MadHouse
My Heart Will Beat For You (Part 1)
TALIA’S POV.
I woke up around 3:30 in the morning to BBC by Jay-Z going off. I groaned and felt around the dresser for my phone. I finally found it and picked it up. “H-hello?” I heard crackling before talking coming through the phone. “I’m sorry to bother you but you guys have to come in today. The choreographer is feeling fine and said that you guys could start working again. Also get the boys and tell them to come in also.” I sighed and sat up. Okay, I’ll let them know. We all will be there by 5:00 okay?” I heard a brief mhm before the phone hung up. I got out of bed and left my room.
I went room by room getting everyone up. Zayn’s was next to mine so I did his first. I knocked on his door a couple of times before I realized he was a heavy sleeper. I opened his door and saw him sleeping peacefully in his bed. I thought Lina would be in here but I guess not. I walked over to his bed, socks sliding against the carpet. I bent down so I could whisper in his ear.
“Zayn. Zayn? Get up!” I whispered/ yelled but all I got was a mumble and his turned onto his stomach. I then remember that Liam said he wakes up within minutes if something is wrong with his hair. I smirked to myself and leaned into his ear again. I decided to speak in a normal tone yet have it sound like I seen a spider.“OH MY GOD ZAYN YOUR HAIR!” His eyes shot open and he sprung up. I busted out laughing and fell to the floor. “Talia, that’s not funny! Don’t do that.” I couldn’t help but laugh so I got up and sat on the bed next to him. “Your right Zayniepoo, Mommy’s sorry.” He chuckled and pushed me off the bed, making me hit the floor with a thud.
“Ow! God damnit Zayn.” He chuckled and winked at me. I flicked him off and got up. “ Hurry up and get ready, we have to go into the studio in an hour. He nodded and I got up to walk. I closed his door and went next door to Tori. I knocked on her door and waited. After 5 minutes the door opened. “Hey Talia, what’s up?” I chuckled because her morning voice was so adorable. “We have to go to the studio so get ready.” She nodded and closed the door. I then knocked on Niall’s door. I didn’t hear anything so I opened his door. No one was in here. “Niall?” No answer. I guess he was in there with Tori. Such a cute couple!
I didn’t bother knocking on Azalea’s door. I just opened it. I like scaring her to wake her up so this was gonna be fun. “AZALEA GET UP!” Plopping down on the bed so she would jump. She screamed and got up, glaring at me. “TALIA! WHAT THE HELL!?” I laughed and hugged her. She sighed and pushed me off of her. “I swear I hate you sometimes…” I giggle and licked her face, I knew that irritated the shit out of her. I got up and ran to the door closing it. I heard he swearing and I chuckled to myself. “LOVE YOU TOO.” I said through the door before going on the Liam’s. I knocked on his door and it didn’t take him long to get up. He opened the door and my eyes went big.
He was wearing nothing but he boxers and might I say, Liam has a sexy body, but I would never hit on him because Penelope does. I always look at him as a brother. “Oooooh someone looks quite sexy in the attire. He chuckled and pulled me in for a hug. I hugged him back and pulled away. “Hey, go ahead and get ready. We have to be at the studio at 5:00.” He nodded and shut the door. Okay now it’s just Penelope, Harry, Lina, an Louis. I got Penelope and Lina up so next was Harry. I knocked on his door but no answer.
I decided to go in and walked over to his bed. Harry always looked so cute sleeping. With his messy brown curls and soft baby like features. I smiled to myself and bent down to his ear. “Harry wake up we have to go to the studio.” He grumbled and shooed me with his hand. “Harry…don’t make me sit on you.” He huffed and turn his head the other way. The thing with me and Harry was that if one of us irritated each other, felt like cuddling, or couldn’t get each other up, we would sit on each other. It actually works to when you want to get one of us up.
“No… you better not.” I chuckled and sighed. “Then get up.” He sighed and turned back to me. “No.” I titled my head to the side and cocked my eyebrow up. “Excuse you?” “I said, no.” I shrugged my shoulders and huffed. “Okay you asked for it.” I got on top of him and sat on his stomach. One leg on each side of him. “hmpphh, get off of me Talia!” I chuckled and shook my head. “No.” “What did you say?” “I SAID NO.” Imitating his answer towards me earlier. “He sighed and looked at me. “Okay you asked for this.” He started to tickle me uncontrollably. We ended up falling off the bed and hitting the floor.
We were to busy laughing to notice Azalea in the door way. We saw her and waved. She chuckled and shook her head. “ I guess you sat on him too?” I nodded my head and she laughed and walked out. He got up and helped me up. I stood in front of Harry and smiled. “You need to make her yours now dude.” He chuckled and looked away, I knew he was blushing. “What if she says no?” I scoffed and pushed him. “Really Harry? That’s your excuse? You see how she looks and acts around you, it’s obvious dude. She’s waiting for you. Oh by the way, she doesn’t make the first move unless she really truly likes you.” He smiled and winked at him before leaving his room to go to Louis. His room is right between mines and Harry’s but I skipped his so I could wake him up last.
