Jana’s POV
Before I could say anything, Harry plops down on the couch of our outside patio set. ‘’Harry.. what’s wrong?’’ I ask, sitting down calmly beside him. ‘’I just don’t know anymore, Jana, I don’t know what to do.’’ He says, putting his head in his hands as his elbows rest on his knees, he was bent over and clearly in distress.

‘’it’s okay, Harry.’’ I mumble to him. ‘’I didn’t mean.. I didn’t mean to say.. that it just.. it just came out. Everyone probably thinks I’m a fucking loser who can’t take a loose.’’ He says into his hands, barely able to be made into words.

‘’No-‘’ ‘’Jana..’’ Harry cuts me off my sobbing my name, question to his tone though. ‘’Yeah?’’ I ask, sniffing lightly. The sight of his breakdown, which isn’t the first one these past few days, is making me emotional.

‘’Why don’t people care about me? What did I ever do.. to deserve this life?” he asks me, leaning up and removing his hands from his face. His puffy green eyes stare into mine, biting his lip lightly.

‘’Harry, you have people that care about you and that love you. Everyone in that entire house loves you, you know that. I don’t know why she treated you like that, but I know for damn sure that we love you Harry. You’re more important to me than my own mother is. You know that. I love you Harry, we love you. We wouldn’t be the same without you.’’ I tell him, grabbing his hand and squeezing it tight.

‘’I really hope it’s mine.’’ He mumbles as I let his hand go. ‘’You hope.. hope what’s yours?” I ask, not too sure of that. ‘’The baby. I hope.. I hope and pray to God that it’s mine. I just want something to love.. and something to love me.’’ He tells me.

‘’We-‘’ ‘’I know Jana, I know you do. And I love you guys too, with all my heart. But I mean.. I want to feel.. like a protector to more than just you and your family. I want to love my own child too, I do.’’ He cuts me off, knowing exactly what I was going to say anyways.

‘’I know, Harry. I know.’’ I whisper, putting my hand on his shoulder as I get a little closer. ‘’Why couldn’t find an amazing, beautiful, wonderful person like Niall did? You two are everything I wanna be.. I want to be happy again, Jana, I’m not happy like this. I’m not.’’

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‘’This is Christian, she’s six.’’ Perrie says, introducing her daughter to us. She looked like Zayn, but has Perrie’s eyes, Zayn’s dark hair and his toned skin. ‘’She’s adorable! Beautiful.’’ Sophia smiles. I nod in agreement. She was pretty.

‘’Daddy talks about you all the time.’’ She says, pointing to Niall. ‘’Me?’’ He laughs, raising his eyebrows. ‘’Yep.’’ She nods with a cute smile on her face. ‘’Tori, how ‘bout you go introduce everyone to Christian.’’ I say, looking over at her.

‘’Alright, c’mon Christian, there’s a lot more people to meet.’’ Tori smiles as she holds out her hand. Christian takes it and so the two of them are out of our sites. ‘’Alright, let’s chat up about the kids for a while.’’ Perrie insists, sitting down on the couch beside me.

‘’We’ll be here forever, but okay.’’ Niall says with a laugh.I roll my eyes smiling at him, knowing that he’s just joking. Besides, I know he loves everyone of his kids, so he can’t even attempt to attempt to pretend, that’s how serious he is about them.


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{Two Hours Later}

‘’Hell to the fucking no!’’ I heard Niall say as I stepped onto the back porch, the sun was setting and it was getting dark. ‘’Watch your mouth, Daddy! God doesn’t like bad words!’’ Terra says as Harry carries her behind me. ‘’Sorry baby.’’ He smiles lightly, standing up to take over his responsibility.

I sit down on the bench between Sophia and Perrie, reminding me of the older days. I watch carefully as Niall takes Terra from Harry, kissing her forehead lightly before sitting down, putting her on his lap.

She sat on his thighs, facing him. He adjusted her legs on either side of him, putting his hands on her waist to keep her safely on him. ‘’What.. what happened?’’ Perrie whispers, leaning closer to me.

‘’Um.. a few months ago.. Niall.. was taking her to a doctor’s appointment.. and it was.. storming bad on their way home.. And she hates thunder and lightning, like it seriously scares her, more now than ever, but uh.. Niall looked in the mirror at her for one second.. and.. a uh, a big eighteen wheeler delivery truck.. him them. She’s.. paralyzed from her waist down.’’ I say softly, Niall hated to talk about it.

‘’Bless her heart.’’ Perrie whispers lightly. ‘’She’s doesn’t like to be without him… he doesn’t like for her to be alone.’’ I tell her. ‘’Poor thing. There’s nothing they can do?’’ She asks. I shrug lightly. ‘’Our only option is.. to get her legs amputated and have prosthetics for her.’’ I say.

‘’Have you decided on it?’’ She asks. ‘’Not yet, we’re not sure yet.’’ I say. She just nods, finally letting it go for a while. I smile lightly as I hear Terra giggling, Niall was ticking her back, and she can never stand it.

‘’Your family is beautiful Jana.’’ Perrie says with a smile. ‘’Thank you.’’

Notes

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