talia who that was. “Anabelle, Anabelle Innes.” A smile appeared on her face as she made her way over to me. “Correcto mundo!” I chuckled at her excitement as she came and sat beside me. “How am I seeing you right now?” She giggled and sighed. “I came to see you in your dreams.” I looked at her confused. “Why?” Her face went from joy to seriousness in a quick second. “You really are a question asker aren’t you?” A smile appeared on her face once again which set me into a fit of chuckles. I looked down at my hands as silence took over the room. I could feel her eyes on me as I try not to feel uncomfortable under her gaze. “Talia was right, you are a cute one aren’t you?” I felt the heat rush to my cheeks as I tried to hide it. “Awhh and you blush too! Just so adorable!” She was jumping on the couch while still sitting down, clapping her hands together vigorously. I laughed at her excitement. “Well she didn’t lie when she said you were beautiful, now I know where she got her looks from, huh?” I looked at her and she tried to hide her blush but I could see it. “You blush to awhh!” Mocking her which sent her into a fit of giggles.
“Little flirt you are!” I nodded my head proudly before we both laughed together. “She also was right when she said we would get along in a second, ahah.” I nodded my head again in agreement. She sighed and we both went quiet. I felt the sofa on my right fluff back up as Anabelle walked over to the window. “Sooo….Talia has told me things about you.” I looked at her confused but equally interested in to what she could have said. “What she say?” I asked, getting up and looking at some of the photos on the mantle against the wall. I saw a couple of Anabelle and some with her and her sister. They looked so happy and so joyful. I wish Talia would still look like this now, if only Anabelle was still here. I could never make Talia this happy. “Yes you could Louis, and you will. My eyes shot up the hers who was looking at me. Well we had the same icy blue eyes. I guess she heard my thoughts. “Look I know you can make her just as happy as we were when I was alive. I’ve been watching you guys and to be honest, I’ve never seen her happy in years. You restore the black hole in her heart that was formed by my death. Louis you complete her in every way. You guys are perfect for each other and both of you know it.” We stared at each other before I finally spoke up. “How am I suppose too tell her that? I mean I love her Anabelle, I really do. What if she doesn’t feel the same? What if she isn’t ready ?” She scoffed and came towards me. She took the photo frame out of my hand and sat it down. She looked into my eyes.
“Louis Tomlinson. I am no fool and neither are you guys. There is no way in the world she would reject you. She is ready for you to take her away from here and keep her safe under your arms. She is ready to love again Louis. She is ready to open her heart to you and only you because you remain in her thoughts and hang off of every word she says. She wants you to be her one and only and she wants to be yours. She truly loves you Louis and you know it. Shit, everyone can see it. There’s like a invisible rope tying you to together and it won’t break unless you guys give up.” Her words sent shivers down my spine. If all this was true, was why I not able to tell her this. Why am I not able to tell her I love her and want her into my arms. I needed to do this and I needed to do this now. “Your right.” Looking back into her eyes. She chuckled. “Of course I’m right crazy, I’m a spirit, I can see everything.” I chuckled at her bluntness.
She sighed and looked down. “What’s wrong?” Concern taking over in my voice. She grabbed her hair in a ponytail like motion and move it all to the back, falling effortlessly. She came close to me, and grabbing my hands, she started talking. “Louis promise me you won’t hurt her. I know you better than that just by watching you that you will keep her safe. Promise me you won’t give up on her and leave her here on her one. Promise me to keep her from harm. Promise me to cherish you guys love and never let it die. And lastly, promise me to keep the love alive and love her unconditionally. Forever and Always.” She had tears prickling at her eyes as she stared at me, waiting for an answer. “I promise, forever and always.” She smiled. I held out my arms and she chuckled. We hug each other and it felt good to have hugged her for the first time. I truly understand her and we were like twins. We got along so well. She pulled away and grinned. “Well, I have to go now but just know, I’ll be here for you guys. Whenever you need me, I’m a whole nother world away. Don’t be afraid to call for me okay? I’ll always be here for you guys. Your officially apart of my family now. Oh and one more thing, come here.” I came closer to her as she pulled out her phone.
She opened the camera app and reversed the camera so it was on us. “SMILEEEEE!” We both held our smiles as the camera shutter went off, signaling the picture was taken. She typed something into the phone and then closed it.
I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. “By Louis, we will meet again next time.” I chuckled. “By Anabelle, I’ll be holding you to that.” She giggled and winked at me before disappearing. Next thing I know I woke up to my world.
I picked my head up, looking around the room. It was dark and the only thing on was the beeping of the machines. I was back in Talia’s hospital room. I looked up to her and smiled. I’m really glad I got to meet her sister. They were both alike. I felt my phone buzz. I tore my eyes from Talia’s face and took my phone out. I turned on the screen and saw a private number that message me. I opened the text and smiled at what I saw.
The picture of me and Anabelle that was tooken right before I woke up.
Notes
HI GUYS! Part 3 of the series chapters! This is the last one of the chapters, so the next one will be called something different. I have a few links for you. The pics of Anabelle being a model. Her ya go!!!(Anabelle, Talia, and Azalea)
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(The same shirts they were wearing in one of the photo)
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