I knocked on his door but there was no answer, I also forgot that Louis could be a heavy sleeper or a light sleeper, it depends. I opened his door and closed it. I walked over to his bed. I swear he looked so adorable when he’s sleep. They way his chest rises and falls to a steady paste, How his nose flares a little with every breath he takes, his soft features, they way his nose crinkles when he moves, and oh man that sexy bed hair he has when he wakes up? Okay, I’m gonna stop now before I have a spasm attack. I decided I stared at him long enough so I got down and whispered in his ear. I wanted to play with him so I decided to say it oh so seductively. “Oh Louissssss, wake uppppppp.” He sturred around before resting again.
I don’t think he heard me. I whispered in his ear again. “Lou, babe get up.” I knew he liked it when I called him babe sometimes, I could see it in his eyes. “mmm….go away talia, im sleeping.” I giggled and sat down on his bed, my head laying right beside his. I turned on flirting mode because we always do that to get what we want out of each other even though mines was true feelings, not sure about his.
“Come on Lou, pleaseeeeeee?” I brought my hand up and started to rub his chest while I planted kisses on the side of his face. “Talz seriously….quit it or I’m gonna bite you.” I chuckled and continued until I got close to his lips. His eyes were still close so he couldn’t see how close I was to him. I moved myself from his face and sighed. “Lou we have to go so get up.” He sighed. “No.” “What did you just say to me? Louis William Tomlinson if you don’t get up then im going to jump on your bed.” He chuckled. “No im not.” I got up from my sitting position and stood there. “Fine then.” I stood on his bed and started jumping.
I could hear him groaning and huffing but I didn’t care. I was in mid-air on the bed when Louis grabbed my ankle, making me fall onto him. I accidentally straddled him, my face inches from his. Our eyes met and we stared at each other. Pretty soon enough I blinked. “HA, YOU LOST!” He started tickling me and I lost it. I couldn’t catch my breath and my face hurt from all the smiling his tickling caused me. I was still straddling him and when he finally stopped I pushed myself up to get off of him. He pulled me down and held me there.
“Noooooo stayyyyy.” I smiled at him and ruffled his hair. “But we have to go get ready Loubear.” He sighed and shook his head. “I don’t wanna go…” A smirk grew on my face. He looked at me confused but that wipe away once he heard what I said. I leaned down to his ear, boobs pressed against his chest. “ If you come, we can sit like this all night when we get back.” I felt his breath hitch in his throat and I could have sworn, no bear with me here okay? I could have sworn I could feel his AREA on my upper thigh…or is it my imagination? Didn’t matter because I knew I could only do that to him.
His hands traveled up my thighs and rested on my hips. I continue to stay in this position until I got an answer from him. “Okay fine then.” I heard him say. I giggled and laid down on him so he would feel better. He wrapped his arms around me and held me there. We stayed like this for a couple of minutes until I looked at his clock. “Oh crap it’s 4:25, we gotta go Loubear.” We looked at each other and he nodded his head.
He let me go and I got off of him. I helped him up and I walked towards the door until I felt him behind me. He wrapped his arms around my chest and rested his head on my shoulder, lips brushing against my ear sending shivers down my spine. “Don’t forget your promise babe.” I nearly fell when he called me babe. I loved it when he did that. I nodded my head and titled my head. “I won’t Louis.” He smiled and let me go. I closed his door and walked back to mine. I closed my door and ran to the bathroom. I started the shower and hopped in. I guess everyone else was downstairs because the water was SUPER hot and usually it’s just warm because of everyone in the shower at one time. After 10 minutes I got out and dried myself.
I went to my closet and picked out random clothes. I put on my shoes and put my hair up in a messy bun with my spike headband. I grabbed my gym bag and headed out. Everyone was downstairs waiting on me. “Okay guys we can go now.” They all got up and started walking towards the door. I was the last one out so I shut the door and locked it. It was still dark outside so it was hard to see where I was going. Me and the girls got into the car and followed the boys to the studio. “So anyone else in a relationship besides Lina and Tori?”
Everyone looked around the car and said no. “What about you Talia? You and Louis together yet?” I sighed and looked in the rearview mirror at Penelope. “Sadly…no. I wish we were but i feel like he doesn’t feel the same way about me and it huts because I have to act like were best friends when I want to be more. This Io-like that I gave for him is killing me.” I almost blurted out the word love to the girls. No that wouldn’t be a problem if I said it but all of them don’t know how I truly feel about Louis except Azalea, only because she can read me like a book.
