LOVE PLANT

“Niall” I try and say between my sobs.
“I never properly thanked you, you made me feel alive again when I felt nothing but dead and numb. You are the reason I am still here today you saved me like a real hero.” I try and speak clearly but the tears wont let me all I can hear is the sound of Niall’s oxygen he can’t breathe on his own right now he is fighting and I am standing right next to him fighting with him. He has to come through he just has too. “I love you”. I whisper as I kiss the top of his forehead. Then I got my guitar our and sang a song that I just finished writing.
Tell me every secret that you've never told
I won't runaway, I won't runaway
They scars that you've been hiding
Don't be afraid to let them show
That's what makes you beautiful
You're so damn beautiful

Hold on don't let me go

And we're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight you and I, are gonna shatter all the heroes
Explode the world that we know
We're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight let's set fire
To all the million reasons
That made you stop believing in you

So can we break the silence
Cause it's killing me
To watch you fall apart (Please don't fall apart)
Please don't fall apart
Cause anytime you doubt yourself
Anytime you count yourself out
I'll be here to pick you up
Girl I'm gonna pick you up

And we're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight you and I, are gonna shatter all the heroes
Explode the world that we know
We're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight let's set fire
To all the million reasons
That made you stop believing in you, you, you

Hold on don't let me go

And we're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight you and I are gonna shatter all the heroes
Explode the world that we know
We're gonna burn the bright lights
Tonight let's set fire
To all the million reasons
That made you stop believing in you

We're gonna burn all the bright lights
Tonight let's set fire
To all the million reasons
That made you stop believing in you


I lift my head up and my neck is so sore I fell asleep on the chair with my head buried on the bed near Niall’s legs. I wake up to find Greg, Denise, Theo, Bobby and Maura, Greg helps me get out of the chair and I stretch out a bit. After freshening up in the bathroom I make sure Theo is ready before we leave I pick him up and he kisses Niall on his head. Kylie has messaged me saying that she is with El and Soph I feel bad I’m neglecting her but she understands. We reach Greg and Denise’s house and Theo and I are in the lounge playing around with his toys. I love spending time with him he reminds me of Niall so much the goofiness and personality and even a bit of his looks.
After lunch Theo and I are resting on the couch and the boys are coming over, they just finished see Ni at the hospital and stopping by. The doorbell rings and Theo goes to answer the door.
“Hey little man”. Liam says as he pats Theo on his head as he comes in the house.
I hug and kiss each of the boy’s as the come in and make our way to the lounge. I get up from the couch as I see my phone ringing on the table.

Notes

hey guys, song is called Burn The Bright Lights. By The collective xxxx