I felt hands rub my shoulder and hair and I sighed even more. “We here guys. Just pretend this convo didn’t happen okay?” They nodded and we got out the car. I was about to walk with the boys when Azalea grabbed my hand and pulled we back so we walked farther behind the group. “Hey Talia, I gotta tell you something…” I looked at her concern and titled my head a little . “What’s wrong flowerbomb?” That was my nickname for her….inside joke. Hers for me was chaingster. I put my arm around her and pulled her closer to me. “ Okay so I went to go see Harry, who was in his room. I skipped up the stairs and I heard moaning…” My eyes got big and I looked at her. “Wait let me finish. So I got closer to his door and it was from his room. I thought he was having sex with some bimbo girl which broke my heart, but I was wrong. I guess he forgot to lock the door caused I opened it a little to see what was going on.”
She breathed in and out before going on again. “Harry was having a wet dream about…us… having sex.” I stopped in my tracks and looked at her. This is the time were I was suppose too tell her it’s okay but Instead I bursted out laughing. “OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY?” She looked embarrassed and nodded her head. I was crying laughing too and the rest of the group was looking at me like I was crazy. Lina came back to us and helped me off the ground. “What’s so funny?” Soon the other 2 girls came over too. I finally controlled my laughter and stood up. “Noooo Talia please don’t…” I looked at her and made my puppy dog face that she couldn’t resist. “Fine.” I smiled and hugged her and she giggled. “So Azalea told me that Harry…pfhh…had a wet dream…about her.” They all busted out laughing which triggered mine. We were dying laughing now and Azalea was the only one with us that wasn’t. I turned to her and smiled. “You know you want to laugh flowerbomb.” She shook her head.
I shrugged my shoulders and did the unthinkable… I imitated Harry. “Oh yeaa Azalea! Ughh right there!” The girls only laughed harder and I could see a smile wanting to break out on her face. “UGHH YEAA DNT STOP AZALEA! KEEP GOING!” I couldn’t control myself as I said it and my face was so red that I looked like a tomato. Soon Azalea busted out laughing also. “I TOLD YOU!” She swatted my hand away as she clutched her stomach. I decided to ask her questions on what he said. “What did he say?” She brought us closer and whispered. “He was like “yea you want this big cock inside you huh? You wanna feel me in you?” or he would say “you feel so good! You’re so tight!” and I had to get out of there because I could see the indent of his bulge and I was scared.” I went into my ultimate laugh attack now. This is the one were I laughed literally for hours without stopping. Me and the girls could not get a grip and when we were in rehearsals, it was even worse because they boys were watching us. I kept looking at Azalea’s face as Harry cheered her on and me and the girls would whisper dirty stuff in her ear as we walked by.
I knew she liked that he had a wet dream about her. When rehearsal were over, which was around 4:00 today, we went home. I opened the door with everyone around me and headed straight for the living room. Soon everyone was in there and sitting down. All the girls had took a shower and came down and the boys were still in the clothes. I decided to take my shower now so I got up and was about to go upstairs when Zayn stopped me. “hey Talia you got mail!” I turned around and took it from him. “Thank Zayniepoo.” He smiled and went back to the living room. I headed upstairs and in my bedroom, closing the door gently. I sat on my bed and put my bag down. I looked at the letter. Hmmm…. This address doesn’t look familiar…I’ll see who it is in the inside.
I opened it and pulled out a white piece of paper that was folded. I opened the letter and my eyes went wide. I can’t believe this…
Dear Natalia,
Figured you be doing something so stupid like dancing for a career. Ha, stupid just like your fucking mom was. By the way it’s your dad here. That’s right. I’m not dead and boy do I have something to tell you. Your mother wasn’t killed in a car crash dumbo, I killed her. I beat her to a pulp, put her in the car, and drove off. Why am I not dead? Well because I jumped out when the car hit the tree. Oh and one more thing, I also killed your sister. That stupid bitch deserved to die. She earned her death. I tried to kill you too but the little prick saved you. I wish I killed you sooner so you wouldn’t be on this earth either. ALL 3 OF YOU RUINED MY LIFE. I CAN GET ANYTHING BACK BECAUSE YOU AND YOUR FUCKED UP FAMILY TOOK IT ALL. I used to be the big man around and could get anything, then I got locked down with 2 dumb ass kids and one drug addict of a mother. I hate all of you. I hate YOU the most. You should be dead. I hope you die a slow and painful death and I bet you no one will ever care about you or your little shitty world you grew up in. So you know what? Go back to your cutting and starving yourself. I liked that side of you better because you were close to death. I fucking hate you all and I wish the worst most possible death of all in this world. Go die in a hole you stupid bitch. I wish never made you.
The cause of your horrible birth,
Stan Innes
P.S. I also killed your grandmother. Best day of my life. XX
Oh my god….h-he’s alive? He killed my mom and my grandmother? M-my sister too? Tears were running down my face as I comprehended what I just read. I can’t believe this. All of this was true. I knew no car crash could do that much damage to a person. No wonder the couldn’t find him. He ran away. He was the reason I almost died when I was 7. My sister knew. She knew he did it to me. That’s why she got the tattoo, to tell me she loved me with all her heart and would never hurt me. Sure she was WAY to young to get a tattoo but she did for me. I can’t believe this. I folded the paper back as best as I could with my shaky hands. I quickly wrote a letter and folded it. I brought it with me with my Stan's letter to.
Dear Friends,
I am so sorry for this. I’ve been doing fine until now. This letter has officially tooken me over the edge. I want to let you guys know that I love you and I will be here for you, not in physical form, but in spirit form. I want you guys to stay safe and love each other. Stick with each other everyday and never let anyone get hurt. I will be here to guide you guys when you need it. You will be fine without me and you need to know that I love you with all my heart. I will ALWAYS be here for you guys. I love you and goodbye.
Hugs and Kisses,
Natalia Gigi Innes (Talia)
I got up and went to the bathroom with the letter. I opened one of the drawers and saw it. The razor I use to cut with. I hesitated to pick it up. No I can’t, I promise Anabelle I wouldn’t do it but I want to be with her. I let my conscious take over and grabbed the razor. I picked it up and fell to the ground. Put the letter right in front of me, holding my hands over it with the razor. Tears free falling from my eyes, I brought it to my wrist. I relentlessly cut my arms. The blood fell in pools and my vision started to get very blurry. I slumped over, laying in my pool of blood. The light started to get further away from me and the darkness to over. I whispered the last part with all my strength. “H-hold on i-I’m coming A-anabelle… j-just wait.”
LOUIS POV.
Talia had been up there in her room for a while. I decided to go check on her. “Hey guys, I’ll be back. I’m gonna go check on Talia.” The nodded and turned back to the TV as I walked out the room and to the stairs. I made it to the top and walked down the hall to her room. I knocked. No answer. I didn’t wanna barged in so I called her name. “Talia? You in here?” I knocked again. She might be sleep. I opened her door and peeked in. I didn’t see anyone so I walked all the way in. I seen her dance clothes on the floor with her towel. She must be dressed then. I saw light from the bathroom and the door was halfway open. I walked over to the door and knocked.
I heard moaning and thought she was…well…you know. She never answered and I knocked loud enough so I walked in. The next thing I saw broke my heart. There Talia was, laying on the floor, covered in blood. Her body lifeless and not moving. There was so much blood. She looked horrible and like she had been crying. I ran over to her and picked her head up. I felt tears sting my eyes as I took in her state. The air around me got cloudier and cloudier.
“HELP!!! SOMEONE GET UP HERE NOW!” I yelled countlessly. “Oh please, Talia don’t die on me. I need you…” Her eyes were fluttering open and shut. I heard footsteps running up and Azalea and Harry was up here in no time. They saw her and Azalea’s face went pale.
“Oh my g-god….She brought it back…” I had no clue what she talking about but I focused on Talia. Holding her head in my arms as I cradled her. Tears were falling down now and I didn’t care. Harry grabbed his phone and called 911. I heard him talking to the ambulance and then I heard the others come up here. I heard cries and sobs. I heard screaming and restless breathes. Everyone was a mess, except for Azalea. She sat beside me holding Talia’s hand. She wasn’t crying or sobbing. She just stared at her with no emotion. “Why aren’t you crying Azzy? She might die!” My voice raised in anger. She looked at me and I could tell she wanted to let go but she didn’t.
“No she won’t. Her sister won’t let her…” She looked back at Talia and so did I. Talia was still breathing! Oh my god she is still alive. About 15 minutes after, the ambulance arrived and removed me from her lifeless body. I wanted so desperately to hold her all the way there but I couldn’t. “Okay is anyone riding in the ambulance with her to the hospital?” I looked at Azalea who looked at me. She nodded for me to go. “Are you sure?” She nodded and I followed the paramedic. I got in and immediately came to Talia’s side.
I grabbed her hand. “L-Loubear…” I couldn’t stop the tears from coming out. I heard the doors shut the and ambulance sped off. “I’m right here Talia, don’t worry.” “H-He killed her….all of them. H-He tried…tri-..”She couldn’t get the rest out. Who was she talking about? Then the machine she was hooked up too beeped. She stopped moving and talking. I moved back so they could try to resuscitate her. My sobs and words filled the room. “P-Please don’t leave me Talia….I love you…” Was the last thing I said before silence took over the van. People were moving and running around but I couldn’t hear anything. All my focus was on Talia. I needed her to come back.
I woke up around 3:30 in the morning to BBC by Jay-Z going off. I groaned and felt around the dresser for my phone. I finally found it and picked it up. “H-hello?” I heard crackling before talking coming through the phone. “I’m sorry to bother you but you guys have to come in today. The choreographer is feeling fine and said that you guys could start working again. Also get the boys and tell them to come in also.” I sighed and sat up. Okay, I’ll let them know. We all will be there by 5:00 okay?” I heard a brief mhm before the phone hung up. I got out of bed and left my room.
I went room by room getting everyone up. Zayn’s was next to mine so I did his first. I knocked on his door a couple of times before I realized he was a heavy sleeper. I opened his door and saw him sleeping peacefully in his bed. I thought Lina would be in here but I guess not. I walked over to his bed, socks sliding against the carpet. I bent down so I could whisper in his ear.
“Zayn. Zayn? Get up!” I whispered/ yelled but all I got was a mumble and his turned onto his stomach. I then remember that Liam said he wakes up within minutes if something is wrong with his hair. I smirked to myself and leaned into his ear again. I decided to speak in a normal tone yet have it sound like I seen a spider.“OH MY GOD ZAYN YOUR HAIR!” His eyes shot open and he sprung up. I busted out laughing and fell to the floor. “Talia, that’s not funny! Don’t do that.” I couldn’t help but laugh so I got up and sat on the bed next to him. “Your right Zayniepoo, Mommy’s sorry.” He chuckled and pushed me off the bed, making me hit the floor with a thud.
“Ow! God damnit Zayn.” He chuckled and winked at me. I flicked him off and got up. “ Hurry up and get ready, we have to go into the studio in an hour. He nodded and I got up to walk. I closed his door and went next door to Tori. I knocked on her door and waited. After 5 minutes the door opened. “Hey Talia, what’s up?” I chuckled because her morning voice was so adorable. “We have to go to the studio so get ready.” She nodded and closed the door. I then knocked on Niall’s door. I didn’t hear anything so I opened his door. No one was in here. “Niall?” No answer. I guess he was in there with Tori. Such a cute couple!
I didn’t bother knocking on Azalea’s door. I just opened it. I like scaring her to wake her up so this was gonna be fun. “AZALEA GET UP!” Plopping down on the bed so she would jump. She screamed and got up, glaring at me. “TALIA! WHAT THE HELL!?” I laughed and hugged her. She sighed and pushed me off of her. “I swear I hate you sometimes…” I giggle and licked her face, I knew that irritated the shit out of her. I got up and ran to the door closing it. I heard he swearing and I chuckled to myself. “LOVE YOU TOO.” I said through the door before going on the Liam’s. I knocked on his door and it didn’t take him long to get up. He opened the door and my eyes went big.
He was wearing nothing but he boxers and might I say, Liam has a sexy body, but I would never hit on him because Penelope does. I always look at him as a brother. “Oooooh someone looks quite sexy in the attire. He chuckled and pulled me in for a hug. I hugged him back and pulled away. “Hey, go ahead and get ready. We have to be at the studio at 5:00.” He nodded and shut the door. Okay now it’s just Penelope, Harry, Lina, an Louis. I got Penelope and Lina up so next was Harry. I knocked on his door but no answer.
I decided to go in and walked over to his bed. Harry always looked so cute sleeping. With his messy brown curls and soft baby like features. I smiled to myself and bent down to his ear. “Harry wake up we have to go to the studio.” He grumbled and shooed me with his hand. “Harry…don’t make me sit on you.” He huffed and turn his head the other way. The thing with me and Harry was that if one of us irritated each other, felt like cuddling, or couldn’t get each other up, we would sit on each other. It actually works to when you want to get one of us up.
“No… you better not.” I chuckled and sighed. “Then get up.” He sighed and turned back to me. “No.” I titled my head to the side and cocked my eyebrow up. “Excuse you?” “I said, no.” I shrugged my shoulders and huffed. “Okay you asked for it.” I got on top of him and sat on his stomach. One leg on each side of him. “hmpphh, get off of me Talia!” I chuckled and shook my head. “No.” “What did you say?” “I SAID NO.” Imitating his answer towards me earlier. “He sighed and looked at me. “Okay you asked for this.” He started to tickle me uncontrollably. We ended up falling off the bed and hitting the floor.
We were to busy laughing to notice Azalea in the door way. We saw her and waved. She chuckled and shook her head. “ I guess you sat on him too?” I nodded my head and she laughed and walked out. He got up and helped me up. I stood in front of Harry and smiled. “You need to make her yours now dude.” He chuckled and looked away, I knew he was blushing. “What if she says no?” I scoffed and pushed him. “Really Harry? That’s your excuse? You see how she looks and acts around you, it’s obvious dude. She’s waiting for you. Oh by the way, she doesn’t make the first move unless she really truly likes you.” He smiled and winked at him before leaving his room to go to Louis. His room is right between mines and Harry’s but I skipped his so I could wake him up last.
I knocked on his door but there was no answer, I also forgot that Louis could be a heavy sleeper or a light sleeper, it depends. I opened his door and closed it. I walked over to his bed. I swear he looked so adorable when he’s sleep. They way his chest rises and falls to a steady paste, How his nose flares a little with every breath he takes, his soft features, they way his nose crinkles when he moves, and oh man that sexy bed hair he has when he wakes up? Okay, I’m gonna stop now before I have a spasm attack. I decided I stared at him long enough so I got down and whispered in his ear. I wanted to play with him so I decided to say it oh so seductively. “Oh Louissssss, wake uppppppp.” He sturred around before resting again.
I don’t think he heard me. I whispered in his ear again. “Lou, babe get up.” I knew he liked it when I called him babe sometimes, I could see it in his eyes. “mmm….go away talia, im sleeping.” I giggled and sat down on his bed, my head laying right beside his. I turned on flirting mode because we always do that to get what we want out of each other even though mines was true feelings, not sure about his.
“Come on Lou, pleaseeeeeee?” I brought my hand up and started to rub his chest while I planted kisses on the side of his face. “Talz seriously….quit it or I’m gonna bite you.” I chuckled and continued until I got close to his lips. His eyes were still close so he couldn’t see how close I was to him. I moved myself from his face and sighed. “Lou we have to go so get up.” He sighed. “No.” “What did you just say to me? Louis William Tomlinson if you don’t get up then im going to jump on your bed.” He chuckled. “No im not.” I got up from my sitting position and stood there. “Fine then.” I stood on his bed and started jumping.
I could hear him groaning and huffing but I didn’t care. I was in mid-air on the bed when Louis grabbed my ankle, making me fall onto him. I accidentally straddled him, my face inches from his. Our eyes met and we stared at each other. Pretty soon enough I blinked. “HA, YOU LOST!” He started tickling me and I lost it. I couldn’t catch my breath and my face hurt from all the smiling his tickling caused me. I was still straddling him and when he finally stopped I pushed myself up to get off of him. He pulled me down and held me there.
“Noooooo stayyyyy.” I smiled at him and ruffled his hair. “But we have to go get ready Loubear.” He sighed and shook his head. “I don’t wanna go…” A smirk grew on my face. He looked at me confused but that wipe away once he heard what I said. I leaned down to his ear, boobs pressed against his chest. “ If you come, we can sit like this all night when we get back.” I felt his breath hitch in his throat and I could have sworn, no bear with me here okay? I could have sworn I could feel his AREA on my upper thigh…or is it my imagination? Didn’t matter because I knew I could only do that to him.
His hands traveled up my thighs and rested on my hips. I continue to stay in this position until I got an answer from him. “Okay fine then.” I heard him say. I giggled and laid down on him so he would feel better. He wrapped his arms around me and held me there. We stayed like this for a couple of minutes until I looked at his clock. “Oh crap it’s 4:25, we gotta go Loubear.” We looked at each other and he nodded his head.
He let me go and I got off of him. I helped him up and I walked towards the door until I felt him behind me. He wrapped his arms around my chest and rested his head on my shoulder, lips brushing against my ear sending shivers down my spine. “Don’t forget your promise babe.” I nearly fell when he called me babe. I loved it when he did that. I nodded my head and titled my head. “I won’t Louis.” He smiled and let me go. I closed his door and walked back to mine. I closed my door and ran to the bathroom. I started the shower and hopped in. I guess everyone else was downstairs because the water was SUPER hot and usually it’s just warm because of everyone in the shower at one time. After 10 minutes I got out and dried myself.
I went to my closet and picked out random clothes. I put on my shoes and put my hair up in a messy bun with my spike headband. I grabbed my gym bag and headed out. Everyone was downstairs waiting on me. “Okay guys we can go now.” They all got up and started walking towards the door. I was the last one out so I shut the door and locked it. It was still dark outside so it was hard to see where I was going. Me and the girls got into the car and followed the boys to the studio. “So anyone else in a relationship besides Lina and Tori?”
Everyone looked around the car and said no. “What about you Talia? You and Louis together yet?” I sighed and looked in the rearview mirror at Penelope. “Sadly…no. I wish we were but i feel like he doesn’t feel the same way about me and it huts because I have to act like were best friends when I want to be more. This Io-like that I gave for him is killing me.” I almost blurted out the word love to the girls. No that wouldn’t be a problem if I said it but all of them don’t know how I truly feel about Louis except Azalea, only because she can read me like a book.
I felt hands rub my shoulder and hair and I sighed even more. “We here guys. Just pretend this convo didn’t happen okay?” They nodded and we got out the car. I was about to walk with the boys when Azalea grabbed my hand and pulled we back so we walked farther behind the group. “Hey Talia, I gotta tell you something…” I looked at her concern and titled my head a little . “What’s wrong flowerbomb?” That was my nickname for her….inside joke. Hers for me was chaingster. I put my arm around her and pulled her closer to me. “ Okay so I went to go see Harry, who was in his room. I skipped up the stairs and I heard moaning…” My eyes got big and I looked at her. “Wait let me finish. So I got closer to his door and it was from his room. I thought he was having sex with some bimbo girl which broke my heart, but I was wrong. I guess he forgot to lock the door caused I opened it a little to see what was going on.”
She breathed in and out before going on again. “Harry was having a wet dream about…us… having sex.” I stopped in my tracks and looked at her. This is the time were I was suppose too tell her it’s okay but Instead I bursted out laughing. “OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY?” She looked embarrassed and nodded her head. I was crying laughing too and the rest of the group was looking at me like I was crazy. Lina came back to us and helped me off the ground. “What’s so funny?” Soon the other 2 girls came over too. I finally controlled my laughter and stood up. “Noooo Talia please don’t…” I looked at her and made my puppy dog face that she couldn’t resist. “Fine.” I smiled and hugged her and she giggled. “So Azalea told me that Harry…pfhh…had a wet dream…about her.” They all busted out laughing which triggered mine. We were dying laughing now and Azalea was the only one with us that wasn’t. I turned to her and smiled. “You know you want to laugh flowerbomb.” She shook her head.
I shrugged my shoulders and did the unthinkable… I imitated Harry. “Oh yeaa Azalea! Ughh right there!” The girls only laughed harder and I could see a smile wanting to break out on her face. “UGHH YEAA DNT STOP AZALEA! KEEP GOING!” I couldn’t control myself as I said it and my face was so red that I looked like a tomato. Soon Azalea busted out laughing also. “I TOLD YOU!” She swatted my hand away as she clutched her stomach. I decided to ask her questions on what he said. “What did he say?” She brought us closer and whispered. “He was like “yea you want this big cock inside you huh? You wanna feel me in you?” or he would say “you feel so good! You’re so tight!” and I had to get out of there because I could see the indent of his bulge and I was scared.” I went into my ultimate laugh attack now. This is the one were I laughed literally for hours without stopping. Me and the girls could not get a grip and when we were in rehearsals, it was even worse because they boys were watching us. I kept looking at Azalea’s face as Harry cheered her on and me and the girls would whisper dirty stuff in her ear as we walked by.
I knew she liked that he had a wet dream about her. When rehearsal were over, which was around 4:00 today, we went home. I opened the door with everyone around me and headed straight for the living room. Soon everyone was in there and sitting down. All the girls had took a shower and came down and the boys were still in the clothes. I decided to take my shower now so I got up and was about to go upstairs when Zayn stopped me. “hey Talia you got mail!” I turned around and took it from him. “Thank Zayniepoo.” He smiled and went back to the living room. I headed upstairs and in my bedroom, closing the door gently. I sat on my bed and put my bag down. I looked at the letter. Hmmm…. This address doesn’t look familiar…I’ll see who it is in the inside.
I opened it and pulled out a white piece of paper that was folded. I opened the letter and my eyes went wide. I can’t believe this…
Dear Natalia,
Figured you be doing something so stupid like dancing for a career. Ha, stupid just like your fucking mom was. By the way it’s your dad here. That’s right. I’m not dead and boy do I have something to tell you. Your mother wasn’t killed in a car crash dumbo, I killed her. I beat her to a pulp, put her in the car, and drove off. Why am I not dead? Well because I jumped out when the car hit the tree. Oh and one more thing, I also killed your sister. That stupid bitch deserved to die. She earned her death. I tried to kill you too but the little prick saved you. I wish I killed you sooner so you wouldn’t be on this earth either. ALL 3 OF YOU RUINED MY LIFE. I CAN GET ANYTHING BACK BECAUSE YOU AND YOUR FUCKED UP FAMILY TOOK IT ALL. I used to be the big man around and could get anything, then I got locked down with 2 dumb ass kids and one drug addict of a mother. I hate all of you. I hate YOU the most. You should be dead. I hope you die a slow and painful death and I bet you no one will ever care about you or your little shitty world you grew up in. So you know what? Go back to your cutting and starving yourself. I liked that side of you better because you were close to death. I fucking hate you all and I wish the worst most possible death of all in this world. Go die in a hole you stupid bitch. I wish never made you.
The cause of your horrible birth,
Stan Innes
P.S. I also killed your grandmother. Best day of my life. XX
Oh my god….h-he’s alive? He killed my mom and my grandmother? M-my sister too? Tears were running down my face as I comprehended what I just read. I can’t believe this. All of this was true. I knew no car crash could do that much damage to a person. No wonder the couldn’t find him. He ran away. He was the reason I almost died when I was 7. My sister knew. She knew he did it to me. That’s why she got the tattoo, to tell me she loved me with all her heart and would never hurt me. Sure she was WAY to young to get a tattoo but she did for me. I can’t believe this. I folded the paper back as best as I could with my shaky hands. I quickly wrote a letter and folded it. I brought it with me with my Stan's letter to.
Dear Friends,
I am so sorry for this. I’ve been doing fine until now. This letter has officially tooken me over the edge. I want to let you guys know that I love you and I will be here for you, not in physical form, but in spirit form. I want you guys to stay safe and love each other. Stick with each other everyday and never let anyone get hurt. I will be here to guide you guys when you need it. You will be fine without me and you need to know that I love you with all my heart. I will ALWAYS be here for you guys. I love you and goodbye.
Hugs and Kisses,
Natalia Gigi Innes (Talia)
I got up and went to the bathroom with the letter. I opened one of the drawers and saw it. The razor I use to cut with. I hesitated to pick it up. No I can’t, I promise Anabelle I wouldn’t do it but I want to be with her. I let my conscious take over and grabbed the razor. I picked it up and fell to the ground. Put the letter right in front of me, holding my hands over it with the razor. Tears free falling from my eyes, I brought it to my wrist. I relentlessly cut my arms. The blood fell in pools and my vision started to get very blurry. I slumped over, laying in my pool of blood. The light started to get further away from me and the darkness to over. I whispered the last part with all my strength. “H-hold on i-I’m coming A-anabelle… j-just wait.”
LOUIS POV.
Talia had been up there in her room for a while. I decided to go check on her. “Hey guys, I’ll be back. I’m gonna go check on Talia.” The nodded and turned back to the TV as I walked out the room and to the stairs. I made it to the top and walked down the hall to her room. I knocked. No answer. I didn’t wanna barged in so I called her name. “Talia? You in here?” I knocked again. She might be sleep. I opened her door and peeked in. I didn’t see anyone so I walked all the way in. I seen her dance clothes on the floor with her towel. She must be dressed then. I saw light from the bathroom and the door was halfway open. I walked over to the door and knocked.
I heard moaning and thought she was…well…you know. She never answered and I knocked loud enough so I walked in. The next thing I saw broke my heart. There Talia was, laying on the floor, covered in blood. Her body lifeless and not moving. There was so much blood. She looked horrible and like she had been crying. I ran over to her and picked her head up. I felt tears sting my eyes as I took in her state. The air around me got cloudier and cloudier.
“HELP!!! SOMEONE GET UP HERE NOW!” I yelled countlessly. “Oh please, Talia don’t die on me. I need you…” Her eyes were fluttering open and shut. I heard footsteps running up and Azalea and Harry was up here in no time. They saw her and Azalea’s face went pale.
“Oh my g-god….She brought it back…” I had no clue what she talking about but I focused on Talia. Holding her head in my arms as I cradled her. Tears were falling down now and I didn’t care. Harry grabbed his phone and called 911. I heard him talking to the ambulance and then I heard the others come up here. I heard cries and sobs. I heard screaming and restless breathes. Everyone was a mess, except for Azalea. She sat beside me holding Talia’s hand. She wasn’t crying or sobbing. She just stared at her with no emotion. “Why aren’t you crying Azzy? She might die!” My voice raised in anger. She looked at me and I could tell she wanted to let go but she didn’t.
“No she won’t. Her sister won’t let her…” She looked back at Talia and so did I. Talia was still breathing! Oh my god she is still alive. About 15 minutes after, the ambulance arrived and removed me from her lifeless body. I wanted so desperately to hold her all the way there but I couldn’t. “Okay is anyone riding in the ambulance with her to the hospital?” I looked at Azalea who looked at me. She nodded for me to go. “Are you sure?” She nodded and I followed the paramedic. I got in and immediately came to Talia’s side.
I grabbed her hand. “L-Loubear…” I couldn’t stop the tears from coming out. I heard the doors shut the and ambulance sped off. “I’m right here Talia, don’t worry.” “H-He killed her….all of them. H-He tried…tri-..”She couldn’t get the rest out. Who was she talking about? Then the machine she was hooked up too beeped. She stopped moving and talking. I moved back so they could try to resuscitate her. My sobs and words filled the room. “P-Please don’t leave me Talia….I love you…” Was the last thing I said before silence took over the van. People were moving and running around but I couldn’t hear anything. All my focus was on Talia. I needed her to come back.
Notes
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Their Outfit's
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Their Dance:
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